05 September 2007
6/09/07:wednesday
kays..aint feelin well nd good nw..had a long talk with steph..told her about all those things that made me felt aint good at all..the people,the feeling,the problems..all this..all those irritating things that flood away my happiness..i just let it all out at one tym..feeling better i hope..
seriously..sometimes i really hope someone would use something and knock me out..lost my memory or coma..i dont mind..but i prefer losin memory..cause aft coma everything will be back in shape again..
dreams and reality is a thread in my life..the more i climb,the higher chance of bein "punch" down..
the more i think,the more i will be hurt..and最让人难过的不是跌倒了站不起来，而是不能面对自己...
things ain easy done compare to saying..one word may gives a meaning..but an action gives more den a meaning..
一个人 不懂什么是拥有
两个人 不懂怎么把握
越在乎就越脆弱
也许这就是在乎的代价..
things has change..surrounding has changed..but my mindset dosent change at all
sorry if i din say anithing to you at all..i just dont know how to put all those in words..telling you sorry is wad i can do for the moment..hate me curse me..suits you..but i believe theres always one thing in my heart i wont forget..
hav always been thinkin every min,moments..the pain is just everywhere..i bought painkiller recently..hope the pain will be gone soon..
well..pardon me for bein so..dots-.-..suddenly felt like typin it down..
anw..today was quite a fun day out with steph..went walkin around..aft that she came my house to watch tv..den now we are slackin in my room..just had our long talk..i teared..like finally!hahas..but i aint feelin better..haiya..for the time bein..i just know ltr im gg out to pub with stephand mates they all..think i wont drink that much..cause im still sick!hahs-.-..well..im still a guai kia..just breaking abit offence..opps..steph say she gonna stay over tonight..so mayb aft clubin both of us gonna high in our room..since my parents went oversea again..haha..well..shall stop here..ciaos
ndnd!jie jia you in your running urhs!!i chop chop go ntu support you de!!dont let me down urhs..hahas..well..even though u always not at home..and not always by my side..no matter wad..u are still my best sis la..ahahs..touch rite?LOL!
code:*just let me take a break for a night*
kays..aint feelin well nd good nw..had a long talk with steph..told her about all those things that made me felt aint good at all..the people,the feeling,the problems..all this..all those irritating things that flood away my happiness..i just let it all out at one tym..feeling better i hope..
seriously..sometimes i really hope someone would use something and knock me out..lost my memory or coma..i dont mind..but i prefer losin memory..cause aft coma everything will be back in shape again..
dreams and reality is a thread in my life..the more i climb,the higher chance of bein "punch" down..
the more i think,the more i will be hurt..and最让人难过的不是跌倒了站不起来，而是不能面对自己...
things ain easy done compare to saying..one word may gives a meaning..but an action gives more den a meaning..
一个人 不懂什么是拥有
两个人 不懂怎么把握
越在乎就越脆弱
也许这就是在乎的代价..
things has change..surrounding has changed..but my mindset dosent change at all
sorry if i din say anithing to you at all..i just dont know how to put all those in words..telling you sorry is wad i can do for the moment..hate me curse me..suits you..but i believe theres always one thing in my heart i wont forget..
hav always been thinkin every min,moments..the pain is just everywhere..i bought painkiller recently..hope the pain will be gone soon..
well..pardon me for bein so..dots-.-..suddenly felt like typin it down..
anw..today was quite a fun day out with steph..went walkin around..aft that she came my house to watch tv..den now we are slackin in my room..just had our long talk..i teared..like finally!hahas..but i aint feelin better..haiya..for the time bein..i just know ltr im gg out to pub with stephand mates they all..think i wont drink that much..cause im still sick!hahs-.-..well..im still a guai kia..just breaking abit offence..opps..steph say she gonna stay over tonight..so mayb aft clubin both of us gonna high in our room..since my parents went oversea again..haha..well..shall stop here..ciaos
ndnd!jie jia you in your running urhs!!i chop chop go ntu support you de!!dont let me down urhs..hahas..well..even though u always not at home..and not always by my side..no matter wad..u are still my best sis la..ahahs..touch rite?LOL!
code:*just let me take a break for a night*
i know that i care about you ... at 23:32
