if i never see your face again ...
then i will find you and love you once more
time after time

31 March 2007

my temper sucks to e core..i dun tink i haf a chou pi qi when u told me i haf during wed..but nw i tink i haf ler ba?..i realli duno..

yesterday out of control vent my anger on e innocent one when they are tryin to console me..sry kai,jere,simin,wenyin..realli sry abt it..i noe u all din blame me for ventin my anger on u..but i realli cant dun blame myself for doin that..i knew u all knoe hw i feels..and i realli appreciate for all those words..thks budds..but everything nw takes tym for me..i still need tym..

yesterday had small match wit bowen bois..i played till super duper kns..dribble can lou qiu for 3 tyms..first tym in my life i can say..i din even put ani concentration on it..i kept kena distracted abt other things..i tink im not fit to play as i broke e 1st rule..not to put personal things in da court..causin unnessary probs for my teammates while playin..today haf one frenly..im gonna mend my mistakes NVA AND DUN PUT PERSONAL THINGS in da court..and im gonna stay positive in da game..

yesterday sch was alrites..did pay attention to every lesson..dun feel slpy at all..aft that wenta change den go down canteen..it was rainin..den i tot we nidda go gym..but heng no nid..lols..helped e bois to clean e court den start our usual drills..runnin layup..and bla bla..den watch bois play their match when reach e b div one we got play like 1 or 2 quater lidat ba..and dats whr i play till so badly..real bad-.-..

aft e incident..everything i do wasen that perfect..guess im jus totally distracted ba..tink its tym for me to b awake..ahh..nothin more to say nw barh.ltr got match.,chr CHIONG AR~!..

i know that i care about you ... at 11:34

29 March 2007

time for post-in..

but first of all..

i din say im ah bung..i say my mum at home always call me ahbang/pang..not BUNG!!-.-..lols

kays..back to my post..shall tok abt yesterday and today..

28/3/07:
sch was alrites..no nagatives..ahahas..skip one lesson which is cme..actually i tot i skip bio but i din noe i made a mistake abt e lessons..kinda stupid hur..hahas..din noe whr to go so i walked ard..walked pass art room and saw ms ee and mdm dong..went in for a chat..actually planed to go..but i din..lols..cuz i was happily chatting with mdm dong..den aft that i decided to stay..after mdm dong left..ms ee self entertain erself for 10mins or more?and she entertain herself by drawin weird weird things and makin one background..k larh..kinda nice..but not v nice..LOLS..=X..and den she wrote beauty from ashes..duno y tink she anihw one larh..aft tat ms lim walked in(e art cher)and ms ee ask him draw fish for her and she'll bring back home..k the moment i c her expression like hai mei zhang da lidat..LOL..den aft ms lim draw finish cme over alr and i went for my bio..

bio was alrite,able to catch up wit was ms lim was tokin abt..and aft bio went str8 to trg..run in gym..and coach adjest e speed fast..and made me tell him that i cant tahan alr..ahahahas..den aft that abit trg..and match..den i went for sis party..stay dere till 11pm plus..den reach home abt 12 plus gg 1..damn exhausted..reach home str8 away drop dead on da bed slpin..

29/3/07:
sch today was negative..tsktsk..cuz im damn slpy for all e lesson and it made me buay tahan till i slp durin e goin endin of chinese lesson..and bai lao shi tot i sick ba..almost hit samson out of anger..cuz he kajiao me when i slpin..but which i was gg to hit him..i control it agn..LOL..damn lame..din care him much and went for slp..and it omg for me larh..bio cant catch up for today lesson..cuz damn sleepy till i can onli haf concentrate nia..e last 30mins i was like blur blur..tink im in a deep shit-.-..
aft sch wenta kfc wit kwok,ching and lim..ahahas..den aft eatin i went str8 home and slp..till 8 plus i wake up..duno y everytym abt 8 plus lidat mum will kajiao me out of slp sia..feel like scoldin her..cuz i dun realli like ppl disturb me when im slpin..esp when im darn tired larh..so woke up..makan dinner..den watch tv..watch tv liao go tok tok on da fone den and im here bloggin..lols..aft this im gg back to my slp agn..yayness..lols

k den i shall stop here..saturday got match against admiralty csc!!..hahas..its a finnaly a match for us..damn bored larh..k i shall go to my dream land ler..byes=]..


hope i culd play well for this cmmin match:)

i know that i care about you ... at 22:39

27 March 2007

wad a positive day i haf..lols..but jus abit negative=]..lols

sch was alrite..and i came back home earli=)
lesson was okok..except for english its funny!!..cher say abt wad happen in her secondary sch make our class laugh la..hahahas..
den aft that had poa..k that one i realli wanna die la..wanna go watch match de..den mdm wan dun let..and me rot in da class till i wanna go crazy..startin still okok..den i c mr tien tok i like..ARGHHH1!..cant stand it lor..i oso duno y..kinda weird me arh..lols..

den aft sch walk walk ard..aft that walk to woodgrove sec wait for uncle den go home liao..and nw..im home..hahahas..gonna take a short nap ltr..=)

and yay!i haf finally made my decision..was tinkin quite long abt it larh..den finally decide stop that remedial..LOLS..kinda stupid arhz..

k den thats my positive tuesday~!..tmr deres trg and friday theres friendly for us to watch too..tink oso got trg ba..c bois against bowen on friday..in chr..must watch must watch~!..lols

i know that i care about you ... at 15:45

26 March 2007

after 1 hr plus of thoughts and 10mins talkin session on da fone wit coach..i decided to..

tink positively,aim posituvely,do positively and act positively..

studies will put first,basketball second..but this is till april..aft mids..i wil change to basketball first,studies second..den aft youth cup,change back to normal agn..hope this tym my plan will success..this few day makin myself slp earli so that durin lesson tym i wont b feelin slpy n fell asleep..and i did it!..yay!k im siao..hope its will continue to b like this..den every sch day trg wont b over 5.15pm for me..cuz i must catch sch bus if i miss sch bus,i will reach home late den not enuff tym to slp and revise abit..and its realli abit..hahas..thursday if nothing i will go home earli and haf a nap and spent tym on revisin more den other weekdays..saturday is my break day..so can trainin untill wad tym oso nvm..but if parent say go home earli den bobian..sunday mornin till afternoon will b my self trg tym at home and late afternoon till night is revisin..wohhooo..thats my plan before mids..and my superviser for all those tymin will b my dad and bro..so its kinda difficult for me to break all those tymin and rules..

STAY POSITIVE(",)..

and i shall tok abt today..sch was alrites..did listen to every classes except for chem..cuz im totally lost durin chem lesson..din understand at all larh-.-..eng lesson startin can pay attention..den reachin e back at abt last 15mins lidat bored till wanna fall asleep liao..wahahhas..den aft that is geo..tot mr loh wuld cum and give us lesson..hu noes he din even cum..can still even say not enuff tym to teach us alr..guess our june holidays will filled wit geography..yukes!..den ms ee came to relief..din expect that either..took e worksheet and start doin..den i was like cant find e ans for e first question..so i stopped shawn and ask him whr to get e ans..hahas..so i jus copy all down from e text..den whole thing copy down from e text and i kept askin shawn to help me check can onot..LOLS..but thks anw..aft geo went assembly..abt crimes thingy..den i kept sms wit sis abt e party..den she say postpone to wednesday ler..cuz dad and mum not free today..wth..-.-..den aft assembly went back to class prepare for oral..i tot it was ruan lao shi conduct us..hu noes is wang lao shi..but at least its better..hahahas..k larh..e passage was alrites..not realli dat difficult to understand but onli few words duno hw to read..hahahas..question i can ans..but i tink i got but then then then..lols..forget that try not to say eng sia..wang lao shi ask me question..den i ans alot of crap..but its sensible one kays..lols..so i tink i can get well ba..or mayb not?lols..

aft sch went for trg..trg abit nia den i go home ler..i jus onli din do one part of da trg which is we nidda do e 5 dong zuo..cuz knee realli damn pain dao i cannot tahan liao..den aft tt i did 50 pumpins,10 pull ups den layups..aft tt which is my lousiest part which is my 3pt..wth..deprove alot la..den din realli neo y my hand like no energy lidat..hahas..i tink i forget hw to shoot 3 pts alr..LOL..gotta train hard on it..=]

den aft trg i went str8 home..tok to wenyin and whylie on da bus..wenyin was damn troubled by one problem la..so seek our advice..and we 2 tgt fan wit him..hahas..wenyin is a nice guy la..and v chi xin..but he jus v confuse..lols..wenyin arhs jia you kays..dun worry be happy=]..like wad u always say..mei shen me wen ti nan de dao xiao shuai ge de..hahahas..and take care of ya broken hand too-.-..

well tht my day..gtg nw..buais~~~~~~~~~

i know that i care about you ... at 20:13

24 March 2007

well..no mood to post yesterday so i post today..yesterday was a disaster for me..i totally broke down..till i start to call my sis..and she came over to sch n find me..when da moment i saw her..i changed back to my real self..lettin out all my pains infront of her..jus like wad i usually do when im jus a lill kido..cryin infront of her..and she try to confort me..n cheered me up..im so glad to haf a sis like her..i love her more den i love my parents..she even sacrifice her work in order to cum sch n find me..i was glad..totally glad..spent 30mins wit her..and i noe its tym for me to prepare for my trg as my eyes was damn red..went backed to sch n wash my face..n i start to play basketball wit my old class mates makin me forget all those things..n i did enjoy it..

basketball is onli thing tt culd make me forget all those things..cuz i'll b putting all my concentration on da ball..and nva think of others things..but sumtimes it wont last for long..aft trg..bathed in sch..n aft tt is coach treats in food court..aft we ate..wenta rp n watch match n i went home..

reach home ard 10plus..my back ache for da whole trg..tink i accidentaly injured it ba..asked mum help me use medecal oil rub my back..n she say my back got a big blueblack..which i din even noe hw i got it..den aft that..i clean up my desk top table n prepare to go slp..but culden slp at all..n im just lyin on da bed from 12 till 2am plus..incredible hurh?

today woke up at ard 11 plus..rot at home doin nothing..don feel like gg anywhr too..so i slp e whole day..took 1 hr break in da afternoon watchin tv..den wenta slp till 7 plus..n watch tv awhile..den nw online..guess tmr will b e same..i wanna go cross country..but mum ask me to stay at home takire of grandpa..i haf no mood..guess i'll slp e whole day tmr..

suddenly realise abt my trg..quit one team alr..left 2..den one week 4 trg..if includ wednesday it will b five trg per week..kinda tired..summore cum in n out from malaysia n singapore..gotta wake up earli n reach home late..summore even got sch..hw am i gonna survive..

monday:1 trg
tuesday:one remedial and i'll reach home late too-.-
wednesday:2/1 trg
thursday:a day break for me..?
friday:one trg
saturday:one trg..
sunday:my day to takire grandpa

ohh hw great it was..-.-

n i'll guess this tym june holiday wont b a holiday for me too-.-..cuz of da youth cup n startin 2 weeks dere will b geo remedial..damn it..

and thanks mao trying to cheer me up too..thks lots=]

it jus totally gone like this..deres no way back..and i noe i'll nva step on e same step animore..
forget all those and continue wit e journey

i know that i care about you ... at 23:09

20 March 2007

since hy ask me to update,i shall update den..wahahahas..k lame-.-

sch today was alrite..able to pay attention ler..but hope it wont b san fen zhong re du..hehe..had usual lesson like yesterday..cuz today is new tym table ma..den summore got 2 hr poa..so me yijn weiliang xinhao n few 3e2 ppl wenta pon..n go sumwhr else..to slack..startin i was sms-in,den slp for awhile..den aft tt we start to play idiot test but its they play n i dun wanna play..aft tt we start to draw ice lemon test wit no pork brand..kinda stupid..hahas..den went back to class took my bag call dad n chiong-ed home..

reach custom..saw hong hui..its miracle he will cum back malaysia hse..cuz he sucha busy guy-.-..tt tym dad came alr..e parked one side n wenta eat..so din saw him in da car..suddenly a police motor came..k he dio summon agn la..but in da end din dio liao..kinda blur rite?hhaas.cuz my dad give e police 50ringgat to drink coffee..aiya he always lidat one la..den dad told me he wont b gg home earli..till 9 plus..n i dun wan go wit dad ler..actually decided to take taxi go home de..but before tat ask hong hui whr he gg..he say he gg cafe awhile jiu go home liao..so i kinda interested abt tt cafe n i went wit him..hehe..tt cafe is WALTZ cafe..from outside c e shop like normal lidat..but inside quite nice n comfortable..n i like to drink their blueberry milk drink..wahahas..tts damn nice!!..aft tt hong hui jio wei hong cum down...which is jie's brother lor..he like no change one larh..den 3 of us n hong hui fren tok awhile jiu go liao..so i went home aft tt..kinda tired but i dun feel slpy..sianz..

tmr sports day summore..tsktsk..well..hope tmr grit hse wont get last agn..but we nid alot of lucks ba..hahahas..

ct results..-.-..spechless..cuz expected what i will get liao..c wad cher says ba..byesssss

i know that i care about you ... at 21:49

18 March 2007

wenta ransack my table..den saw my box which i kept things tts precious to me..n it gg to b full nw..-.-..nidda change box liao..hahas..

read one letter..which ms ong wrote n made my tears drop..cuz recall abt last yr de thing..wahahhas..

dear xinfang,
applause!1 you haf a change in attitude. think sth good abt u is u are veri loyal n
very kind.that explains why u feel so bad when ppl break your trust or hurt you.
though you may think tt you are still weak in maths..(yea you are still weak=P),but
you are the maths pro in my heart. the dilligence, the williness, the determination to
do well warmth my heart. character and heart attitude matter akit, do not let
anithing compromise your intergrity. in wadeva you do, must do so with a clear
conscience yea.
xin fang god has called you to b a leader. its may be difficult but do not avoid this
noble task. go through it,even if no one is with you,supporting you. god has called you
to lead and he will use you to lead your team. so do not be overly harsh or keep
blamin yourself. you are doin well. jus don''t give up. coward belongs to path like this,
a path tt man gives up when it becomes dark n she misses the light. be excellent in
whateva you do yea(not jus basketball)..Thanks, for givin me a chance to lead n
teach. i appreaciate it alot..(",)remain this humility yea=)..

EnD

felt bad abt it..cuz im a changed person nw..not to positive but negative..totally opposite abt wad she say..n my determintaion of everything is gone..includin e determination with basketball..i just cant find it back..or i choose to hide it..i dunch noe..but everything is not excellent animore..hahas..guess i nidda set one aim for me to improve all my attitude..well..i noe i got alot of bad impression in everyone heart...n sis told me to change too..but im tryin..i guess?hahas..well..target has been set..will try my best to put whole heart in everything i do..even studies..cuz i realli dun wan retain..prays..guess i nid tuition weekly..*one big hole in pocket*or maybe ask cmates for help..cuz they are realli v kind=]..well..im gonna change positive..but not totally..cuz no one is perfect..aye..jiayoujiayou xinfang!..n i'll not let other teacher down includin ong..wahahhas..

人的一生全靠奋斗,唯有奋斗,才能成功

i know that i care about you ... at 14:31

ok i realli can tahan one day stayin at home din go out..kept doin e same things over n over agn in one day..jus one day im feel like rottin..can b i lousy but im totally defeated by tt ler..sighs..

tmr sch reopen agn..n din realli go out wit much frenz..esp tt party on wednesday..arghh!!..nex nex monday got one gathering for all those senior to participate even they graduate..guess its gonna b fun..cuz i damn miss them lots larh..like 2 yrs gg 3 yr nva c ler..haas..but for da gatherin i'll b gg for awhile nia..cuz theres sch for me..sighs..
n another party to celebrate duno wad thing..k tt one is damn lame..so im dunch wanna go..cuz theres sabo-in part...

enuff of all those crappy celebration which im not sure celebrate wad-.-..tink ltr im gg to singapore ba..or not?i oso not sure..cuz dad let me go..mum dun let..,den they were like wanna quarrel...which i dun realli care much..cuz they quarrel its like their JIA CHANG BIAN FAN..so no nid much attention from them..


ohh great when its gonna change?like wth-.-..

onlynothinggoes smoothusually startsagainnew..wahahahas..although its like broken lang..but at least i could thought of sth to deco it..but i realli miss it as a bestie..XP

i know that i care about you ... at 10:17

16 March 2007

jus came back home not long..its jus sucha tirin week..dunch look like a holiday at all..almost e whole holi is trg..den aft trg go hospital..den go home..this week gg trg,hospital,home..its like my daily routine..kinda tired..but except for yesterday..its my break=D..

earli in da mornin wenta watch bois match at fuch sec..its was funny..throughout e whole match was laughin..so do coach..den aft tt went to fuchun cc de kfc to makan wit e bois..n they start blastin music..damn noisy lor..n each of us took one table..den suddenly got one group of fuchun sec gals came in to eat too..den one of da gals say..:"i wan get aaron no."..but e aaron e gals say not our bois team de arron..but is sumone from fuchun sec..i tink?..n we start to kajiao aaron..aft tt they wenta go cwp n sum wenta 369 play ball..n i went back admiralty slp ler..n i notice i drop e hse key on da bus till i reach admiralty-.-..like damn hell la..slp till 5pm..n i start to wait for maos call as me,weiyan n mao gg to meet ltr..den wait wait..mao haben call yet..till 6plus den call..-.-..aft tt they took bus to woodlands n i went to lib to meet sis n give her books..walk ard..den aft tt they came alr..wanted to watch rp match but tt tym alr 7.35 lidat liao..den i dun wan watch ler..so we wenta mos eat..n we start to talk like damn long-.-..till 10 plus n one of da mos worker started to play wit e lights[hintin us tt they are closin lor] so we walk out n wenta toilet n i saw yongkang eugene jk n duno one guy in mac..din tok to them as they oso din saw mi..wahhaas..den aft tt me n mao accompany weiyan take mrt to je..n we continue to chat chat chat..duno y got so mani things for us to chat one..lols..den came back n chat chat chat..i alighted at admiralty n went back home of my sleep..n tts my thursday e onli break day..sighs..

den today woke up at 7.30..bath n bla bla bla..took cab to sch cuz i tink i will b late..den reach sch alr no gals came..-.-..jiu sian diao alr..nex tym i slowly go trg liao..aft tt trg..bla bla bla..end at abt 11 lidat n i wenta hospital..n nw came back home..n ah gong today discharge from hospital..but i still nidda go home earli to look aft him..tsktsk..

recently rmb cher rmb me sth..and i totally agree with her..she noes wad happen..no matter hw hard we try oso no use one larh..ppl noe e reason y..hahhas..summore we cant control wad ppl like to say..n duno y they usually likes to say"no brain words to others"..tink their moral edu fail la..pathetic sia..so for nw in not gonna hack care abt it..but to "TEACH" those ppl to do things tt haf "sense"..like wad jere told me..no pt puttin so much effort on it..summore they dun appreciate at all....tts wad i learn...

forget it..when all those kept recallin in my mind..it totally freaks me out..spoilin my good mood0.o..
jus e same old word..don worry be happy..

i know that i care about you ... at 15:57

14 March 2007

ehs..went for trg today.reach dere at 6plus den slp at da court dere till 7.30..sia la..i like begger lidat lor..aniplace tts clean n not smelly n its cool i can slp liao..lols..aft tt c e coutr abit wet so clean abit..n shoot shoot abit n rest agn..hahas..was sleepy..den head was abit heavy..due to last night headache..runnin tt tym e temp was hot..makin me abit giddy..continue wit e runnin den e 5 foot steps..aft tt lay up,free throw..den 45degree till 3pt.i damn hate e 3pt sia..alwais dun go in de-.-..den aft e 3pts finish i anihw throw den chop one for mi..sian diao la..den aft tt match n trg over..wenta sheryl hse..den on da way near e traffic light we saw one person wearin jersey shorts..den mi n sheryl was like..who tt person..n we start to guess..i say izzit fion?eh no lea..houyee?eh no lea..den sheryl say izzit roger?den we continue guess guess guess..aft tt we walk pass tt person n tt person we dunch even noe his la-.-..but he from chr de..lols

den sheryl bath finish walked to busstop den jx they all left alr..so we took nex bus..saw leong n alan..took bus to interchange tgt n help leong to pass e shoe bag to mich n xl..den wenta breadtalk find jx..aft tt ate at mac n i decided to went home..reach custom forget tt sis waitin for mi at city square to watch movie..n faster chiong dere find her..n we 2 decided to shoppin..was like wth la..den walk walk walk..im too tired alr..so ps-ed her n xue er n i went home..so nw im back home bloggin.=]

tmr c'div got frenly against fuchun..n tt guo cheng called me n ask me our bois team strong onot?..its like wth la..u tink i will tell ya mea?den i lie to him no sec 2 gg tmr la..onli sec 1..den all begainner nia..=P....hu ask him every mornin disturb my slp..make me so tired..tmr im gg to watch tt match..wahahas..den aft tt went to admiralty slp n evenin came out watch bois de match n go chat chat..hehe..tmr can relax lor..k..shall stop here..haven bath yet..smelly sia..
~b-u-a-i-s~

n i dunch noe y..i started to miss ms ong alr..its like wth la..-.-..think becuz of da dream tsktsk..ms ong whr are u sia..=(

i know that i care about you ... at 17:46

13 March 2007

sick-ed today..headache..wahhahahas long tym no rest alr!!..k siao..stay-ed at home till 7 plus den wenta c doc n shun bian go c ah gong agn..but b4 tt i slpt till 12 pm plus.. was rottin at home till wanna die alr..slp eat slp eat den read comics..skip-ed todays trg..last min inform em=P..kinda bad thou..but bo bian..at night forget to inform..

wenta go c doc den doc says i not enuff slp so headache..kinda lame but i din bother much n wenta c ah gong dialysis..when i saw tt..its like..omg..those tubes at his neck not pain mea?ahh..4 hrs of sittin over dere with those tube..wth..n summore one day dialysiscost abt 3500 rm?realli a robbery man..spent 2 hrs wit ahgong chattin n help him cuttin fruits..all my mum "sisters" was dere gossipin..den e "brothers" was accompanyiin ahgong..includin mi..but im not one of da brothers kays..soo e dialysis center was full of our family sound..soo loud tt made e nurse came over n say us..aft tt we din stay much longer as we dunch wanna disturb other patients..so came back home..n i damn hate e doctor..he gave mi a a tablet when is e size more den a 1ocent coin abit..feel uncomfortable when it stuck at e middle of my throat..arghh..forget it..gtg slp ler as tmr deres trg..if not headache age..it will b like wtf..0.Ochaos

a champion is someone whu gets up even when he/she cant..so are u the one?


makin decision is sooooooo ma fan!..so thursday its up to u 2 to choose e place n tym..XP

i know that i care about you ... at 22:23

09 March 2007

woohoo!!..holiday starts..but dun tink it will b a holiday for mi aye..excludin e wakin up earli tt part..ahahs..this days when came back home no one was ard except for bro..he alwais lock himself in da room duno do wad eva shit..so if he at home..=no one at all-.-

yeaterday moody was..zzzzzz..arghh forget it..after doin e cip stay in sch till 4..doin nth but slackin everywhr in dasch..cuz dun feel like goin home or aniwhr too..saw val..den took her fone n played stupid games..play till 4 sharp..fren call mi to get jersey so wenta cwp..when gg to leave e canteen..din realli realise ms ee was behind mi..den she suddenly called mi..was shocked..so we wenta interchange tgt..din tok tt much to her cuz not in da mood..told her sum stuffs n made mi recall sum stupid things tt make my mind go rounds..she kept askin mi hw i feel but wad i could say is feel nth at all..wads e pt of sayin wad i feel..dosent feel better aft i sae wad..so..yup..shutup!!..den got e jersey thing n went back home n reach home ard 8 plus..

den today oso nth la..jus walk walk ard den haf few lesson n end of sch..aft tt wenta court play ball..play play play..den bl jio mi play one on one..play till i gonna die la..cuz 14 ball ma..den its damn hot day..one n one finish..wanna die alr..went canteen wash face den came back..prepare for trg..n start runnin..my kneecap kept gavin mi troubles when runnin..guess nex tym in da mornin i wont put my leg on da chair n slp ler ba..wednesday trg de muscle ache still haven recover yet..den today run still can feel abit pain..but try to bear wit it n continue e run..kinda tired..cuz yesterday night not enuff slp..or should say dun feel slpy at all till 1 plus..
left sch at ard 5.15pm n went back home to catch my sch bus..

n nw i reach home..no one was ard as they are in hospital takin care of my grandfather..cuz he got kidney prob....yup..tink gonna stop here nw as i dun haf e mood to post tt much..kinda tired too..=]

TMR IS CHING HOU YEE BIRTHDAY..HERE TO WISH HER 15TH BIRTHDAY..HOPE U BCUM MORE N MORE MATURED..WISH YOU DO WELL WELL FOR MIDS N MATCHES..K THATS ALL DUN WISH U TOO MUCH..CUZ V GREEDY..lols=P

everything is jus makin feel soo tired n helpless

i know that i care about you ... at 20:01

06 March 2007

backed home earli..cuz nth to do in sch too..ahahs..tmr trg..finally aye..got back my chem results..everytym chem fail by abit nia..tsktsk..mid yr n class test must realli do well n pull up my results..but heng this tym round got bio to pull my combine science up..*PRAYS*..

geography results acceptable lor..but i tink i still can improve more..ahas..c barhs..tmr think i'll b stayin in singapore ba..cuz thursday no nidda wake up soo early..quite shiok..summore nidda bring medical book n lent it to cher..soo will b quite heavy too lurs..

n yayness..no more weekend trg this week..able to slack more...trg will b resume till nex week cuz we only haf one week break nia..so pls dun call mi agn to ask mi abt trg stuffs-.-..v tired de lea..ahahas..shall stop here ba..wanna go haf nap den evenin go hospital visit ah gong..omg his heart prob gettin worst n worst..hope he will b fine ba..summor ehis age is 80++ alr..hais..

shall stop here den..

its not u can or u cannot..its juz that u wan or u dun wan..impossible is nth..nothing is impossible..i+m-possible..
i may kept quite n said nth abt it..but actually i noe e pain feelin..guess u are in da same state as mi ba..ahahas.=]

i know that i care about you ... at 15:59

05 March 2007

mood today was like listless..ahas..mornin kinda abit tired alr..den aft cin my test paper results more tired sia..but cant blame anione too..its juz tt i dun realli wanna study hard..tink shall grap my chance tight durin e mids..was slpin in poa lesson till blur alr..ahaas..aft tt went for assembly in da hall..den sch ends..aft sch..few of us went ard searchin high n low for mr basri..tink spell lidat ba?..den when i was abt to go..saw mr basri..den told them n i went off to 3rd story..remedial from ms ee starts..tuition til 3.45pm lidat..aft tt slack in da office..n start to chat..actually i was abt to leave one..but my meetin has been postpone..so continued to stay n chat..k chat till quit serious..abt students thingy n blablabla..alot lor..i was thinkin y theres soo much thing for mi to say..ahahas..mayb too much comments on tt ba..den at 5 gg to 6 alr..nidda leave sch..walked to canteen..saw coach n its still rainin heavily..bobian..soo stay at sch lor..den nth else to do summore..soo wenta back to da office n find ms ee chat..summore tt office onli got ms ee nia..go in n out of da office oso nvm de ba..ahahas..den at ard 6.10pm ba..she gg home..as her dad cumin to fetch her..so i went back home..din long bang her car even though she asked..as i like not used to it lur..summore route like diff..so i choose not to..lols..went back..den rainin agn..was drench abit..but still okay la..not scare of flu or fever cuz alr got liao ma..ahahas..if serious faint oly lor..no big deal..LOL...reach home at 7.30..bath n haf dinner..den slack ard..n online nw..which is im postin at e tym..ahhas..

k think shall stop here ba..kinda tired..jus wanna say thks enlighten mi abit but..i still nid tym to make mi feel u are a fren of mine ba..ahahas..not sure..shall c den..take care peeps..=]

i know that i care about you ... at 20:26

04 March 2007

juz woke up not long..kinda shock when i woke up..wanted to go toilet..den i was like halfawake..when got off from da bed..my right leg like no energy..den stand up tt tym jiu suddenly fall on de floor n hit my head..damn suay larh..sis saw it too..den she halfway readin comic n shouted..duno y..its just a fall..no big deal..but then i coulden stand up..its like my right knee no energy lidat..ask sis for help..den she pull mi up on da bed..n i was massagin on my knee area..den slowly recover ler..ahahas..guess mayb recently add too much pressure on my knee durin match tym ba..cuz nid alot of force to jump high..hais..

tmr no trg agn..kinda sian..no trg for almost one week lers..i tink?..kinda blur..

n yea got 2nd placin in da team durin yesterday night match..stupid jeremy got first n he onli leads mi by 5?..idiot!!..he got 2 star 1 goal..freakin ass larh him..arghh..i will lead him one day..

n yup guess everything has been back to normal..?soo deres no nid for my appearence lately..ahahas..i know few idiots missin mi lately..cuz of da reason sumone know y..LOL..yup..hope u can take care lots n jia you ba..ahahas..juz a short post for ya..=]..
b brave n face every circumstances u met..u will learn n grow more in it..jia you=]

n yup..kinda tired nw..k..gg to watch hana kimi ler..lols..gtg chaos..

e inperfect life of human is perfect..y u aim for perfect when nth is perfect?..stupid-.-

i know that i care about you ... at 18:11

02 March 2007

tiredness n happiness is goin ard mi..LOL..happy due to comment test over..tired due to jus nw balled quite long?lols..den was like standin inside e mrt for 45mins..damn mi feel tired lor..ahahas..today a.i lost to anderson,mayflower lose to nan chiau high..

den sis got abc for her a levels..LOL..

ahbao coach lose his match..v pity larh..score was like soo near den e pts are gg ups n down..damn excited..arghh..but in da end still lose..tsktsk..nvm nex yr..try agn..chr will oso play well nex yr..n beat those wldring sec de audience..damn irritatin la..i tink hor..aft sengkang n woodlands ring de match..e most tired one sure will b e audience..kept shoutin..soo loud la..den damn kia su oso..like one whole stream go down support?siao..

aft watchin their match..balled wit whitley ballers..kinda fun..was jumpin ard..n my voice was like high n low..realise today passin reaction damn damn slow..din notice few ppl alot of tyms..tsktsk..tmr last match ler..hwhw?hope tmr i wont make e same mistakes agn..
last match n decklers can rest for one week ler..=D..cheers!!..ahahas..

arghh..was damn tired nw..soo shall stop here ler..wahahas..byes..

although tmr winnin chances not tt high..40%-60%..but hope we can win tmr's match n continue to aim for our records..hees..WHOOSH DECKLERS!!..

i know that i care about you ... at 21:42

01 March 2007

yea..tmr last one to go!!wahahahas..jia u jia u!!..but its poa..dun tink can?lols..cuz i din listen in class one..esp mr tien lesson..hohoho..si liao si liao..

today had bio paper..its was easy..must realli thks ms ee for helpin mi..if not i sure duno a single thingy one lor..went to sch ard 6.5oam..sat at e canteen..chatted wit few frenz..den suddenly saw ms ee came sch..kinda shock as she thursday normally came sch at 8 or 8 plus one lor..den faster pass choc to her..den told her tt i haf bio pp today den we was like learn nth..i din expect tt shes a bio stud oso..so she ask mi wan her teach onot..so i bu xue bai bu xue..of cuz say wan larh..so we from 7 10am learn till 8.22am sharp..ahahas..cuz i kept cin e tym ma..both of us like rushin..manage to learn alot n understand alot..den finish liao went back class immediately..cuz gg 8.30 alr..flip throught abit to recall all those things i had jus learn..n im prepared.ahahas..

pp starts..n mi n diyanah reaction was..*THUMPS UP*..=]..heheh..but e enzymes thingy i got careless mistakes..n few of da question i duno hw to do..tink not over 4 Q?..lols..but i tink i can pass ba?PRAYS~~..
i pass my geo too..heng heng ar..hahas..
hope my maths was a successful one?but kinda difficult too..40%passes in my class u tink i got e chance?even mi oso dun haf e confidence sia....tsktsk..

aft sch ler jiu went canteen study..study till 5plus jiu go home alr..long pang cher de car..so came back home before 6pm..hehe..k thats my today=]..lots of smiles..lols..

tmr clementi town v.s jurong west,dunearn v.s kranji..jiayou jiayou..!!northzone semi oso tmr..ahmadimbrahim against anderson secondary..nan chiau against mayflower!!..jia you..must win alrites..

n tmr is release of a level results..jie n jia ying must jia you oso!!!hope u 2 get e results with flyin colours..i will pray for u all de..*PRAYS*~~~~

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i know that i care about you ... at 20:18

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