14 May 2007
my 2nd post of da day..just duno y and hw..i will suddenly bcum damn emo..which means v sad too..3 reasons causin emo-in..-.-
1.watchin tv remind me of-------
2.ppl remindin me of-----
3.parents quarrelin of-----
and today e main cuz is all e 3 things..i just hate em quarrelin..everytym wen dey quarrel i will aviod..but this tym i cant seems to avoid it..sufferin under their pressure,words..realli make me feel like endin my life asap..
i din ask for more but onli peace and happiness..although sumtimes i rly wan sumone to confort me even thou i kept puttin on strong front sayin im fine,but sumtimes i rly fine la..and ever one has their weak side too..
deres alot types of ppl in da world..i may list out sum
1.to sum,they may c others cryin and they will say:"c,he/she is a cry baby..seekin others attention"..but to me..those hu cry is either too much pressure on them or they wanna release their pain..it isnt a sin to cry or wad..
2.ppl do sth dats wrong/bad..dosen mean that dey do it delibrately..but its that they haf reason for doin it..an that person deserve a second chance..
3.startin they are gud..but over a period of time they change[from + to -]..but its not wad they wanted things to happen..sumhw or sumthing force them to change..
4.he/she dun wish to hav sth lidat to happen..but nth can change e fact for that..he/she will still haf to face e entire life or it.its no ones fault blamin others dun rly help to solve e case
5.those hu think they are right in everything and anithing..may b too selfcenterd and over confidence..but sum of those words/action can harm others feelin..but its not that person fault either its just that not enuff communication occur between both person
from my opinion..things that change its not their fault..but sumhw sumthing let it change..everyone changes and everyone do sth wrong..and everyone deserve their 2nd chances..deres no harm by give 2nd chances rite?
i want nth more but happiness and peace..i nid others confort to..everyone has their weak side too..and everyone wans to b protected[thou ppl wanna confort/protect me i always reject sayin im fine like nobody's business]..althou i always hide myself up cryin like a baby or wadeva shit..but all this meant no harm..no one wish to be stress or wad eva..leadin a peaceful life give me hope&confidence to my life
i rly wanna c my real parents..but i dun haf e chance..but everything is just plan accordin to wad it was..all FATE..and sum hw sum day i will close my eyes forever..
1.watchin tv remind me of-------
2.ppl remindin me of-----
3.parents quarrelin of-----
and today e main cuz is all e 3 things..i just hate em quarrelin..everytym wen dey quarrel i will aviod..but this tym i cant seems to avoid it..sufferin under their pressure,words..realli make me feel like endin my life asap..
i din ask for more but onli peace and happiness..although sumtimes i rly wan sumone to confort me even thou i kept puttin on strong front sayin im fine,but sumtimes i rly fine la..and ever one has their weak side too..
deres alot types of ppl in da world..i may list out sum
1.to sum,they may c others cryin and they will say:"c,he/she is a cry baby..seekin others attention"..but to me..those hu cry is either too much pressure on them or they wanna release their pain..it isnt a sin to cry or wad..
2.ppl do sth dats wrong/bad..dosen mean that dey do it delibrately..but its that they haf reason for doin it..an that person deserve a second chance..
3.startin they are gud..but over a period of time they change[from + to -]..but its not wad they wanted things to happen..sumhw or sumthing force them to change..
4.he/she dun wish to hav sth lidat to happen..but nth can change e fact for that..he/she will still haf to face e entire life or it.its no ones fault blamin others dun rly help to solve e case
5.those hu think they are right in everything and anithing..may b too selfcenterd and over confidence..but sum of those words/action can harm others feelin..but its not that person fault either its just that not enuff communication occur between both person
from my opinion..things that change its not their fault..but sumhw sumthing let it change..everyone changes and everyone do sth wrong..and everyone deserve their 2nd chances..deres no harm by give 2nd chances rite?
i want nth more but happiness and peace..i nid others confort to..everyone has their weak side too..and everyone wans to b protected[thou ppl wanna confort/protect me i always reject sayin im fine like nobody's business]..althou i always hide myself up cryin like a baby or wadeva shit..but all this meant no harm..no one wish to be stress or wad eva..leadin a peaceful life give me hope&confidence to my life
i rly wanna c my real parents..but i dun haf e chance..but everything is just plan accordin to wad it was..all FATE..and sum hw sum day i will close my eyes forever..
i know that i care about you ... at 22:31
