31 March 2007
my temper sucks to e core..i dun tink i haf a chou pi qi when u told me i haf during wed..but nw i tink i haf ler ba?..i realli duno..
yesterday out of control vent my anger on e innocent one when they are tryin to console me..sry kai,jere,simin,wenyin..realli sry abt it..i noe u all din blame me for ventin my anger on u..but i realli cant dun blame myself for doin that..i knew u all knoe hw i feels..and i realli appreciate for all those words..thks budds..but everything nw takes tym for me..i still need tym..
yesterday had small match wit bowen bois..i played till super duper kns..dribble can lou qiu for 3 tyms..first tym in my life i can say..i din even put ani concentration on it..i kept kena distracted abt other things..i tink im not fit to play as i broke e 1st rule..not to put personal things in da court..causin unnessary probs for my teammates while playin..today haf one frenly..im gonna mend my mistakes NVA AND DUN PUT PERSONAL THINGS in da court..and im gonna stay positive in da game..
yesterday sch was alrites..did pay attention to every lesson..dun feel slpy at all..aft that wenta change den go down canteen..it was rainin..den i tot we nidda go gym..but heng no nid..lols..helped e bois to clean e court den start our usual drills..runnin layup..and bla bla..den watch bois play their match when reach e b div one we got play like 1 or 2 quater lidat ba..and dats whr i play till so badly..real bad-.-..
aft e incident..everything i do wasen that perfect..guess im jus totally distracted ba..tink its tym for me to b awake..ahh..nothin more to say nw barh.ltr got match.,chr CHIONG AR~!..
yesterday out of control vent my anger on e innocent one when they are tryin to console me..sry kai,jere,simin,wenyin..realli sry abt it..i noe u all din blame me for ventin my anger on u..but i realli cant dun blame myself for doin that..i knew u all knoe hw i feels..and i realli appreciate for all those words..thks budds..but everything nw takes tym for me..i still need tym..
yesterday had small match wit bowen bois..i played till super duper kns..dribble can lou qiu for 3 tyms..first tym in my life i can say..i din even put ani concentration on it..i kept kena distracted abt other things..i tink im not fit to play as i broke e 1st rule..not to put personal things in da court..causin unnessary probs for my teammates while playin..today haf one frenly..im gonna mend my mistakes NVA AND DUN PUT PERSONAL THINGS in da court..and im gonna stay positive in da game..
yesterday sch was alrites..did pay attention to every lesson..dun feel slpy at all..aft that wenta change den go down canteen..it was rainin..den i tot we nidda go gym..but heng no nid..lols..helped e bois to clean e court den start our usual drills..runnin layup..and bla bla..den watch bois play their match when reach e b div one we got play like 1 or 2 quater lidat ba..and dats whr i play till so badly..real bad-.-..
aft e incident..everything i do wasen that perfect..guess im jus totally distracted ba..tink its tym for me to b awake..ahh..nothin more to say nw barh.ltr got match.,chr CHIONG AR~!..
i know that i care about you ... at 11:34
