31 August 2007
well..today was teachers day..every thing went smoothly i guess?inter hse game..aiyurh..as usual..haha.. aft tt went toilet awhile den houyee they all left without me..or shld say forget me-.-" they say go 900 bus de bus stop so i ran dere..den change bus stop and i start running like mad-.-..havin flu ask me run rly can haf asthma lehs..hah!aft tt went cwp makan..den set of back to fuchun primary..din get to see ANY TEACHERS! cuz i go in,they say go out makan..so yup..went out to makan..so long nva go out tgt le..hahas..went fuchun cc..c em makan cuz i makan alr..den chat and craps..hahas..talk abt who we hate msot durg pri sch..who kena slap most by teacher..ahahs..den eddie liang and jing ying went play ball..me and others catch up with em later..balled till very high cans..shouting shouting..den nw i ended up no voice..talk also xinku-.-
so long din balled tgt..having so much fun and chat together le..since pri sch seh..hahas..kinda happy today aft meeting em..well..planin to go town this tues..and ex fuchian wanna join us tell me..i will update u(:
sumtimes..i felt that we are like best pals..even thou meet very less but our bonds is still as strong as others..hahas..
well..anyway..my one week holiday gg to be fully booked..so if anione wanna book me out faster tell me..if not u may not haf a chance to go out with me animore..hahas..k kinda thick skin-.-"
shall end here ba..nth to say le..hahs..ciaos
code:*leave or not to?*
u tell me the reason
so long din balled tgt..having so much fun and chat together le..since pri sch seh..hahas..kinda happy today aft meeting em..well..planin to go town this tues..and ex fuchian wanna join us tell me..i will update u(:
sumtimes..i felt that we are like best pals..even thou meet very less but our bonds is still as strong as others..hahas..
well..anyway..my one week holiday gg to be fully booked..so if anione wanna book me out faster tell me..if not u may not haf a chance to go out with me animore..hahas..k kinda thick skin-.-"
shall end here ba..nth to say le..hahs..ciaos
code:*leave or not to?*
u tell me the reason
i know that i care about you ... at 22:19
30 August 2007
din went sch today..damn sick..having fever..but nw its gone..like finally..feelin so terrible..
ytd fever rise up to 42..mum was lookin aft me..kept helpin me change towel..but my fever haben gone so they durg mids send me to hospital..e doc damn horrible..gave me 3 jabs at one go..e last jab i immediately fall asleep..think that one is e ma bi zhen..nex mornin woke up..fever gone..they send me back home..but when e moment i stand up i almost like fainted..so they let me sit wheel chair..aft tt push me to e car and back home..2nd tym feelin damn weak..still not use to it..first tym i rmb was having dengue durg psle prelims..e doctor also damn horrible..mornin aftnoon and night kept givin me bloodtest..if no blood den kept pressing my finger till blood drip out den dey will give up..machium blood sucker lidat aft that is everyday give me 2 jabs..summore dat tym i admitted into hospital for one month like faints!..but heng this tym oly one night..nd 3 jabs nia..hahas..
well..ate my med in da mornin..dat med cause my whole body so numb and weak la..bo bian..so went for a nap..nw i dun dare to eat that med liaos..hahas..saturday is teachers day..shall wish e teachers earli ba..
HAPPY TEACHERS DAY TO EVERY TEACHER IN CHR!nd happy teachers day to ms ong!(:
well..still thinkin wanna go northbrook tmr to give her present not..but e main prob is hw to go?sians..mayb wait till nex tym ba..haha!
din get to go trg today..was bein forced by SOMEONE!hahas..so headed home str8 aft havin tea with teammates..sry ehs..
converse 3 on 3 postponed..admiralty 3 on 3..sians..duno hw to say sia..
tmr den decide ba
shall end here den..wanna go watch show liaos..ciaos
code:*to ask or not to ask?*
i scare i will get negative ans..nd i also scare i will regret if i din ask..
had a small talk with mum..they decided to let me haf my final decision..
so everything lies with me..to go or not to?
but i still wanna ask sth..shld i?
give me courage nd i'll give my final decision.
everything lies with me..sians
ytd fever rise up to 42..mum was lookin aft me..kept helpin me change towel..but my fever haben gone so they durg mids send me to hospital..e doc damn horrible..gave me 3 jabs at one go..e last jab i immediately fall asleep..think that one is e ma bi zhen..nex mornin woke up..fever gone..they send me back home..but when e moment i stand up i almost like fainted..so they let me sit wheel chair..aft tt push me to e car and back home..2nd tym feelin damn weak..still not use to it..first tym i rmb was having dengue durg psle prelims..e doctor also damn horrible..mornin aftnoon and night kept givin me bloodtest..if no blood den kept pressing my finger till blood drip out den dey will give up..machium blood sucker lidat aft that is everyday give me 2 jabs..summore dat tym i admitted into hospital for one month like faints!..but heng this tym oly one night..nd 3 jabs nia..hahas..
well..ate my med in da mornin..dat med cause my whole body so numb and weak la..bo bian..so went for a nap..nw i dun dare to eat that med liaos..hahas..saturday is teachers day..shall wish e teachers earli ba..
HAPPY TEACHERS DAY TO EVERY TEACHER IN CHR!nd happy teachers day to ms ong!(:
well..still thinkin wanna go northbrook tmr to give her present not..but e main prob is hw to go?sians..mayb wait till nex tym ba..haha!
din get to go trg today..was bein forced by SOMEONE!hahas..so headed home str8 aft havin tea with teammates..sry ehs..
converse 3 on 3 postponed..admiralty 3 on 3..sians..duno hw to say sia..
tmr den decide ba
shall end here den..wanna go watch show liaos..ciaos
code:*to ask or not to ask?*
i scare i will get negative ans..nd i also scare i will regret if i din ask..
had a small talk with mum..they decided to let me haf my final decision..
so everything lies with me..to go or not to?
but i still wanna ask sth..shld i?
give me courage nd i'll give my final decision.
everything lies with me..sians
i know that i care about you ... at 23:50
29 August 2007
edited:
MY BODY TEMP IS BURNING NW!!39.4..ohh gosh..felt so high~~~~
i hate sore throat la!
damn sick nw..suffering like duno wad shit..gg no voice i guess..today woke up throat abit weird weird liao..den in sch suddenly sore throat..jit tao din rly spoil my mood..i super duper hate sore throat..well..reach changi..rush dun bro hse bath and change..den set off to sch..i so guai la..just came bck from oversea first thing go sch ehs..ahahs..went makan breakfast..den slowly go sch..reach sch ard 8.35am..den slack all e way till sch over..i rmb first thing i enter into class room,everyone shock..cuz my hair-.-"..well..drop dat..kinda stupid thou..ahahs
ndndnd..today in chem lesson havin sore throat..den tt mrs devi like buay song..kept nagging me houyee and yijun..den i ans one question..aft tt i buay tahan i scold her f word..other ppl heard liao shock dao..she said nth..den i diam diao..ahahs..out of control ma..hahas..actually i today can be v high de lor..stupid sore throat..mood spoiler-.-..arghh!!im willing to eat anithing that REALLY CURES my sore throat la!!!hais..drinkin so mani water today..kept gg toilet..nw gg finish my 6th packet of strepsils..still no diff..sians la!!
well..shall end here for today..gtg..ciaos
电玩 你比我快一关
投篮 我比你狠一点
不管谁来跟我挑战 除了你是我的假想敌谁也不希罕
***饶舌 你速度比我慢
考试念书 我比你逊一点
不管 谁来跟我挑战 我都看不起 我只要冲着你夺冠
我从你倔强眼中看到自己熟悉的轮廓
我快要跑在前头 你怎能滞留在后头
你是我朋友 也是我对手 看着你成功我也光荣
证明世界还是可以有梦 你示范了坚持会有成果
这一分钟 你是我对手 很开心有你陪我斗牛
当我松开拳头累的时候 最后一刻往往你就是我 不认输的理由
MY BODY TEMP IS BURNING NW!!39.4..ohh gosh..felt so high~~~~
i hate sore throat la!
damn sick nw..suffering like duno wad shit..gg no voice i guess..today woke up throat abit weird weird liao..den in sch suddenly sore throat..jit tao din rly spoil my mood..i super duper hate sore throat..well..reach changi..rush dun bro hse bath and change..den set off to sch..i so guai la..just came bck from oversea first thing go sch ehs..ahahs..went makan breakfast..den slowly go sch..reach sch ard 8.35am..den slack all e way till sch over..i rmb first thing i enter into class room,everyone shock..cuz my hair-.-"..well..drop dat..kinda stupid thou..ahahs
ndndnd..today in chem lesson havin sore throat..den tt mrs devi like buay song..kept nagging me houyee and yijun..den i ans one question..aft tt i buay tahan i scold her f word..other ppl heard liao shock dao..she said nth..den i diam diao..ahahs..out of control ma..hahas..actually i today can be v high de lor..stupid sore throat..mood spoiler-.-..arghh!!im willing to eat anithing that REALLY CURES my sore throat la!!!hais..drinkin so mani water today..kept gg toilet..nw gg finish my 6th packet of strepsils..still no diff..sians la!!
well..shall end here for today..gtg..ciaos
电玩 你比我快一关
投篮 我比你狠一点
不管谁来跟我挑战 除了你是我的假想敌谁也不希罕
***饶舌 你速度比我慢
考试念书 我比你逊一点
不管 谁来跟我挑战 我都看不起 我只要冲着你夺冠
我从你倔强眼中看到自己熟悉的轮廓
我快要跑在前头 你怎能滞留在后头
你是我朋友 也是我对手 看着你成功我也光荣
证明世界还是可以有梦 你示范了坚持会有成果
这一分钟 你是我对手 很开心有你陪我斗牛
当我松开拳头累的时候 最后一刻往往你就是我 不认输的理由
i know that i care about you ... at 17:20
28 August 2007
currently in jakata nw..takin e plane at 2am plus to 3am lidat..
well bid goodbye to girlfren they all..hais..duno wen will see em again..since i came to secondary..sumtimes i oly go back once a yr or even once 2 yr..nvm..i'll find sum tym durg this end of yr and sneek back..ahahs..
well..e moon ytd cheated my feelins urh!me ahyan nd sis..from indonesia tym 11am wait till 2 am cans-.-..like stupid idiot sitting at e rooftop chatting and waiting..summore damn cold-.-..but kinda fun la..had our fun tyms..ahahs..slp at 4 am ytd night..not enuff bed cuz alot ppl at one room urhs..like almost15 ppl..den oly got five beds lidat if im not wrong..so me slp with ahyan..sis with cai zhu..den aunt they all slp other side..chatting with ahyan till 3 plus den both of us wanna pengz le..den aunt they all laugh like siao lidat-.-..causin us to slp at 5 am..diaos!so woke up at 9 am den set of to jakata..takin ferry again!i hate it most..manage to survive e long hrs journey..almost vomit cause e boat damn shaky..wtf..i hate it lurhs..anw..reach dere den went to hotel slack with sis till nw..gonna go bed soon..wakin up at 2 am plus ltr..den gg back to singapore!!!still miss ahyan dey all siah..nvm..sooner or later still got chance to meet!shall wait for fate..LOL!..k..if tmr im not tired i go sch..but will be late..if i tired..den i dun go sch..hahas..ciaos!
anw..sum sentence which make sense..
if u lost sth..dun grieve,it dosent mean tt u will lose it forever..if you got sth..dun be too happy..it dosent mean u will get it forever..
so..still e same..cherish&treasure your love ones..dont wait till you lost em..its to late to regret..
nw..i still do cherish my love ones..not goin to let go at all..(:
code:*dun wait untill u realise it,realise it before you regret it*
well bid goodbye to girlfren they all..hais..duno wen will see em again..since i came to secondary..sumtimes i oly go back once a yr or even once 2 yr..nvm..i'll find sum tym durg this end of yr and sneek back..ahahs..
well..e moon ytd cheated my feelins urh!me ahyan nd sis..from indonesia tym 11am wait till 2 am cans-.-..like stupid idiot sitting at e rooftop chatting and waiting..summore damn cold-.-..but kinda fun la..had our fun tyms..ahahs..slp at 4 am ytd night..not enuff bed cuz alot ppl at one room urhs..like almost15 ppl..den oly got five beds lidat if im not wrong..so me slp with ahyan..sis with cai zhu..den aunt they all slp other side..chatting with ahyan till 3 plus den both of us wanna pengz le..den aunt they all laugh like siao lidat-.-..causin us to slp at 5 am..diaos!so woke up at 9 am den set of to jakata..takin ferry again!i hate it most..manage to survive e long hrs journey..almost vomit cause e boat damn shaky..wtf..i hate it lurhs..anw..reach dere den went to hotel slack with sis till nw..gonna go bed soon..wakin up at 2 am plus ltr..den gg back to singapore!!!still miss ahyan dey all siah..nvm..sooner or later still got chance to meet!shall wait for fate..LOL!..k..if tmr im not tired i go sch..but will be late..if i tired..den i dun go sch..hahas..ciaos!
anw..sum sentence which make sense..
if u lost sth..dun grieve,it dosent mean tt u will lose it forever..if you got sth..dun be too happy..it dosent mean u will get it forever..
so..still e same..cherish&treasure your love ones..dont wait till you lost em..its to late to regret..
nw..i still do cherish my love ones..not goin to let go at all..(:
code:*dun wait untill u realise it,realise it before you regret it*
i know that i care about you ... at 23:10
27 August 2007
27/8/07:monday
nw funeral over..but heard tt stil got things to handle..im feelin o bored nw..so to kill my boredness im gonna post abt today and yesterday thingy..
alrites..yesterday mornin woke up at 5am..aft tt set off to "suah ting" which is e top of e mountain in indonesia whr my aunt stays and ahgongs body were placed..walao..imagine 9 ppl were sittg in a 4 sitter car..and e journey dere is like gg 1hr..soooo..budi and her mum sit infront share sit tgt..uncle drive e car..deh jian sittg on cai huas leg..ah yan sittig on sis leg. cai zhu sittig on my leg..den when reach suah ting 3 of our legs like gg duan liao-.-"..
well..ytd is our shou ye..so means cannot slp..so me ahyan nd sis kept playing games to entertain ourself..played cai quan at first..den suddenly ahyan say 19..like cai quan got 19 lidat-.-..so we changed game..domino and dai di all this nd dat..forfeit for e loser must go climb trees get mango or rambutan and feed e winners..ahahs..so fun..i kena once..den feed ahyan..hahahs..
so we played till 11pm plus..sth happen..ahma and ahying saw one lorry drivin pass e road way in a fast speed..and at this kinda tym shlden haf any vehicles drivin de ma..so they taught is theif..so one car wenta search..but theres still no sign of e car summore e way e lorry heading got no way to go at e back..all block liao ma..so shld haf seen e lorry sumwhr..but they stil cant see e lorry..so dey came back..den all those aunties heard liao very scare la..soo..deh jian took 4 guns out..rifle..den 7 metal stick..we decided to go check again nd we send 2 cars over.. im e oly girl gg la..cuz they cant find anyone know hw to shoot with rifle..so bo bian..gtg w em..i stood behind e lorry and lookin ard..den budi kept using e big torch light shinin to see e pathway got ppl hidin not..machium like gg for a war lidat..den suddenly we notice e side of e pathway got tyre prints..den heading into one small road beside..so we went in..budi saw e lorry den got few man takin parangs on their hand..they start to jump up into their lorry trying to flee la..so me and ahhiang faster use rifle and aim at their tyres..both of us shoot dao e tyre liao but i think we got shoot dao one guy too..but e lorry still tryg to flee...den suddenly they turn..aft tt we turn den e lorry gone..uncle say they scare e lorry went back to e place whr all e aunties were waiting for us..so we faster drove back..but everyone seems alrite..nd i pespire like mad can..so long never use rifle liaos..damn scary sia..
so that night all e children above 14 de must sit at e roadway bein guard..rly like army sia..den my duty is sit dere from 1am to 4am..canot let go of e rifle also..den ahyan pei me..if not i sure bored to death..ahahas..suddenly i nth to do den jio her..nw she my girlfren liaos..LOL!!gonna post our pics in friendster soon..ahaahhas!
sooo..i din catch sum slp for yesterday/today...mornin dey start to pray ard 10am plus nd we kept kneelin..i kneel till my knee bleed-.-..den durg 11 plus,we start to bury ahgong..when we gg to put e coffin,e soil suddenly drop..so we continue to dig again..den drop again..aft finally e soil stable liao..we place e coffin in..within few mins..its starts to rain heavily..so mi,yan and sis ran back..for shelter..nd those seniors help to bury..when they came back,e rain just stop at that tym..its like so weird la..seems like hinting us sth..hais..so many thing happen..nd its like a family gathering this few days..but i rather dun haf this type of gathering better..
anw..gotta know alot of relatives..nd i counted..i got 300plus relative..summore we haf 5th generation..superb big family la..summore got few relative at germany,singapore,msia,japan,thai,nd even india!walaus ehs..my family damn big cans..heard wad yan told me i shock dao-.-"..nd nw my ahgongs father still alive..his hitting 110 yrs old liaos..diaos!
nw funeral over..but heard tt stil got things to handle..im feelin o bored nw..so to kill my boredness im gonna post abt today and yesterday thingy..
alrites..yesterday mornin woke up at 5am..aft tt set off to "suah ting" which is e top of e mountain in indonesia whr my aunt stays and ahgongs body were placed..walao..imagine 9 ppl were sittg in a 4 sitter car..and e journey dere is like gg 1hr..soooo..budi and her mum sit infront share sit tgt..uncle drive e car..deh jian sittg on cai huas leg..ah yan sittig on sis leg. cai zhu sittig on my leg..den when reach suah ting 3 of our legs like gg duan liao-.-"..
well..ytd is our shou ye..so means cannot slp..so me ahyan nd sis kept playing games to entertain ourself..played cai quan at first..den suddenly ahyan say 19..like cai quan got 19 lidat-.-..so we changed game..domino and dai di all this nd dat..forfeit for e loser must go climb trees get mango or rambutan and feed e winners..ahahs..so fun..i kena once..den feed ahyan..hahahs..
so we played till 11pm plus..sth happen..ahma and ahying saw one lorry drivin pass e road way in a fast speed..and at this kinda tym shlden haf any vehicles drivin de ma..so they taught is theif..so one car wenta search..but theres still no sign of e car summore e way e lorry heading got no way to go at e back..all block liao ma..so shld haf seen e lorry sumwhr..but they stil cant see e lorry..so dey came back..den all those aunties heard liao very scare la..soo..deh jian took 4 guns out..rifle..den 7 metal stick..we decided to go check again nd we send 2 cars over.. im e oly girl gg la..cuz they cant find anyone know hw to shoot with rifle..so bo bian..gtg w em..i stood behind e lorry and lookin ard..den budi kept using e big torch light shinin to see e pathway got ppl hidin not..machium like gg for a war lidat..den suddenly we notice e side of e pathway got tyre prints..den heading into one small road beside..so we went in..budi saw e lorry den got few man takin parangs on their hand..they start to jump up into their lorry trying to flee la..so me and ahhiang faster use rifle and aim at their tyres..both of us shoot dao e tyre liao but i think we got shoot dao one guy too..but e lorry still tryg to flee...den suddenly they turn..aft tt we turn den e lorry gone..uncle say they scare e lorry went back to e place whr all e aunties were waiting for us..so we faster drove back..but everyone seems alrite..nd i pespire like mad can..so long never use rifle liaos..damn scary sia..
so that night all e children above 14 de must sit at e roadway bein guard..rly like army sia..den my duty is sit dere from 1am to 4am..canot let go of e rifle also..den ahyan pei me..if not i sure bored to death..ahahas..suddenly i nth to do den jio her..nw she my girlfren liaos..LOL!!gonna post our pics in friendster soon..ahaahhas!
sooo..i din catch sum slp for yesterday/today...mornin dey start to pray ard 10am plus nd we kept kneelin..i kneel till my knee bleed-.-..den durg 11 plus,we start to bury ahgong..when we gg to put e coffin,e soil suddenly drop..so we continue to dig again..den drop again..aft finally e soil stable liao..we place e coffin in..within few mins..its starts to rain heavily..so mi,yan and sis ran back..for shelter..nd those seniors help to bury..when they came back,e rain just stop at that tym..its like so weird la..seems like hinting us sth..hais..so many thing happen..nd its like a family gathering this few days..but i rather dun haf this type of gathering better..
anw..gotta know alot of relatives..nd i counted..i got 300plus relative..summore we haf 5th generation..superb big family la..summore got few relative at germany,singapore,msia,japan,thai,nd even india!walaus ehs..my family damn big cans..heard wad yan told me i shock dao-.-"..nd nw my ahgongs father still alive..his hitting 110 yrs old liaos..diaos!
i know that i care about you ... at 18:34
26 August 2007
saturday:25/8/07
woah..just had a real life initial d..my heart almost pop out-.-"!
uncle was drunk..den he drive us home..den he drive till speed 140km/hr..durg uturn he oly turn to 120km/hr..scare my life out can..-.-..heng im still alife..summore durg in e middle of e road deres motor racing..jit tao not dangerous-.-..k shal stop abt this..scare me oly
today went mountain..alot of relative came also..saw ah yan!craps nd lotsa chatting with her and cai zhu..so fun..hahas..den budi they all mens talk we womens talk....den they say i gay talk wth..-.-..alot of relative saw me..kept askin me why my hair so short-.-..den wen i got off e car..they mumblin thinkin imma girl or guy..den i shout bad say..:"za bor la"..hahahs
de wen relative saw sis..they say why u so black..machium they reporter lidat cans-.-..hahs
anw..tmr will b a sad day i guess..and follow by mon..gonna bury grandpa soon..nd i heard relative say they when they burnin those paper money..they saw grandpa foot print..damn scary la..hais..gotta stop here..damn tired..ciaos
woah..just had a real life initial d..my heart almost pop out-.-"!
uncle was drunk..den he drive us home..den he drive till speed 140km/hr..durg uturn he oly turn to 120km/hr..scare my life out can..-.-..heng im still alife..summore durg in e middle of e road deres motor racing..jit tao not dangerous-.-..k shal stop abt this..scare me oly
today went mountain..alot of relative came also..saw ah yan!craps nd lotsa chatting with her and cai zhu..so fun..hahas..den budi they all mens talk we womens talk....den they say i gay talk wth..-.-..alot of relative saw me..kept askin me why my hair so short-.-..den wen i got off e car..they mumblin thinkin imma girl or guy..den i shout bad say..:"za bor la"..hahahs
de wen relative saw sis..they say why u so black..machium they reporter lidat cans-.-..hahs
anw..tmr will b a sad day i guess..and follow by mon..gonna bury grandpa soon..nd i heard relative say they when they burnin those paper money..they saw grandpa foot print..damn scary la..hais..gotta stop here..damn tired..ciaos
i know that i care about you ... at 01:57
24 August 2007
wednesday:22/8/07
din went home durg tues night..sis came to accompany had a rly long chat with her..aft that..everything better abit le..stay out till forget wad tym..and went back bro hse..din went to sch at all..aft tt went back msia and handle my stuffs..
thursday:23/8/07
went to sch..still earli when sch starts..so start to jog ard e black track 10rds de..but my knee start to pain when i gg finish my 6th rd..so i stop liao..lot of cher running oso..start i run pass mdm kan..she saw me den ask me to study hard..den run pass mr tien..he call my name and i ignore him..aft tt run pass bai lao shi and she chase homework from me-.-" wth..so aft running sch starts..damn tired..manage to hang on till after sch..and den set off home..
reach home..no tym to catch sum slp..so bath eat liao and went trg..as usual..all those shootings and running..too tired and i cant rly shoot..i can get air ball for my free throw too..like wtf..so from 7pm balled till 11pm..reach home ard 11.30pm and den blahs blahs till 1 plus..den end of da day
friday:24/8/07
today nothing much..too tired for eveything..aft sch just went home..-.-..gg indonesia ltr..hais
will be back till wednesday mornin..everything seems so wrong
code:*im trying to stay positve..i guess?*
if oly i can face it..i wont be suffering nw..2 more weeks to go..
teach me hw to let go..i dun haf animore hopes..
im giving up soon..i guess?tsk
im disappearing forever
din went home durg tues night..sis came to accompany had a rly long chat with her..aft that..everything better abit le..stay out till forget wad tym..and went back bro hse..din went to sch at all..aft tt went back msia and handle my stuffs..
thursday:23/8/07
went to sch..still earli when sch starts..so start to jog ard e black track 10rds de..but my knee start to pain when i gg finish my 6th rd..so i stop liao..lot of cher running oso..start i run pass mdm kan..she saw me den ask me to study hard..den run pass mr tien..he call my name and i ignore him..aft tt run pass bai lao shi and she chase homework from me-.-" wth..so aft running sch starts..damn tired..manage to hang on till after sch..and den set off home..
reach home..no tym to catch sum slp..so bath eat liao and went trg..as usual..all those shootings and running..too tired and i cant rly shoot..i can get air ball for my free throw too..like wtf..so from 7pm balled till 11pm..reach home ard 11.30pm and den blahs blahs till 1 plus..den end of da day
friday:24/8/07
today nothing much..too tired for eveything..aft sch just went home..-.-..gg indonesia ltr..hais
will be back till wednesday mornin..everything seems so wrong
code:*im trying to stay positve..i guess?*
if oly i can face it..i wont be suffering nw..2 more weeks to go..
teach me hw to let go..i dun haf animore hopes..
im giving up soon..i guess?tsk
im disappearing forever
i know that i care about you ... at 15:28
21 August 2007
ah gong left me this morning..i din know hw and wad to react..im shock..lost of words and totally lost..took sch bus to sch..infact..rly tryin to stop myself to cry out..and i made it..reach sch..i start to tear.im too tired of all this..very stress..and den suddenly recieve this kinda news..don feel very good at all..
heard from mum that grandma fainted aft she saw ahgong passaway infront of her..whole family was shock..i din manage to rush to hospital.. cause parents say i must attend school..but hw am i gonna concentrate when so many things happen?
manage to stop myself crying for oly first lesson..and den recieve sis msg and ee jia yings calls durg poa..i started to teared.i kept forcin myself not to cry infront of others..as i don wanna ppl look at me in a weird way..but i totally cant control..nd i rly teared..first tym..aft that try to think other things..askin myself not to cry animore.i did mange to do that..but i stil haf e sorrows feelin deep inside me..
the moment i start to type this i started crying again..gg break down soon i guess?too mani things for me to carry..sooner or later i might get bersek..hais..i really need someone to tell em wad i feel..so stress..aint gonna go school tomorrow..no mood and i cant attend lesson lidat..
bein asked to stay in singapore till tmr or thurs..i not sure..but i wont be gg school..everything seems so wrong..): i feel like goin mia forever
code:*stop taking away things in my life,those are my precious*
if oly u can come back again..i miss you alot..):
oly love
heard from mum that grandma fainted aft she saw ahgong passaway infront of her..whole family was shock..i din manage to rush to hospital.. cause parents say i must attend school..but hw am i gonna concentrate when so many things happen?
manage to stop myself crying for oly first lesson..and den recieve sis msg and ee jia yings calls durg poa..i started to teared.i kept forcin myself not to cry infront of others..as i don wanna ppl look at me in a weird way..but i totally cant control..nd i rly teared..first tym..aft that try to think other things..askin myself not to cry animore.i did mange to do that..but i stil haf e sorrows feelin deep inside me..
the moment i start to type this i started crying again..gg break down soon i guess?too mani things for me to carry..sooner or later i might get bersek..hais..i really need someone to tell em wad i feel..so stress..aint gonna go school tomorrow..no mood and i cant attend lesson lidat..
bein asked to stay in singapore till tmr or thurs..i not sure..but i wont be gg school..everything seems so wrong..): i feel like goin mia forever
code:*stop taking away things in my life,those are my precious*
if oly u can come back again..i miss you alot..):
oly love
i know that i care about you ... at 14:27
19 August 2007
18/8/07:saturday
well..went indonesia in da afternoon..aft that went hospital..mum said sth that dun rly makes me happy..so quarrelled with her and i came back home alone at night..nd den slack till 5am plus..den off to slp..nth much for today..just a bad day afterall
19/8/07:sunday
woke up at eight..din rly feel tired at all aft so mani things happen on saturday..so out for a jog..its been so long i din went jog durg weekends since grandpa sick..jog 3 rds ard my hse area..almost die-ed.its like more den 10km can..jog for 1 hrs plus and den back home..bath and all this..agn my breakfast is bread and a cup of milo..i dun drink milk since young..kinda hate e taste of e milk powder..if its hl milk or other brand of milk i will drink..except for e milk powder-.-..after my breakfast,kailing stephenie came over to my hse slack with me..like so lame cans-.-"..mayb they think at home oly got me so they see me lonely..hahas..anw slack for 2 hrs..and den went out to find coach drink coffee..aft that my little "milo" buddy came..duno when they plan to go jusco and we set off there..reach there..duno wad med they ate..so high la..den me and milo buddy faster walk aside..haha..suddenly saw my old teammates at jusco too..its been gg one yr din c em alr..misses urh..chat awhile and went off with coach they all..shoppings..bought 2 glass bottle..like finally can..hahaha..
aft that we decided went city square shop and watch movie..i din rly buy much things as sum of u know im not a gud shopper..hahas..shop for 3 hrs den went to watch movie..watch rush hr again with em..since they wanna watch..so yup..still as funny as usual..hahs..everything ended at 8pm plus..nd den bath and watch tv..aft that slack till 4am..change and everything bus came and set off to school..
20/8/07:monday
sch was fun today..cuz i kept highing for no reason..ahahas..e most high one is durg it lap..finished everything den disturb jeslin carrie and amanda which was behing me..hahaha..pathetic xiao tou kena disturb dao v jialat..anw..in da it lap i sibeh lame la..aft tt forgot wad hy and yj say den made me laugh like mad..first and second tym can control..but e 3rd tym buay tahan laugh till almost asthma attack!!!-.-"
den they kept laughin la..faster try to stop myself from laugh and finally cool down..phew~
aft sch went trg..trg was alrite lor..use to e running liao..-.- so not tired.. den aft tt 50 3 pts..i 1st angle got 7 balls in out of 10..but behind behind no energy den aga aga throw liaos..hahahas..so got in 16 balls out of 50-.-"..den aft tt train turn over and went mos aft trg..went with sheryl and houyee..saw wendy and pei qi..anw..i haben been myself lately..kept thinkin and thinkin..den sth stupid happen-.- i bought one corn soup and milk tea..i open e packet of pepper..den wanna pour inside corn soup de..duno y ended up pourin into e milk tea-.-" heng i realise it quite fast..so stupid la..den aft tt is i wanna dip e fries inside e corn soup..but duno why i almost dip into e milk tea..durhs!-.-" aft makan set off to msia trg..wasen late..so no nidda run 50 rds..den mei mei late..duno why suddenly coach say..tuan dui jing shen..den from today onwards if one person late jiu run 50 rds tgt..sian jit puah-.-so startin running and running..aft tt shoot 45 degree lan di,b and free throw 100..aft that 3 pts left and right one side 30 ball..almost die-ed no energy to shoot la..den leg almost gg cramp-.-
played match with boys..jit tao dey v gentleman..almost elbow me on my nose can..heng i siam quite fast..sumore their boys charge into lan di no nid to break one..just full speed drive in-.-" wth..can kill ppl pls-.-..aft trg went drink tea with team..and den coach send us back home(:
anw..havin one msia cup durg sept!!! finally got a worthy match comin..and heng singaporean can play..wahahaha! k dats e end of my post..gtg ciaos
nd when we are shooting we are being asked to bao wor..but hw bao wor we are when we manage to get e ball in?hais
code:*give me miracle nd hope,im vanishing*
anw kinda love this song..
...__only reminds me of you__...
I see you, beside me
It's only a dream
A Vision of what used to be
The laughter, the sorrow
Pictures in time
Fading to memories
pre-chorus:
How could I ever let you go?
Is it too late to let you know?
Chorus:
I try to run from your side
But each place I hide
only reminds me of you
When i turn out all the lights
Even the night
only reminds me of you
Verse 2:
I needed my freedom
That’s what I thought
But I was a fool to believe
My heart lied when you cried
Rivers of tears
But I was too blind to see
pre-chorus:
Everything we’ve been through before
Now it means so much more
...
Only you...
Bridge
So come back to me
I'm down on my knees
Girl can’t you see...
How could I ever let you go
Is it too late to late to let you know
..only reminds me of you..
well..went indonesia in da afternoon..aft that went hospital..mum said sth that dun rly makes me happy..so quarrelled with her and i came back home alone at night..nd den slack till 5am plus..den off to slp..nth much for today..just a bad day afterall
19/8/07:sunday
woke up at eight..din rly feel tired at all aft so mani things happen on saturday..so out for a jog..its been so long i din went jog durg weekends since grandpa sick..jog 3 rds ard my hse area..almost die-ed.its like more den 10km can..jog for 1 hrs plus and den back home..bath and all this..agn my breakfast is bread and a cup of milo..i dun drink milk since young..kinda hate e taste of e milk powder..if its hl milk or other brand of milk i will drink..except for e milk powder-.-..after my breakfast,kailing stephenie came over to my hse slack with me..like so lame cans-.-"..mayb they think at home oly got me so they see me lonely..hahas..anw slack for 2 hrs..and den went out to find coach drink coffee..aft that my little "milo" buddy came..duno when they plan to go jusco and we set off there..reach there..duno wad med they ate..so high la..den me and milo buddy faster walk aside..haha..suddenly saw my old teammates at jusco too..its been gg one yr din c em alr..misses urh..chat awhile and went off with coach they all..shoppings..bought 2 glass bottle..like finally can..hahaha..
aft that we decided went city square shop and watch movie..i din rly buy much things as sum of u know im not a gud shopper..hahas..shop for 3 hrs den went to watch movie..watch rush hr again with em..since they wanna watch..so yup..still as funny as usual..hahs..everything ended at 8pm plus..nd den bath and watch tv..aft that slack till 4am..change and everything bus came and set off to school..
20/8/07:monday
sch was fun today..cuz i kept highing for no reason..ahahas..e most high one is durg it lap..finished everything den disturb jeslin carrie and amanda which was behing me..hahaha..pathetic xiao tou kena disturb dao v jialat..anw..in da it lap i sibeh lame la..aft tt forgot wad hy and yj say den made me laugh like mad..first and second tym can control..but e 3rd tym buay tahan laugh till almost asthma attack!!!-.-"
den they kept laughin la..faster try to stop myself from laugh and finally cool down..phew~
aft sch went trg..trg was alrite lor..use to e running liao..-.- so not tired.. den aft tt 50 3 pts..i 1st angle got 7 balls in out of 10..but behind behind no energy den aga aga throw liaos..hahahas..so got in 16 balls out of 50-.-"..den aft tt train turn over and went mos aft trg..went with sheryl and houyee..saw wendy and pei qi..anw..i haben been myself lately..kept thinkin and thinkin..den sth stupid happen-.- i bought one corn soup and milk tea..i open e packet of pepper..den wanna pour inside corn soup de..duno y ended up pourin into e milk tea-.-" heng i realise it quite fast..so stupid la..den aft tt is i wanna dip e fries inside e corn soup..but duno why i almost dip into e milk tea..durhs!-.-" aft makan set off to msia trg..wasen late..so no nidda run 50 rds..den mei mei late..duno why suddenly coach say..tuan dui jing shen..den from today onwards if one person late jiu run 50 rds tgt..sian jit puah-.-so startin running and running..aft tt shoot 45 degree lan di,b and free throw 100..aft that 3 pts left and right one side 30 ball..almost die-ed no energy to shoot la..den leg almost gg cramp-.-
played match with boys..jit tao dey v gentleman..almost elbow me on my nose can..heng i siam quite fast..sumore their boys charge into lan di no nid to break one..just full speed drive in-.-" wth..can kill ppl pls-.-..aft trg went drink tea with team..and den coach send us back home(:
anw..havin one msia cup durg sept!!! finally got a worthy match comin..and heng singaporean can play..wahahaha! k dats e end of my post..gtg ciaos
nd when we are shooting we are being asked to bao wor..but hw bao wor we are when we manage to get e ball in?hais
code:*give me miracle nd hope,im vanishing*
anw kinda love this song..
...__only reminds me of you__...
I see you, beside me
It's only a dream
A Vision of what used to be
The laughter, the sorrow
Pictures in time
Fading to memories
pre-chorus:
How could I ever let you go?
Is it too late to let you know?
Chorus:
I try to run from your side
But each place I hide
only reminds me of you
When i turn out all the lights
Even the night
only reminds me of you
Verse 2:
I needed my freedom
That’s what I thought
But I was a fool to believe
My heart lied when you cried
Rivers of tears
But I was too blind to see
pre-chorus:
Everything we’ve been through before
Now it means so much more
...
Only you...
Bridge
So come back to me
I'm down on my knees
Girl can’t you see...
How could I ever let you go
Is it too late to late to let you know
..only reminds me of you..
i know that i care about you ... at 12:28
17 August 2007
17/8/07:friday
sch was alrite..paper wasen alrite..din slp last night..makin me so tired when i reach sch..immediately pengz on da table..end of paper..normal lesson as usual..aft that got back bio..utterly depressed..well..i reap wad i sow..i got nth more to say too..
sch ends..meeting for a while end set of to cwp..watched secret..show wasen bad..aft that set off home..reach home..damn tired..duno for wad reasons dad and mum came to my room talk to me..and den..quarrels again..i cant even get peace wen i just reach home..damn frustrated..i din even know wads wrong with em..like damn f up..this tym..i broke down and rly cried..i dono wad to say..aft that..called u..din told ya im crying..sorry..i dono wad else i can say..just wanna hear u talkin to me..i dono why..forcin myself to laugh and crap with u..not to let u know im broke down..so yup..aft that..stay in my room and slack till nw..so im here blgging..think im gg indonesia..or mayb not..so many things happen..i rly need sumone..tsks
sch was alrite..paper wasen alrite..din slp last night..makin me so tired when i reach sch..immediately pengz on da table..end of paper..normal lesson as usual..aft that got back bio..utterly depressed..well..i reap wad i sow..i got nth more to say too..
sch ends..meeting for a while end set of to cwp..watched secret..show wasen bad..aft that set off home..reach home..damn tired..duno for wad reasons dad and mum came to my room talk to me..and den..quarrels again..i cant even get peace wen i just reach home..damn frustrated..i din even know wads wrong with em..like damn f up..this tym..i broke down and rly cried..i dono wad to say..aft that..called u..din told ya im crying..sorry..i dono wad else i can say..just wanna hear u talkin to me..i dono why..forcin myself to laugh and crap with u..not to let u know im broke down..so yup..aft that..stay in my room and slack till nw..so im here blgging..think im gg indonesia..or mayb not..so many things happen..i rly need sumone..tsks
i know that i care about you ... at 20:47
16 August 2007
17/8/07:thursday
6 down 1 more to go!which is tmr..oh man..so happy..anw flunk my chem and maths..aiyurh expected-.-"..and i sure fail my ss and geo....did e most badly for this test..mayb too much things happen nd i cant concentrate?aiyurh..excuses-.-"
anw..ytd watched rush hr and it was nice and funny..ahahs..hang ard den went home aft tt..slp ard 2 am..tryin to rmb e bio notes..but it cant seems to enter my mind..so decided went to slp..woke up at 6 am today..prepare bath and set off to sch..reach sch ard 6.45 or 7am lidat..even though sch startin at 9am..start to revise bio again..tryin damn hard to get things it..but my brain load v slow..din even know why-.-"..guess i can pass my bio ba..wrong lotsa crap inside..ahahs..
aft test lesson tym den aft that went home napping and set off to trg..trg was fun..ahahas..again(: "milo" suddenly bcum my buddy..hahs..was playin with her e whole trg cans(: ..aft trg,went back home..parents cum and fetch me..so rare can..mayb they tot of sth ba..sians..when gg reachin home,e car suddenly no batt..den me and mum kept pushin e car till gg mad la..trg just over den give me one physical trainin..drop dead sia-.-"..aft that went home and den bath nd nw im here bloggin..tmr poa..no confidence..even though i may understand sum le..hais
code:*a untold story*
will i still haf e chance to ask?or even c u agn?sians
6 down 1 more to go!which is tmr..oh man..so happy..anw flunk my chem and maths..aiyurh expected-.-"..and i sure fail my ss and geo....did e most badly for this test..mayb too much things happen nd i cant concentrate?aiyurh..excuses-.-"
anw..ytd watched rush hr and it was nice and funny..ahahs..hang ard den went home aft tt..slp ard 2 am..tryin to rmb e bio notes..but it cant seems to enter my mind..so decided went to slp..woke up at 6 am today..prepare bath and set off to sch..reach sch ard 6.45 or 7am lidat..even though sch startin at 9am..start to revise bio again..tryin damn hard to get things it..but my brain load v slow..din even know why-.-"..guess i can pass my bio ba..wrong lotsa crap inside..ahahs..
aft test lesson tym den aft that went home napping and set off to trg..trg was fun..ahahas..again(: "milo" suddenly bcum my buddy..hahs..was playin with her e whole trg cans(: ..aft trg,went back home..parents cum and fetch me..so rare can..mayb they tot of sth ba..sians..when gg reachin home,e car suddenly no batt..den me and mum kept pushin e car till gg mad la..trg just over den give me one physical trainin..drop dead sia-.-"..aft that went home and den bath nd nw im here bloggin..tmr poa..no confidence..even though i may understand sum le..hais
code:*a untold story*
will i still haf e chance to ask?or even c u agn?sians
i know that i care about you ... at 23:04
15 August 2007
15/8/07:wednesday
sch was alrite..paper wasen alrite at all..chem and maths...which i dun rly like..but at least math okay okay..chem paper was super sucky..dun even know a single question lidat can..ahahs..nvm..shall forget abt this..anw..got back chinese paper today..i passed!hahas..expected..but din expect i willget 43/50..30 plus i alr happy liao..den this tym forty plus..ahahas..aiseh-.-"
okay..geo lesson was like chatting oly..den dat loh say oly one girl in 3e2 pass..like wth..boys i not sure..hopefully 3e1 will be diff!!prays~!..tmr bio paper..haven rly prepare for it..stressed!!!!..but hope i can hang thru it bahs..at least try to pull up my combine science score..ahahas..if oly i will get a full marks..but i aim for a1 this tym! hope i can get ba?hahs..let fate decide den..
anw 6 down 2 more to go!!faster la~!!!!..today bein so weird in class..kinda siao liao..aahas..well..i dun rly care that much anw..shall not chat much today ba..gtg..stayin in singapore today..tmr got trg!yayness..so qi dai guo guang trg..also duno why..just v fun ba?ahahas..
byes
code:*numb*
sch was alrite..paper wasen alrite at all..chem and maths...which i dun rly like..but at least math okay okay..chem paper was super sucky..dun even know a single question lidat can..ahahs..nvm..shall forget abt this..anw..got back chinese paper today..i passed!hahas..expected..but din expect i willget 43/50..30 plus i alr happy liao..den this tym forty plus..ahahas..aiseh-.-"
okay..geo lesson was like chatting oly..den dat loh say oly one girl in 3e2 pass..like wth..boys i not sure..hopefully 3e1 will be diff!!prays~!..tmr bio paper..haven rly prepare for it..stressed!!!!..but hope i can hang thru it bahs..at least try to pull up my combine science score..ahahas..if oly i will get a full marks..but i aim for a1 this tym! hope i can get ba?hahs..let fate decide den..
anw 6 down 2 more to go!!faster la~!!!!..today bein so weird in class..kinda siao liao..aahas..well..i dun rly care that much anw..shall not chat much today ba..gtg..stayin in singapore today..tmr got trg!yayness..so qi dai guo guang trg..also duno why..just v fun ba?ahahas..
byes
code:*numb*
i know that i care about you ... at 18:39
14 August 2007
14/8/07:tuesday
pc sot diao..nw start usin lappy..so mafan-.-"..
anw todays geo paper i hope i can make it..chinese paper i got confidence to pass! walau eh..that baibai kept standin beside me see what i writin in da ans script la..stress me out cans-.-"!
4 down 4 more to go..tmr chem and maths..e 2 sub i dun like most! dun haf chem tb think i shall surrender..maths lehs..consider first ba...
anw wanted to watch shou zu de..but caught in traffic jam nd i reach home ard 8++ like.@#%@#$%$#$! nvm..ren!
been feelin so listless no energy and emo-ed in class O.0..dont know wad e stupid prob im havin.anibody that has a kind soul willin give me paper bag and let me cover my face?hahs
life seems so different at e state nw..nothing seems to catch my interest..
den mayb payin back bill will be so easy without those interest?LOL..k craps-.-"
just anione will make me cry like a madass?i rly dun mind unless u did it too over-.-"..cuz i feel like crying..but no tears..imagine its like so horrible?! just like someone hopes to have a heavy downpour..but he/she culd oly hear thunder and e sky so bright..get the point?
i dun wan other things else..i just wan oly 2 things..so simple but i just cant get it..even if i tried my very best..someone just steal it..aiyurh..shucks..feel like giving up..but i still persist..i dun even know why..so funny rite?
i have set my target clearly..but i guess i dun have e chance to get it..life seems so dark to me nowadays..forget it man..
code:*ta he ta de gu shi-elva*
pc sot diao..nw start usin lappy..so mafan-.-"..
anw todays geo paper i hope i can make it..chinese paper i got confidence to pass! walau eh..that baibai kept standin beside me see what i writin in da ans script la..stress me out cans-.-"!
4 down 4 more to go..tmr chem and maths..e 2 sub i dun like most! dun haf chem tb think i shall surrender..maths lehs..consider first ba...
anw wanted to watch shou zu de..but caught in traffic jam nd i reach home ard 8++ like.@#%@#$%$#$! nvm..ren!
been feelin so listless no energy and emo-ed in class O.0..dont know wad e stupid prob im havin.anibody that has a kind soul willin give me paper bag and let me cover my face?hahs
life seems so different at e state nw..nothing seems to catch my interest..
den mayb payin back bill will be so easy without those interest?LOL..k craps-.-"
just anione will make me cry like a madass?i rly dun mind unless u did it too over-.-"..cuz i feel like crying..but no tears..imagine its like so horrible?! just like someone hopes to have a heavy downpour..but he/she culd oly hear thunder and e sky so bright..get the point?
i dun wan other things else..i just wan oly 2 things..so simple but i just cant get it..even if i tried my very best..someone just steal it..aiyurh..shucks..feel like giving up..but i still persist..i dun even know why..so funny rite?
i have set my target clearly..but i guess i dun have e chance to get it..life seems so dark to me nowadays..forget it man..
code:*ta he ta de gu shi-elva*
i know that i care about you ... at 20:42
13 August 2007
13/8/07:monday
sch was alrite..eng paper was alrite..kept flipin thru e paper cuz i din see summary..scare that i will miss out e summary but heng..this paper dun haf summary..ahahas..fliping and flipin thru e paper man..den durg chinese and chem tryin to chiong social studies..but hu knows..alot ppl din bring chem workbook..den kena chase out class..wanna slack one..but everyone kena punish copy 5 chem tb pages..like wtf..
den end of chem lesson went recess..chiong social studies but nothing seems to enter into my tini brain..ahas..social studies paper start..see e question..mind was totally blank..slack for 5 mins..den start to write down rubbish..think manage to get few marks..ahahs..end of paper..IT lesson..den relief period and off i go..ahas..reach home..quarrels wit parent again..so sucky..den off to trg..
me xueling and xiao meiling was highin all e way can..coach din come cuz she got alot of homework to settle-.-"..so yup..3 on 3 and other competition..was highin all e way with e two girls..den aft that mei mei and nini join us..continued highin and in da end kena scoldin by boys team coach-.-" we over high liao..ahhaas..den aft tt one on one and everything end..
well..jie i know u meant good but pls..not in this way..wad u wrote dosen mean that i'll be happy abt it..sry to quarrel wit u anw..
code:*other den this deres no other ways?!*
sch was alrite..eng paper was alrite..kept flipin thru e paper cuz i din see summary..scare that i will miss out e summary but heng..this paper dun haf summary..ahahas..fliping and flipin thru e paper man..den durg chinese and chem tryin to chiong social studies..but hu knows..alot ppl din bring chem workbook..den kena chase out class..wanna slack one..but everyone kena punish copy 5 chem tb pages..like wtf..
den end of chem lesson went recess..chiong social studies but nothing seems to enter into my tini brain..ahas..social studies paper start..see e question..mind was totally blank..slack for 5 mins..den start to write down rubbish..think manage to get few marks..ahahs..end of paper..IT lesson..den relief period and off i go..ahas..reach home..quarrels wit parent again..so sucky..den off to trg..
me xueling and xiao meiling was highin all e way can..coach din come cuz she got alot of homework to settle-.-"..so yup..3 on 3 and other competition..was highin all e way with e two girls..den aft that mei mei and nini join us..continued highin and in da end kena scoldin by boys team coach-.-" we over high liao..ahhaas..den aft tt one on one and everything end..
well..jie i know u meant good but pls..not in this way..wad u wrote dosen mean that i'll be happy abt it..sry to quarrel wit u anw..
code:*other den this deres no other ways?!*
i know that i care about you ... at 23:42
12 August 2007
well..currently in oversea..cant online cuz some probs wit my lappy de msn..duno wad e hell prob is dat-.-"..anw hope that i will b back tonight and not tmr mornin..as its gonna b damn tirin..ytd at indonesia went hospital stay over agn..ahgong condititon gettin no whr better..still e same one word can describe hw i felt..worried!
ytd wen in da ferry realise i din bring ani of my sch books to study..comment test tmr le..gosh! hope i can heng heng pass and not e make e same mistake i had made durg end of yr eng paper!prays!!! meanwhile,i kinda hope dat i will b back nex week so no nid comment test..but aiyurh..dreamin man..hahs..waiting for parents call to know when i will be back..hopefully my mum de lao ren chi dai wont let her forget abt this..as things lidat happen before..hahahs..anw nothing to post le..
i miss my bed,i miss my room,i miss singapore,i miss guo guang,i miss chr team and i dont miss e chers in sch..ahash..nd one last thing i miss..shall not say..aiyurh..i shy la..LOL!
code:*miss everything abt --*(:
ytd wen in da ferry realise i din bring ani of my sch books to study..comment test tmr le..gosh! hope i can heng heng pass and not e make e same mistake i had made durg end of yr eng paper!prays!!! meanwhile,i kinda hope dat i will b back nex week so no nid comment test..but aiyurh..dreamin man..hahs..waiting for parents call to know when i will be back..hopefully my mum de lao ren chi dai wont let her forget abt this..as things lidat happen before..hahahs..anw nothing to post le..
i miss my bed,i miss my room,i miss singapore,i miss guo guang,i miss chr team and i dont miss e chers in sch..ahash..nd one last thing i miss..shall not say..aiyurh..i shy la..LOL!
code:*miss everything abt --*(:
i know that i care about you ... at 12:32
10 August 2007
wednesday:8/8/07
tuesday midnight sumthing happen and rushed to hospital wit cousin and stay over dere,din slp at all-.-"..den earli in da mornin rushed back to singapore..cab down bro hse and wanna slp..hu know..slp within an hr recieve call and asked to go down ball..so went ballin and yup..ball till 4 plus and set off to suntec..register and start to slack ard..den our first match..against absolute..wth..v.s dao ytss coach and my pri sch cher..went disturb disturb her awhile..ahahas..played wit team absolute..lost..accidentaly kiao dao cher..sry yup..not purposely anw..ahahs..den aft e match went mac buy our dinner den suddenly kerry call..din know it was her cause i din save down her no. so yup..kena nag by her cans-.-"..
wenta find her and back to my place to makan..kena garlic chilli on my shoe lace..like wtf-.- den aft tt second match v.s kg ubi and lost..lols..aft e match start playin dai di wit jade and huiwen..i kept winnin lor!wahahahas..den ahqin e batman came join us..she came den i start to lost..aiya..she made me so suay la..hahhas..slack till 2 am plus..and our 3rd match v.s zhong hua csc..lost agn..-.-" nvm..den aft e match wanna slp..but cant slp cuz kinda hot and noisy..wenta watch netball match wit yijun and mich..den aft tt walk to e fountain dere and duno why we ended up slpin dere..damn cool lor e air..ahahas..but within and hr woke up agn..ahahas..duno why..think i saw sheryl or wad ba..aft tt went starbucks..drank coffee and ate a cheese cake..and den back to my place and slack..suddenly it rains..faster pack up and chiong to starbucks.saw mich they all slpin so i start to doze off too..den slp for within one hr agn! e manager wanna chase us away..ahahs..game resume at 8.30am and played our 4th match..against mayflower and we won..like a finally cans-.-..den last match with insanity they walk over..est team de game oso walk over..so est team play 4 on 4 with my team..ahahs..kinda fun(: kept playin and playin..den got nex team oso..aft e game,watched match den went home liaos..back to admiralty but haben went home.slack downstairs awhile nd decided to go bath..kinda tired too..anw to someone..thanks hurh..
went back bath and put mediacal oil almost on my whole body cans-.- aches and injures all ard-.-..rushed back msia for trg,actually dun wanna train de..but c them train den i din train v weird so yup..start runnin 2ords..den wenta tell caoch i oly train for 1 hr..but hu knows..start to train finish e whole 4 hrs..like kinda funny la.ahahs..same as usual..hundred layups,shotting all those trails..but thru out e whole trainin duno why we so high la..so yup..sheng zi mum send me back home and den bath and slack till 1 plus and down to slp..
anw my mum lao ren chi dao gettin more and more worst..she can also forget me and my sis did went back indonesia..nvm..not gonna tell her this if not quarrels agn-.-
friday:10/8/07
just woke up not long ard 3 plus or 2 plus i think..2 days din slp so this long slp is kinda worth it..hahs..so yup..today counted as my slpin day ba..tmr gonna go indonesia agn..i hate takin ferrys-.-"..arghh!!!
im so tired and fan like nobody business..hahaha
code:*give me hope*
tuesday midnight sumthing happen and rushed to hospital wit cousin and stay over dere,din slp at all-.-"..den earli in da mornin rushed back to singapore..cab down bro hse and wanna slp..hu know..slp within an hr recieve call and asked to go down ball..so went ballin and yup..ball till 4 plus and set off to suntec..register and start to slack ard..den our first match..against absolute..wth..v.s dao ytss coach and my pri sch cher..went disturb disturb her awhile..ahahas..played wit team absolute..lost..accidentaly kiao dao cher..sry yup..not purposely anw..ahahs..den aft e match went mac buy our dinner den suddenly kerry call..din know it was her cause i din save down her no. so yup..kena nag by her cans-.-"..
wenta find her and back to my place to makan..kena garlic chilli on my shoe lace..like wtf-.- den aft tt second match v.s kg ubi and lost..lols..aft e match start playin dai di wit jade and huiwen..i kept winnin lor!wahahahas..den ahqin e batman came join us..she came den i start to lost..aiya..she made me so suay la..hahhas..slack till 2 am plus..and our 3rd match v.s zhong hua csc..lost agn..-.-" nvm..den aft e match wanna slp..but cant slp cuz kinda hot and noisy..wenta watch netball match wit yijun and mich..den aft tt walk to e fountain dere and duno why we ended up slpin dere..damn cool lor e air..ahahas..but within and hr woke up agn..ahahas..duno why..think i saw sheryl or wad ba..aft tt went starbucks..drank coffee and ate a cheese cake..and den back to my place and slack..suddenly it rains..faster pack up and chiong to starbucks.saw mich they all slpin so i start to doze off too..den slp for within one hr agn! e manager wanna chase us away..ahahs..game resume at 8.30am and played our 4th match..against mayflower and we won..like a finally cans-.-..den last match with insanity they walk over..est team de game oso walk over..so est team play 4 on 4 with my team..ahahs..kinda fun(: kept playin and playin..den got nex team oso..aft e game,watched match den went home liaos..back to admiralty but haben went home.slack downstairs awhile nd decided to go bath..kinda tired too..anw to someone..thanks hurh..
went back bath and put mediacal oil almost on my whole body cans-.- aches and injures all ard-.-..rushed back msia for trg,actually dun wanna train de..but c them train den i din train v weird so yup..start runnin 2ords..den wenta tell caoch i oly train for 1 hr..but hu knows..start to train finish e whole 4 hrs..like kinda funny la.ahahs..same as usual..hundred layups,shotting all those trails..but thru out e whole trainin duno why we so high la..so yup..sheng zi mum send me back home and den bath and slack till 1 plus and down to slp..
anw my mum lao ren chi dao gettin more and more worst..she can also forget me and my sis did went back indonesia..nvm..not gonna tell her this if not quarrels agn-.-
friday:10/8/07
just woke up not long ard 3 plus or 2 plus i think..2 days din slp so this long slp is kinda worth it..hahs..so yup..today counted as my slpin day ba..tmr gonna go indonesia agn..i hate takin ferrys-.-"..arghh!!!
im so tired and fan like nobody business..hahaha
code:*give me hope*
i know that i care about you ... at 16:30
07 August 2007
tuesday:7/8/07
currently in indonesia nw..din expect things will go that worst..
earli in da mornin ard 5 plus recieve calls from indonesia say that ahgong fainted..quickly called sis to pack up and book tickets..so i din went sch today..took 11 plus ferry down..2 hrs plus plus ritei still hate to take ferrys..-.-" ..reach dere,,chionged to hospital..see ahgong in sot of icu room in indonesia..everyone was sitting outside so anxious..doctor say ahgong heart is too weak alr..either heart transplant or dalysis will b suitable for him..but mum thinks that if havin e operation will b dangerous..so she talk to e whole family and consider dalysis will b a better idea not..aft that dono wad reasons..2nd uncle send me and other grandaughter/sons of they family back grannys home..nd sis stay in hospital..din wanna slack ard and i started to post nw..v worried..hope ahgong will be fine..im here to c him recover but not to leave..so *prays*
he always encourage me when i did sth wrong..and i rmb he cheered me up when i lost one tournament durg pri sch days..nw his weak to talk and even move ard..i just wan him to recover and continue to encourage me..havin 3 on 3 marathon tmr..if oly i cld hear him tellin me to jia u for tmrs marathon..i nid listenin ears nw..=(
will be back tonight or tmr mornin
currently in indonesia nw..din expect things will go that worst..
earli in da mornin ard 5 plus recieve calls from indonesia say that ahgong fainted..quickly called sis to pack up and book tickets..so i din went sch today..took 11 plus ferry down..2 hrs plus plus ritei still hate to take ferrys..-.-" ..reach dere,,chionged to hospital..see ahgong in sot of icu room in indonesia..everyone was sitting outside so anxious..doctor say ahgong heart is too weak alr..either heart transplant or dalysis will b suitable for him..but mum thinks that if havin e operation will b dangerous..so she talk to e whole family and consider dalysis will b a better idea not..aft that dono wad reasons..2nd uncle send me and other grandaughter/sons of they family back grannys home..nd sis stay in hospital..din wanna slack ard and i started to post nw..v worried..hope ahgong will be fine..im here to c him recover but not to leave..so *prays*
he always encourage me when i did sth wrong..and i rmb he cheered me up when i lost one tournament durg pri sch days..nw his weak to talk and even move ard..i just wan him to recover and continue to encourage me..havin 3 on 3 marathon tmr..if oly i cld hear him tellin me to jia u for tmrs marathon..i nid listenin ears nw..=(
will be back tonight or tmr mornin
i know that i care about you ... at 16:18
06 August 2007
k got alot to post..i think?ahahas
friday:3/8/07
well..went to n7 cluster concert aft trg..was alrites lor..ahahas..fuchun pri got perform!omg..my pri sch..LOL..well..aft e concert went to rp sports hall watch ite v.s rp..not bad e match ite won..aft e match down to ball awhile and out to slack..aft that dio depression-.-..well..to that particular person..sorry again..(:
saturday:4/8/07
was slackin e whole night.den mornin went home and rest awhile and out to qway with mich and yijun..chatted alot..ahahs..was havin fun..aft tt travel from qway and down to fragrant to ball..wanted to ball but instead we sat dere do nth for ard 30mins..den balled and cab to bro hse..e taxi driver was funny..i said i wanted to go wlds cresent den he ask me go dere for..den i anyhw say go fren hse and he say isit girlfren hse den i say fren hse-.-"..and he say okok..u can go..like wth..i go other place like he must approve lidat-.-" wad a taxi driver man..DOTS!aft tt chiong back get a paper and down to yishun..was doin that rd jigsaw puzzle and findin ways to stuff e papper in properly..and finally done.ahahs..waited and talked..well..nw everything fine.nd im real sry yea..dont self blame oso..CHEERS!hahs
so yup..cabbed home and slackin agn..den mornin went back home..
sunday:5/8/07
well..nth much,quarrelled wit parents abt e same old things..nd found out internet connection kena cancelled by my parents..like wtf-.-
monday:6/8/07
sch was fine..nth much actually..parents went indonesia and im gonna stay at singapore today!yayness!! so shiok lor..well..but tmr gonna go back home again..sians.aft sch went back bro hse use com..and nw im here postin..anw..grpins out..siansation-.-
well..thats all for today ba..aahahs..shall post soon(:
anw,still guilty for wad i said..truely sry yea?dnun self blame as its not ur fault..promise wont hide anithing from u le..and no attitdes!hahs..but if wanna kow u cn cum and ask me la..cuz my memory not gud ma..and i cant find e suitable tym to say too.so yup..sry and hope u uds..well.i give u my words and i wont forget..nd u also rmb wad u promise me alrites..smilez!(:
code:*cherish*
friday:3/8/07
well..went to n7 cluster concert aft trg..was alrites lor..ahahas..fuchun pri got perform!omg..my pri sch..LOL..well..aft e concert went to rp sports hall watch ite v.s rp..not bad e match ite won..aft e match down to ball awhile and out to slack..aft that dio depression-.-..well..to that particular person..sorry again..(:
saturday:4/8/07
was slackin e whole night.den mornin went home and rest awhile and out to qway with mich and yijun..chatted alot..ahahs..was havin fun..aft tt travel from qway and down to fragrant to ball..wanted to ball but instead we sat dere do nth for ard 30mins..den balled and cab to bro hse..e taxi driver was funny..i said i wanted to go wlds cresent den he ask me go dere for..den i anyhw say go fren hse and he say isit girlfren hse den i say fren hse-.-"..and he say okok..u can go..like wth..i go other place like he must approve lidat-.-" wad a taxi driver man..DOTS!aft tt chiong back get a paper and down to yishun..was doin that rd jigsaw puzzle and findin ways to stuff e papper in properly..and finally done.ahahs..waited and talked..well..nw everything fine.nd im real sry yea..dont self blame oso..CHEERS!hahs
so yup..cabbed home and slackin agn..den mornin went back home..
sunday:5/8/07
well..nth much,quarrelled wit parents abt e same old things..nd found out internet connection kena cancelled by my parents..like wtf-.-
monday:6/8/07
sch was fine..nth much actually..parents went indonesia and im gonna stay at singapore today!yayness!! so shiok lor..well..but tmr gonna go back home again..sians.aft sch went back bro hse use com..and nw im here postin..anw..grpins out..siansation-.-
well..thats all for today ba..aahahs..shall post soon(:
anw,still guilty for wad i said..truely sry yea?dnun self blame as its not ur fault..promise wont hide anithing from u le..and no attitdes!hahs..but if wanna kow u cn cum and ask me la..cuz my memory not gud ma..and i cant find e suitable tym to say too.so yup..sry and hope u uds..well.i give u my words and i wont forget..nd u also rmb wad u promise me alrites..smilez!(:
code:*cherish*
i know that i care about you ... at 15:16
03 August 2007
thursday:2/8/07
well..sch was kinda and fun high!!ahahahs..today highin with yijun and houyee..so funni..
wu tou ying,chinese cher,and mr lim!lols..
was saying abt sum incidents..den i wanted to say mao touying and i ended up sayin wu tou ying..den another one is during recess tym,everyone went back class except me yijun and houyee..and was chattin with yongkang dey all..den suddenly one grp of chi cher came..they asked me to go shandong..den ended up chattin for 30mins and dey din notice we are suppose to in class instead of slackin in canteen..ahahs..den lin lao shi suddenly ask y we sttill in canteen and we siam liao..LOL
3rd one is mr lim..talkin abt sth den mr lim say abt his wife..den houyee ask me lim"tot u say haven married..whrs e angpau?" and den mr lim jump bcak into e office damn fast la..ahahas..damn funni and highhhhh!!
aft sch cab back to bro hse..change and chiong down again..cab to cwp and went to watch disturbia with yijun and houyee..e show was nice!:D
hahas..aft watchin went foodcourt find mich..and den i went down find yan dey all..and headed off to republic poly..watched match..was quite alrite lor..first match and 2nd match din rly watch..cuz first match playin jie ning lappy and den 2nd match went to eat..ahahs..e last match was nice..rp won..and yup..immediately aft e match go liao.. and den slackin..
friday:3/8/07
slack till ard 5 plus and went home bath den slp..houyee den call me ard 7 plus and i decided not to go sch today..tiredness is wad i feel at that moment..and dun rly haf e mood to attend sch today..ltr deres trg..gonna prepare and headed of to trainin and rp again for e concert..den ballin at rp outdoor court..rly hope todays ballin will let me feel much better..
so yup..nth much more to blog le..shall update soon(:
code:*terribly broke down*
well..sch was kinda and fun high!!ahahahs..today highin with yijun and houyee..so funni..
wu tou ying,chinese cher,and mr lim!lols..
was saying abt sum incidents..den i wanted to say mao touying and i ended up sayin wu tou ying..den another one is during recess tym,everyone went back class except me yijun and houyee..and was chattin with yongkang dey all..den suddenly one grp of chi cher came..they asked me to go shandong..den ended up chattin for 30mins and dey din notice we are suppose to in class instead of slackin in canteen..ahahs..den lin lao shi suddenly ask y we sttill in canteen and we siam liao..LOL
3rd one is mr lim..talkin abt sth den mr lim say abt his wife..den houyee ask me lim"tot u say haven married..whrs e angpau?" and den mr lim jump bcak into e office damn fast la..ahahas..damn funni and highhhhh!!
aft sch cab back to bro hse..change and chiong down again..cab to cwp and went to watch disturbia with yijun and houyee..e show was nice!:D
hahas..aft watchin went foodcourt find mich..and den i went down find yan dey all..and headed off to republic poly..watched match..was quite alrite lor..first match and 2nd match din rly watch..cuz first match playin jie ning lappy and den 2nd match went to eat..ahahs..e last match was nice..rp won..and yup..immediately aft e match go liao.. and den slackin..
friday:3/8/07
slack till ard 5 plus and went home bath den slp..houyee den call me ard 7 plus and i decided not to go sch today..tiredness is wad i feel at that moment..and dun rly haf e mood to attend sch today..ltr deres trg..gonna prepare and headed of to trainin and rp again for e concert..den ballin at rp outdoor court..rly hope todays ballin will let me feel much better..
so yup..nth much more to blog le..shall update soon(:
code:*terribly broke down*
i know that i care about you ... at 12:00
01 August 2007
wednesday:1/8/07
today nothing much..oly enjoy english lesson..ahahs..ghost story..den went for bio..bio was fun..i still love bio even thou i dun haf e mood..cher seems to b cheer up by us..ahahs..
den lunch and chinese..attend e lesson awhile and went of to make passport...spent 2 hrs dere like rotting..-.-"
den saw fongyan..chat with her and den down to bro hse..slack awhile and went hospital to visit grandpa..he admitted into hospital today..tsk..havin difficulties in breathin..summore hes in his 90s..doctor even say his days are numbered..everyone was so worried..just duno wad to do oso..nth much to say..hais..hope everything will b back to normal and i wont b that tired too..
nth much to post nw..stayin in singapore tmr and fri..wont b online for 2 days..anithing just msg me..
gtg ciaoz
today nothing much..oly enjoy english lesson..ahahs..ghost story..den went for bio..bio was fun..i still love bio even thou i dun haf e mood..cher seems to b cheer up by us..ahahs..
den lunch and chinese..attend e lesson awhile and went of to make passport...spent 2 hrs dere like rotting..-.-"
den saw fongyan..chat with her and den down to bro hse..slack awhile and went hospital to visit grandpa..he admitted into hospital today..tsk..havin difficulties in breathin..summore hes in his 90s..doctor even say his days are numbered..everyone was so worried..just duno wad to do oso..nth much to say..hais..hope everything will b back to normal and i wont b that tired too..
nth much to post nw..stayin in singapore tmr and fri..wont b online for 2 days..anithing just msg me..
gtg ciaoz
i know that i care about you ... at 23:57
