24 March 2007
well..no mood to post yesterday so i post today..yesterday was a disaster for me..i totally broke down..till i start to call my sis..and she came over to sch n find me..when da moment i saw her..i changed back to my real self..lettin out all my pains infront of her..jus like wad i usually do when im jus a lill kido..cryin infront of her..and she try to confort me..n cheered me up..im so glad to haf a sis like her..i love her more den i love my parents..she even sacrifice her work in order to cum sch n find me..i was glad..totally glad..spent 30mins wit her..and i noe its tym for me to prepare for my trg as my eyes was damn red..went backed to sch n wash my face..n i start to play basketball wit my old class mates makin me forget all those things..n i did enjoy it..
basketball is onli thing tt culd make me forget all those things..cuz i'll b putting all my concentration on da ball..and nva think of others things..but sumtimes it wont last for long..aft trg..bathed in sch..n aft tt is coach treats in food court..aft we ate..wenta rp n watch match n i went home..
reach home ard 10plus..my back ache for da whole trg..tink i accidentaly injured it ba..asked mum help me use medecal oil rub my back..n she say my back got a big blueblack..which i din even noe hw i got it..den aft that..i clean up my desk top table n prepare to go slp..but culden slp at all..n im just lyin on da bed from 12 till 2am plus..incredible hurh?
today woke up at ard 11 plus..rot at home doin nothing..don feel like gg anywhr too..so i slp e whole day..took 1 hr break in da afternoon watchin tv..den wenta slp till 7 plus..n watch tv awhile..den nw online..guess tmr will b e same..i wanna go cross country..but mum ask me to stay at home takire of grandpa..i haf no mood..guess i'll slp e whole day tmr..
suddenly realise abt my trg..quit one team alr..left 2..den one week 4 trg..if includ wednesday it will b five trg per week..kinda tired..summore cum in n out from malaysia n singapore..gotta wake up earli n reach home late..summore even got sch..hw am i gonna survive..
monday:1 trg
tuesday:one remedial and i'll reach home late too-.-
wednesday:2/1 trg
thursday:a day break for me..?
friday:one trg
saturday:one trg..
sunday:my day to takire grandpa
ohh hw great it was..-.-
n i'll guess this tym june holiday wont b a holiday for me too-.-..cuz of da youth cup n startin 2 weeks dere will b geo remedial..damn it..
and thanks mao trying to cheer me up too..thks lots=]
it jus totally gone like this..deres no way back..and i noe i'll nva step on e same step animore..
forget all those and continue wit e journey
basketball is onli thing tt culd make me forget all those things..cuz i'll b putting all my concentration on da ball..and nva think of others things..but sumtimes it wont last for long..aft trg..bathed in sch..n aft tt is coach treats in food court..aft we ate..wenta rp n watch match n i went home..
reach home ard 10plus..my back ache for da whole trg..tink i accidentaly injured it ba..asked mum help me use medecal oil rub my back..n she say my back got a big blueblack..which i din even noe hw i got it..den aft that..i clean up my desk top table n prepare to go slp..but culden slp at all..n im just lyin on da bed from 12 till 2am plus..incredible hurh?
today woke up at ard 11 plus..rot at home doin nothing..don feel like gg anywhr too..so i slp e whole day..took 1 hr break in da afternoon watchin tv..den wenta slp till 7 plus..n watch tv awhile..den nw online..guess tmr will b e same..i wanna go cross country..but mum ask me to stay at home takire of grandpa..i haf no mood..guess i'll slp e whole day tmr..
suddenly realise abt my trg..quit one team alr..left 2..den one week 4 trg..if includ wednesday it will b five trg per week..kinda tired..summore cum in n out from malaysia n singapore..gotta wake up earli n reach home late..summore even got sch..hw am i gonna survive..
monday:1 trg
tuesday:one remedial and i'll reach home late too-.-
wednesday:2/1 trg
thursday:a day break for me..?
friday:one trg
saturday:one trg..
sunday:my day to takire grandpa
ohh hw great it was..-.-
n i'll guess this tym june holiday wont b a holiday for me too-.-..cuz of da youth cup n startin 2 weeks dere will b geo remedial..damn it..
and thanks mao trying to cheer me up too..thks lots=]
it jus totally gone like this..deres no way back..and i noe i'll nva step on e same step animore..
forget all those and continue wit e journey
i know that i care about you ... at 23:09
