21 August 2007
ah gong left me this morning..i din know hw and wad to react..im shock..lost of words and totally lost..took sch bus to sch..infact..rly tryin to stop myself to cry out..and i made it..reach sch..i start to tear.im too tired of all this..very stress..and den suddenly recieve this kinda news..don feel very good at all..
heard from mum that grandma fainted aft she saw ahgong passaway infront of her..whole family was shock..i din manage to rush to hospital.. cause parents say i must attend school..but hw am i gonna concentrate when so many things happen?
manage to stop myself crying for oly first lesson..and den recieve sis msg and ee jia yings calls durg poa..i started to teared.i kept forcin myself not to cry infront of others..as i don wanna ppl look at me in a weird way..but i totally cant control..nd i rly teared..first tym..aft that try to think other things..askin myself not to cry animore.i did mange to do that..but i stil haf e sorrows feelin deep inside me..
the moment i start to type this i started crying again..gg break down soon i guess?too mani things for me to carry..sooner or later i might get bersek..hais..i really need someone to tell em wad i feel..so stress..aint gonna go school tomorrow..no mood and i cant attend lesson lidat..
bein asked to stay in singapore till tmr or thurs..i not sure..but i wont be gg school..everything seems so wrong..): i feel like goin mia forever
code:*stop taking away things in my life,those are my precious*
if oly u can come back again..i miss you alot..):
oly love
heard from mum that grandma fainted aft she saw ahgong passaway infront of her..whole family was shock..i din manage to rush to hospital.. cause parents say i must attend school..but hw am i gonna concentrate when so many things happen?
manage to stop myself crying for oly first lesson..and den recieve sis msg and ee jia yings calls durg poa..i started to teared.i kept forcin myself not to cry infront of others..as i don wanna ppl look at me in a weird way..but i totally cant control..nd i rly teared..first tym..aft that try to think other things..askin myself not to cry animore.i did mange to do that..but i stil haf e sorrows feelin deep inside me..
the moment i start to type this i started crying again..gg break down soon i guess?too mani things for me to carry..sooner or later i might get bersek..hais..i really need someone to tell em wad i feel..so stress..aint gonna go school tomorrow..no mood and i cant attend lesson lidat..
bein asked to stay in singapore till tmr or thurs..i not sure..but i wont be gg school..everything seems so wrong..): i feel like goin mia forever
code:*stop taking away things in my life,those are my precious*
if oly u can come back again..i miss you alot..):
oly love
i know that i care about you ... at 14:27
