29 February 2008
realise these few days had been hanging out late..but i've been having fun wen hanging out late with em too(:
ytd was alright durg lesson aft sch stayed at 3e2 help do e notice board..me wz nd brenda were like playing with e postal colour..den in da end me and brenda were like playing e paint while paintin..kinda lame..hahs..
aft went back guoguang to ball with aiping dey all for awhile..its been long since i last saw em..haha..all of us were so high when we are playing match..nd as usual meiling starts to do weird stuffs while playing.when their trg starts..i headed back home..bath nd rest for awhile..den out for supper at 1am with em..kinda crazy eh?haha
den for today..actually no mood for sch..but duno why i in da end still drag my feet to spore-.-..met meihua and wz..headed to sch as usual..nth much..chinese lesson was like..-.-"..aft sch went GV with wz meihua and yijun to watch L..not a bad show..worth to catch(:
den aft movie wenta make my eZlink..like finally-.-..den went back msia and head to citysquare to meet brather they all..shop shop nd i bought a everlast shoe..nd den home sweet home..
gotta slp earli today..cause wakin up at 3am ltr den duno go where see sunrise..haha..super lame..but think it will be fun..cause with e usual hyper clique..
labels:awaitin for e new week cause that will stop me from missin you
ytd was alright durg lesson aft sch stayed at 3e2 help do e notice board..me wz nd brenda were like playing with e postal colour..den in da end me and brenda were like playing e paint while paintin..kinda lame..hahs..
aft went back guoguang to ball with aiping dey all for awhile..its been long since i last saw em..haha..all of us were so high when we are playing match..nd as usual meiling starts to do weird stuffs while playing.when their trg starts..i headed back home..bath nd rest for awhile..den out for supper at 1am with em..kinda crazy eh?haha
den for today..actually no mood for sch..but duno why i in da end still drag my feet to spore-.-..met meihua and wz..headed to sch as usual..nth much..chinese lesson was like..-.-"..aft sch went GV with wz meihua and yijun to watch L..not a bad show..worth to catch(:
den aft movie wenta make my eZlink..like finally-.-..den went back msia and head to citysquare to meet brather they all..shop shop nd i bought a everlast shoe..nd den home sweet home..
gotta slp earli today..cause wakin up at 3am ltr den duno go where see sunrise..haha..super lame..but think it will be fun..cause with e usual hyper clique..
labels:awaitin for e new week cause that will stop me from missin you
i know that i care about you ... at 19:50
27 February 2008
before i start
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO CHONG AIPING!!(:
may all ya wish come true and stay happy always my bestie!
okay sch today was alright..felt so sleepy lah..den e 2hrs free period like killing me..esp with that cao yeye ard..wth..he rly pro in nagging-.-..aft sch stayed at canteen with crazy girl to wait for brenda they all..den both of us were like talking and talkin and talking..den finally they are done..think their oral is easier den us de lors..
i still rmb ytd e conversation for e oral is:"what will you parents do to ensure e food is sae enough to consume?"..nd i said:"my parent will try the food first to check is it poison not"..LOL..cant blame me but i rly duno wad to ans back except for that..haha..
went cwp with ashley isabel brenda weizhen..okay i disturbed a girl in da bus and i dun even know her..actually its not rly disturb la but just ask her to move her bag away..-.-..reach cwp and we went mac..chat alot..mostly i do e talking and they laugh..they rly can laugh alot man..haha..den i notice this mana sitting near us were lookin at his own lappy with a very xinku expression..machium tahan tummy ache for long tym lidat..haha..his face damn funny lo..
aft crapping,headed back home..
anw..xhz sorry lurhs..its my fault to forget and dere wont be nex tym anymore!dont sad kays!smile
:D
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO CHONG AIPING!!(:
may all ya wish come true and stay happy always my bestie!
okay sch today was alright..felt so sleepy lah..den e 2hrs free period like killing me..esp with that cao yeye ard..wth..he rly pro in nagging-.-..aft sch stayed at canteen with crazy girl to wait for brenda they all..den both of us were like talking and talkin and talking..den finally they are done..think their oral is easier den us de lors..
i still rmb ytd e conversation for e oral is:"what will you parents do to ensure e food is sae enough to consume?"..nd i said:"my parent will try the food first to check is it poison not"..LOL..cant blame me but i rly duno wad to ans back except for that..haha..
went cwp with ashley isabel brenda weizhen..okay i disturbed a girl in da bus and i dun even know her..actually its not rly disturb la but just ask her to move her bag away..-.-..reach cwp and we went mac..chat alot..mostly i do e talking and they laugh..they rly can laugh alot man..haha..den i notice this mana sitting near us were lookin at his own lappy with a very xinku expression..machium tahan tummy ache for long tym lidat..haha..his face damn funny lo..
aft crapping,headed back home..
anw..xhz sorry lurhs..its my fault to forget and dere wont be nex tym anymore!dont sad kays!smile
:D
i know that i care about you ... at 20:43
26 February 2008
im superb pissed off now..felt like killing my cousin cause he shut down my com without my permission..wtf!summore e com got impt unsave files which i spent 3 nights doing it..aint he a bastard?!i almost gave him a punch just now but sis stopped me..if not i confirm cant control my anger..arghh!he deleted all my files without knowin it..nd now,my internet connection got probs..all thanks to him..i cant even use msn now..like wtf..i swear nex tym he steps into my room and touches my things..im gonna tie him up and lock him into the store room..cant blame me from being violence..but hes e only that could made me so pissed right now..no mood..
i know that i care about you ... at 20:00
25 February 2008
oh man..a new week which means gonna study again..dun have e study mood even aft e boring carnival..
i was so pissed with my stupidness tday lurhs..i purposely late for 1 hr just to skip pe lesson..den in da end i realise e stupid cher din come..WTF!..
den today basri scold e girls in our class-.- cause theres change in sitting arrangement AGAIN nd we were asked to stand outside nd wait,den he catch our socks-.-..haha..we have been changin our sitting arrangement for like 5 tyms alr?but me and jianing sibeh heng..cause both of us never kena separate by teachers and we kept sitting at e same place..haha..both of us were like LOL la..aft sch slack in 4e1..iwen leaving tmr..gonna miss her for sure..but hopefully she will be doing fine in states(: me yj hy and resti were like in class taking foto..den 5 of us take tgt..haha..i believe we did enjoy e last day with her urh..rly felt like sending her off..but..i still cant decide shld i go sch tmr?-.-
few girls from my class not gg to sch tmr lo..cause of tt basri den he wan spot check..wth..lame sia..even though i confirm wont kena..but i wan see doc for my knee la..sian can..even if i never go sch tmr,i'll still have to come back for oral..but if i go sch tmr..class confirm will be damn sian without weizhen and irritating jianing..hahs
k back to main sub..hahs..aft takin pics we went for our lunch at canteen den went to ball court to slack..i slack till ard 5.15pm den went of with wz and brenda..as usual..craps..haha..den home sweet home(:
anw was talkin with fongyan abt our pri sch just now..i miss my pri sch life with em lah!:(
i was so pissed with my stupidness tday lurhs..i purposely late for 1 hr just to skip pe lesson..den in da end i realise e stupid cher din come..WTF!..
den today basri scold e girls in our class-.- cause theres change in sitting arrangement AGAIN nd we were asked to stand outside nd wait,den he catch our socks-.-..haha..we have been changin our sitting arrangement for like 5 tyms alr?but me and jianing sibeh heng..cause both of us never kena separate by teachers and we kept sitting at e same place..haha..both of us were like LOL la..aft sch slack in 4e1..iwen leaving tmr..gonna miss her for sure..but hopefully she will be doing fine in states(: me yj hy and resti were like in class taking foto..den 5 of us take tgt..haha..i believe we did enjoy e last day with her urh..rly felt like sending her off..but..i still cant decide shld i go sch tmr?-.-
few girls from my class not gg to sch tmr lo..cause of tt basri den he wan spot check..wth..lame sia..even though i confirm wont kena..but i wan see doc for my knee la..sian can..even if i never go sch tmr,i'll still have to come back for oral..but if i go sch tmr..class confirm will be damn sian without weizhen and irritating jianing..hahs
k back to main sub..hahs..aft takin pics we went for our lunch at canteen den went to ball court to slack..i slack till ard 5.15pm den went of with wz and brenda..as usual..craps..haha..den home sweet home(:
anw was talkin with fongyan abt our pri sch just now..i miss my pri sch life with em lah!:(
i know that i care about you ... at 20:19
23 February 2008
i swear today was a seriously fun day!(:
nt abt e carnival but e activities aft e carnival..haha
carnival this yr rly sucks like hell..so boring..
aft carnival went to msia city square collect e prezzie and den back to singapore to wait for geron to fetch me!hes kind to travel down from tamp to woodlands to fetch me..thks anw..
went to regent for dinner..my previous workplace:D
everyone reach alr nd im late..but e "VIP" haven reach yet..haha..nd we waited nd waited..for like 30mins ltr..den she appear..she was shocked to see us ard..includin her old frens..she touched daoooooo..nd teared..o.O
this shows that my plan works and shes happy yea..haha..dinner-ed tgt nd all of us are crapping lots..went heeren and paragon jalan jalan..den geron send me nd "VIP" home..passed my prezzie to her in da car..hope shes happy urh!..nd den home sweet home..heh..*exhausted*
sometimes we can describe life a bittersweet..reality sucks big time too..ppl always come nd goes everytym..in order to move forward,we must let go something..and den we are being blame by those who we let go of, but when the old is back again,we ought to celebrate for their return..but when it dosent return,we ends it with a goodbye..
labels:i've been puting on a fake mask recently..hopefully
things are going on smoothly
nt abt e carnival but e activities aft e carnival..haha
carnival this yr rly sucks like hell..so boring..
aft carnival went to msia city square collect e prezzie and den back to singapore to wait for geron to fetch me!hes kind to travel down from tamp to woodlands to fetch me..thks anw..
went to regent for dinner..my previous workplace:D
everyone reach alr nd im late..but e "VIP" haven reach yet..haha..nd we waited nd waited..for like 30mins ltr..den she appear..she was shocked to see us ard..includin her old frens..she touched daoooooo..nd teared..o.O
this shows that my plan works and shes happy yea..haha..dinner-ed tgt nd all of us are crapping lots..went heeren and paragon jalan jalan..den geron send me nd "VIP" home..passed my prezzie to her in da car..hope shes happy urh!..nd den home sweet home..heh..*exhausted*
sometimes we can describe life a bittersweet..reality sucks big time too..ppl always come nd goes everytym..in order to move forward,we must let go something..and den we are being blame by those who we let go of, but when the old is back again,we ought to celebrate for their return..but when it dosent return,we ends it with a goodbye..
labels:i've been puting on a fake mask recently..hopefully
things are going on smoothly
i know that i care about you ... at 17:45
22 February 2008
cool~
today like no sch lidat urh..prepare e carnival stuffs till 10am nd sch ends..seems like im just walkin ard e sch doing nth..heh
aft carnival..went cwp with weizhen..wenta find anita and simin..talk in mac den slack ard for awhile..nd den i headed down to Qway meet jiaying..walked ard qway..bought 2 tees one shorts nd my BAG!haha..quite okay la e bag..but not rly e best that i expect..den wenta walk ard again..spent few hrs walking ard den my leg suan..time reach,she went for her lesson nd i head back to woodlands meet braaaaaaatheeeeer!haha..k actually thats yujieh-.-
went city square walk walk again..wanted to find smart smart outfit for me and him so dat we can wear for e smart smart dinner!:D
coulden find any nice ones and we were gg to give up nd go other mall to find..but den..we suddenly found a nice outfit..haha..kinda lucky..so both of us bought our own smart outfit yea..lol..
went for lunch with him and home sweet home..
today was a great day!
today like no sch lidat urh..prepare e carnival stuffs till 10am nd sch ends..seems like im just walkin ard e sch doing nth..heh
aft carnival..went cwp with weizhen..wenta find anita and simin..talk in mac den slack ard for awhile..nd den i headed down to Qway meet jiaying..walked ard qway..bought 2 tees one shorts nd my BAG!haha..quite okay la e bag..but not rly e best that i expect..den wenta walk ard again..spent few hrs walking ard den my leg suan..time reach,she went for her lesson nd i head back to woodlands meet braaaaaaatheeeeer!haha..k actually thats yujieh-.-
went city square walk walk again..wanted to find smart smart outfit for me and him so dat we can wear for e smart smart dinner!:D
coulden find any nice ones and we were gg to give up nd go other mall to find..but den..we suddenly found a nice outfit..haha..kinda lucky..so both of us bought our own smart outfit yea..lol..
went for lunch with him and home sweet home..
today was a great day!
i know that i care about you ... at 17:50
21 February 2008
ytd felt tired but today energetic urh..haha..mayb is that tmr lesson ends at 10am nd im gonna go walk walk with jiaying to find my bag!:D
hopefully i could find one bag dat i like..hehe
today sch was alright..met siao zha bor and anita..headed to sch and chats as usual..durg assembly that yongkang disturb me..walao-.-..was chatting for e whole assembly la..as usual..hah..headed back to class..den tt hairy auntie machium eat bomb lidat..kept scolding us..nd we arrange our seats back..haha..den blah blah blah..oly know that almost all e lesson i was like saying jianing irritating den disturb her 'DONKEY!'..haha..actually its also a ambulance lurh..i bet some of u are thinkin why donkey can ecome ambulance right?haha..ask me in sch and i'll tell ya..kinda stupid thou..lol
well..last bio lesson i ask teacher to let ashley and isabel in for lesson..nd she agreed..kinda shock but good for em lah..haha..i think they can change to my class liao sia..
k aft sch wenta canteen den slack with brenda..well actually shld be waiting for her choir time to reach lo..and both of us kena kajiao by houyee nd yijun..diu..nvm..im innocent so its okay haha..well time reach nd i sat at prayer hub waiting for her choir to end..den wait wait nd wait..time reach den suddenly her instructor as me wanna join choir not..DIAOS!..aft tt home sweet home..LOL
till now..i den know that most of da sec 3s tot that im fierce..seems like my name is DANGER..hahs..kinda funny lah..anw its a good thing to retain too..cause lidat will have less enemy when they know me well?haha..
hey u!i wont bite unless you bite me okay(:
hopefully i could find one bag dat i like..hehe
today sch was alright..met siao zha bor and anita..headed to sch and chats as usual..durg assembly that yongkang disturb me..walao-.-..was chatting for e whole assembly la..as usual..hah..headed back to class..den tt hairy auntie machium eat bomb lidat..kept scolding us..nd we arrange our seats back..haha..den blah blah blah..oly know that almost all e lesson i was like saying jianing irritating den disturb her 'DONKEY!'..haha..actually its also a ambulance lurh..i bet some of u are thinkin why donkey can ecome ambulance right?haha..ask me in sch and i'll tell ya..kinda stupid thou..lol
well..last bio lesson i ask teacher to let ashley and isabel in for lesson..nd she agreed..kinda shock but good for em lah..haha..i think they can change to my class liao sia..
k aft sch wenta canteen den slack with brenda..well actually shld be waiting for her choir time to reach lo..and both of us kena kajiao by houyee nd yijun..diu..nvm..im innocent so its okay haha..well time reach nd i sat at prayer hub waiting for her choir to end..den wait wait nd wait..time reach den suddenly her instructor as me wanna join choir not..DIAOS!..aft tt home sweet home..LOL
till now..i den know that most of da sec 3s tot that im fierce..seems like my name is DANGER..hahs..kinda funny lah..anw its a good thing to retain too..cause lidat will have less enemy when they know me well?haha..
hey u!i wont bite unless you bite me okay(:
i know that i care about you ... at 20:51
20 February 2008
feling exhausted..gg to sleep soon aft making some calls(:
ytd meet boxim daddy for awhile..as usual..we talk more den wad we does la..haha..
well as usual told her wad happen in my sch..den she follow others and yuan wang me..pathetic me lah..nvm..boxim daddy is lidat de..hahs..aft tt headed ack home..slack and wenta slp..
today woke up den wenta meet anita headed to sch..lesson per normal..was saying jianing den nag abt e stupid results..one word..UNFAIR!haha..si jianing-.-...chem and ss!@$#!$$@$@..sibeh suay sia..haha..
today wenta watch boys match too..and balled for awhile..aft tt home sweet home..nth much thou..
gonna end here..ciaos
labels:rumours man tian luan luan fei-.-
ytd meet boxim daddy for awhile..as usual..we talk more den wad we does la..haha..
well as usual told her wad happen in my sch..den she follow others and yuan wang me..pathetic me lah..nvm..boxim daddy is lidat de..hahs..aft tt headed ack home..slack and wenta slp..
today woke up den wenta meet anita headed to sch..lesson per normal..was saying jianing den nag abt e stupid results..one word..UNFAIR!haha..si jianing-.-...chem and ss!@$#!$$@$@..sibeh suay sia..haha..
today wenta watch boys match too..and balled for awhile..aft tt home sweet home..nth much thou..
gonna end here..ciaos
labels:rumours man tian luan luan fei-.-
i know that i care about you ... at 20:44
16 February 2008
been mugging this few days and i decided to give myself a break for one day..
well..ytd was having bio paper..i duno if i could get a A but i know i tried my best..
anw i think i may fail my maths..ahh..irritating loh..
ytd sch ends and headed to cwp with yijun and houyee..lunch with yj at ljs..den houyee came along aft getting her money..was talking and they two like forcing me to say out sth?hahaha..summore always use e same method..kinda funny..but i wont fall into it again..lol-.-..went back to sch and waited for e bus to come..was doing the stupid zhou ji..so many words to copy..felt so retarted when im copying e whole passage..kaos..den i ask houyee help me do jiang yi..haha..aft tt bus came over nd den headed to sbc...reach sbc den me and yijun cab down to novena square..bought DONUT FACTORY's donut..like finally-.-
aft tt cab back to sbc..felt kinda stupid..haha..just to cab down for few donuts..but yea..i like it?Lol..watched boys match and den balled aft their competition..i deprove alot..kept air ball..but i realise im happy when i ball..aint a bad thing aft all..
been thinkin aft tt..shld i continue on bball?
iya..forget it-.-
well..today is a "stay at home day" for me..was lazy to go out..so stay at home watchin tv and sleeping..and while i was sleeping,kailing they all came over and enter into my room..they din wake me up..but SCARE me out of my bed..wth-.-..jitao not one xia si ren when you open your eyes and saw few crazy girls infront of ya..
they came over to my hse bian nian without informing me..hah..but felt kinda happy cause quite long nva see em alr....they slack at my hse for quite sometime den another shocking thing happen..xiaohaizi came over to my hse too..den they all were like..whos tt person?lol..intro den crap again..gamble and gossips..and den they wenta coach hse bainian liao..i lazy to go out so now at home with xiaohaizi..i guess im unable slp early tonight with xiaohaizi ard..haha
tmr coach hse..shld i go?
well..ytd was having bio paper..i duno if i could get a A but i know i tried my best..
anw i think i may fail my maths..ahh..irritating loh..
ytd sch ends and headed to cwp with yijun and houyee..lunch with yj at ljs..den houyee came along aft getting her money..was talking and they two like forcing me to say out sth?hahaha..summore always use e same method..kinda funny..but i wont fall into it again..lol-.-..went back to sch and waited for e bus to come..was doing the stupid zhou ji..so many words to copy..felt so retarted when im copying e whole passage..kaos..den i ask houyee help me do jiang yi..haha..aft tt bus came over nd den headed to sbc...reach sbc den me and yijun cab down to novena square..bought DONUT FACTORY's donut..like finally-.-
aft tt cab back to sbc..felt kinda stupid..haha..just to cab down for few donuts..but yea..i like it?Lol..watched boys match and den balled aft their competition..i deprove alot..kept air ball..but i realise im happy when i ball..aint a bad thing aft all..
been thinkin aft tt..shld i continue on bball?
iya..forget it-.-
well..today is a "stay at home day" for me..was lazy to go out..so stay at home watchin tv and sleeping..and while i was sleeping,kailing they all came over and enter into my room..they din wake me up..but SCARE me out of my bed..wth-.-..jitao not one xia si ren when you open your eyes and saw few crazy girls infront of ya..
they came over to my hse bian nian without informing me..hah..but felt kinda happy cause quite long nva see em alr....they slack at my hse for quite sometime den another shocking thing happen..xiaohaizi came over to my hse too..den they all were like..whos tt person?lol..intro den crap again..gamble and gossips..and den they wenta coach hse bainian liao..i lazy to go out so now at home with xiaohaizi..i guess im unable slp early tonight with xiaohaizi ard..haha
tmr coach hse..shld i go?
i know that i care about you ... at 21:03
12 February 2008
its been a exhausted day for me today..had 3 sub test.ss,eng and math class test..for ss and eng test hopefully i can score well urh..was damn tired durg e test and i almost fall asleep halfway when im doing e paper..i duno why im still so tired when previous night i slpt at 8.30pm and woke up at 6 plus?
call eje just now and chat..she asked me isit that im very tired cause of my sound and she also said that my sound turn very girl when im tired...haha
weizhen,brenda and anita alr say my sound very girl den cant regonise..den now plus another eje..-.-"...some of da conversation was very crappy..esp this can-.-
she :you very tired ah?
me :yah..duno why lo,last night i slpt at 8 plus den now im still tired la..
she :i think i know why..
me:rly ah?why?(i tot she rly knows why and gonna explain to me by some science facts or wad cause shes kinda good in science)..
she:because you are pig wad
me:DIAO!ni hen lame leh..
both of us starts to laugh tgt..
she:eh den nex week go Qway must buy 2 pairs of shoe leh
me:why?(i tot she want me to buy one pair for her)
she:because pig got four legs wad
me:eh u study in U den study till too stress alr right?u tonight very lame siah..
she:no la..cause its rare dat pig could talk on da fone with me mah..kind of high you know..
me:walao..irritating you-.-
aft tt i changed topic to prevent her saying me pig again-.-
shes been so crappy now adays..haha..
well kinda vexed now..not abt e common test but abt shld i go coach hse on sunday?go eje cell grp nex week?stay over at her hse?nd shld i go on mays chalet?so many things to consider..killin my brain cells~
ahhhh..think shall stop here..tired again..nd lastly!i must score well for my CT!
labels:this time,its not about me..but you
call eje just now and chat..she asked me isit that im very tired cause of my sound and she also said that my sound turn very girl when im tired...haha
weizhen,brenda and anita alr say my sound very girl den cant regonise..den now plus another eje..-.-"...some of da conversation was very crappy..esp this can-.-
she :you very tired ah?
me :yah..duno why lo,last night i slpt at 8 plus den now im still tired la..
she :i think i know why..
me:rly ah?why?(i tot she rly knows why and gonna explain to me by some science facts or wad cause shes kinda good in science)..
she:because you are pig wad
me:DIAO!ni hen lame leh..
both of us starts to laugh tgt..
she:eh den nex week go Qway must buy 2 pairs of shoe leh
me:why?(i tot she want me to buy one pair for her)
she:because pig got four legs wad
me:eh u study in U den study till too stress alr right?u tonight very lame siah..
she:no la..cause its rare dat pig could talk on da fone with me mah..kind of high you know..
me:walao..irritating you-.-
aft tt i changed topic to prevent her saying me pig again-.-
shes been so crappy now adays..haha..
well kinda vexed now..not abt e common test but abt shld i go coach hse on sunday?go eje cell grp nex week?stay over at her hse?nd shld i go on mays chalet?so many things to consider..killin my brain cells~
ahhhh..think shall stop here..tired again..nd lastly!i must score well for my CT!
labels:this time,its not about me..but you
i know that i care about you ... at 21:34
10 February 2008
如果我知道太多
那关于相遇的错过
奋不顾身的追求能找到什么
如果你等得太久
请相信我不曾经过
想装上翅膀飞到你身后
爱很浓心很空
该怎么停在你心中
只剩长已久的寂寞时间
带不走
爱很多心很痛
究竟有多少次错过
这唯一的承诺深深埋在心中
我却无法开口
相信放在心中愿随时为你保留
真爱在我口袋别让风把它带走
思念不能放开它就像潮水
难以回收
就算相拥一秒种就已足够
如果我知道太多
那关于相遇的错过
奋不顾身的追求能找到什么
如果你等得太久
请相信我不曾经过
想装上翅膀飞到你身后
爱很浓心很空
该怎么停在你心中
只剩长已久的寂寞时间
带不走
爱很多心很痛
究竟有多少次错过
这唯一的承诺深深埋在心中
我却无法开口
相信放在心中愿随时为你保留
真爱在我口袋别让风把它带走
思念不能放开它就像潮水
难以回收
就算相拥一秒种就已足够
爱很浓心很空
该怎么停在你心中
只剩长已久的寂寞时间
带不走
爱很多心很痛
究竟有多少次错过
这唯一的承诺深深埋在心中
我却无法开口
那关于相遇的错过
奋不顾身的追求能找到什么
如果你等得太久
请相信我不曾经过
想装上翅膀飞到你身后
爱很浓心很空
该怎么停在你心中
只剩长已久的寂寞时间
带不走
爱很多心很痛
究竟有多少次错过
这唯一的承诺深深埋在心中
我却无法开口
相信放在心中愿随时为你保留
真爱在我口袋别让风把它带走
思念不能放开它就像潮水
难以回收
就算相拥一秒种就已足够
如果我知道太多
那关于相遇的错过
奋不顾身的追求能找到什么
如果你等得太久
请相信我不曾经过
想装上翅膀飞到你身后
爱很浓心很空
该怎么停在你心中
只剩长已久的寂寞时间
带不走
爱很多心很痛
究竟有多少次错过
这唯一的承诺深深埋在心中
我却无法开口
相信放在心中愿随时为你保留
真爱在我口袋别让风把它带走
思念不能放开它就像潮水
难以回收
就算相拥一秒种就已足够
爱很浓心很空
该怎么停在你心中
只剩长已久的寂寞时间
带不走
爱很多心很痛
究竟有多少次错过
这唯一的承诺深深埋在心中
我却无法开口
i know that i care about you ... at 12:25
07 February 2008
back to blog..todays event were mornin slpt till 12plus..wash up den head to temple pray pray..haha..went to 2 temple..aft tt came back home..aunt came over from singapore to bai nian..few frens came over too..aft that wenta watch CJ7 with xiaohaizi(: was a funny movie..enjoy it urh..aft that came back home..play fireworks den now gamble+chatting..kinda exhausted now and xiaohazi wenta slp..i think im gonna slp soon too..haha..tired(_._)..
well..post one video of neighbour puttin fireworks and a pic with sis..
well..post one video of neighbour puttin fireworks and a pic with sis..
i know that i care about you ... at 21:11
06 February 2008
well..congrats 2/18 got e champ of firework competition..last yr we lost..this yr we got back our position as a champ(:
i think my ang pao money not enuff to cover up e amt i spend on my fireworks lo..omg..xin tong..but nvm la..everyone enjoy tonight(:
mr chua is damn rich..he spend ard 10 thousand on oly one box of firework which has a shape on heart and smiley face can..we can clinch champ must thks to him too..i'll find someday upload e video of those fireworks..now they are still putting fireworks lo..heard thatit will still continue for 2 hrs-.-..omg..cant slp earli tonight alr..so tired sia..
this yr fireworks not as much as last yr..but its as nice as last yr(: in order to win..i put 3 box of firework tgt and light it up..omg..damn nice can..everyone was like..wow..den aft e fireworks show from 2/18..everyone clap and say its damn nice can..haha..they are having price giving now..but im here..cause dun feel so well and tired too..tmr celebration..fireworks again(:
k talk abt mornin till now..mornin i overslept lo!heng brenda called me..if not i duno i slp till how late sia..thks anw and sry for pangseh u sia..rushed to sch..reach at 8am and slack..talk to hairy auntie and she wants us do sth..i was like slpin over dere if not walk ard sch can..haha..aft tt concert..okok la..just that this yr de not interestin..LOL..aft sch went cwp with brenda weizhen and walk walk ard cause weizhen wanna see clothes..slack till 1 plus den i head to bl house aft tt kammy hse slack till 6pm..den family dinner..crap alot with bro they all..went home at 10pm..reach home den play firework and now wanna slp alr la..hahah..paiseh tired..tgt ciaos(:
HAPPY CNY!
i think my ang pao money not enuff to cover up e amt i spend on my fireworks lo..omg..xin tong..but nvm la..everyone enjoy tonight(:
mr chua is damn rich..he spend ard 10 thousand on oly one box of firework which has a shape on heart and smiley face can..we can clinch champ must thks to him too..i'll find someday upload e video of those fireworks..now they are still putting fireworks lo..heard thatit will still continue for 2 hrs-.-..omg..cant slp earli tonight alr..so tired sia..
this yr fireworks not as much as last yr..but its as nice as last yr(: in order to win..i put 3 box of firework tgt and light it up..omg..damn nice can..everyone was like..wow..den aft e fireworks show from 2/18..everyone clap and say its damn nice can..haha..they are having price giving now..but im here..cause dun feel so well and tired too..tmr celebration..fireworks again(:
k talk abt mornin till now..mornin i overslept lo!heng brenda called me..if not i duno i slp till how late sia..thks anw and sry for pangseh u sia..rushed to sch..reach at 8am and slack..talk to hairy auntie and she wants us do sth..i was like slpin over dere if not walk ard sch can..haha..aft tt concert..okok la..just that this yr de not interestin..LOL..aft sch went cwp with brenda weizhen and walk walk ard cause weizhen wanna see clothes..slack till 1 plus den i head to bl house aft tt kammy hse slack till 6pm..den family dinner..crap alot with bro they all..went home at 10pm..reach home den play firework and now wanna slp alr la..hahah..paiseh tired..tgt ciaos(:
HAPPY CNY!
i know that i care about you ... at 23:56
04 February 2008
gosh..was havin headache durg lesson today..buay tahan lo..-.-..today tym seems to pass quite fast..haha..
mornin was like dreaming in bus..lol..den suddenly recieve a last min call from brenda ask wanna meet not..so called anita nd say meet up at int..headed to sch tgt as usual..but reach sch and we felt was like kinda earli..so sat under e block dere nd chat..aft tt went back class..lesson per normal..nth unusual happen too..haha..ust that chinese teacher almost start to debate..LOL..bio was fine..den free lesson and end of sch..waited for hy nd yj outside their class..kinda long-.-..head to canteen makan makan..den slack..zhenzhen kept disturb me abt 2 mistake ive made..wth-.-..den that irritating brenda kept ask isit true not..o.O..head to cwp..wanted to go back home..but in da end blah blah..mate came down from boonlay to talk with me awhile den head back home..wow so wei da lea..haha..thks anw..aft that meet 2 crazy zha bor..v funny sia em..crap at mac and den headed back home..now home sweet home(:
but im havin headache man..arghh!
mornin was like dreaming in bus..lol..den suddenly recieve a last min call from brenda ask wanna meet not..so called anita nd say meet up at int..headed to sch tgt as usual..but reach sch and we felt was like kinda earli..so sat under e block dere nd chat..aft tt went back class..lesson per normal..nth unusual happen too..haha..ust that chinese teacher almost start to debate..LOL..bio was fine..den free lesson and end of sch..waited for hy nd yj outside their class..kinda long-.-..head to canteen makan makan..den slack..zhenzhen kept disturb me abt 2 mistake ive made..wth-.-..den that irritating brenda kept ask isit true not..o.O..head to cwp..wanted to go back home..but in da end blah blah..mate came down from boonlay to talk with me awhile den head back home..wow so wei da lea..haha..thks anw..aft that meet 2 crazy zha bor..v funny sia em..crap at mac and den headed back home..now home sweet home(:
but im havin headache man..arghh!
i know that i care about you ... at 20:25
03 February 2008
k im back cause i felt better?hopefully..
thks xiaohaizi again for spending tym to share with me her past story to cheer me up urh but still kinda xin suan when reading other ppl blog which type:"YAY WE WON!"or"WE H'VE ENTER INTO TOP 4!"..okay cut e crap..
k seriously..think abt e pass 3 yrs..i felt great having u all..gonna list out all their names..
sandy,
kim,
kuanyin,
yokeyu,
joyce,
siri,
xueli,mich,
jiaxin,
huiting,
amelia,
manling,
valerie,
baoling,
yijun,
sheryl,
houyee,
vivien,
anita,
glenys,
brenda,
weizhen,
sabrina,
debra,
elaine,
huijuan,
jiaqi,
simin,
and 2 other sec 1..i forgot their names alr..haha..
hopefully i din miss out anyone name?(:
lets start with e seniors,kim,joyce,yokeyu,kuanyin nd sandy..starting join e team..i rmb they ask me to start off with a layup to see my standard in basketball..they quite funny lurh..den aft e layup they say i pass e selection alr o.O..LOL
heard from e seniors that before i enter into e team..they quarrel before..but actually i can see that they care abt da team..even though the look like aiyurh sian sian all this..haha..they are a good senior to hang out with..always say some weird stories to me..LOL!think abt it..i din rly had a match tgt with em before sia..except for yoke yu and joyce la..
k den for jiaxin mich xueli siri and huiting..sec 1..my first match in c div..mich they all guide us along..teach us things that i din learn in pri sch..first match on da court in c div..i was so nervous when yang bin ask me to sub someone..den i rmb one senior console me ask me not to be nervous..forgot hu alr..LOL..even though we lost those match nd din enter into nz top four,we still happy cause we did learn sth from e game nd e team become more and more united..
den my batch me baoling sheryl man ling amelia yijun houyee..starting i dun even know any of em..except for baoling cause prisch match got v.s her sch nd i still rmb her face!haha..well..i rmb that yr being e captain for da team..i kept saying we can do it..but seriously when i said that..actually i not v sure can we do it not..LOL...uncle foo came in to teach us..train us like mad..we suffer tgt,cry tgt laugh tgt..lose and win tgt..nd i rmb got one tym valerie din come for trg for duno how many times den we went up her house and knock on her door like loan shark..haha....aft that coach notice houyee..she asked us to pull her in..den she startin say dun wan..aft that i trick her den she bobian come join our team..haha..starting she a goal keeper,now shes a RUNNNING CENTER!aint u glad i did trick u to join us..now u get to know that team chr is a lovely team right?LOL..and for yijun..i forgot how she enter our team alr...hahaha..but they improve fast..
den for me baoling sheryl manling and amelia..five of us join from sec 1..went for trg..learn alot..and become more united..even though now amelia cant fight hard with us..but i know shes supporting us every now and den..nd for baoling..even though she likes to act dao LOL..we did fought hard tgt for 3 yrs..including sheryl too..slowly,without noticin,we became buddys..all of us manage to bring e team up to top 16..this shows that a small team,with big hopes can succeed..
den to huijuan sabrina elaine debra glenys brenda vivian anita and weizhen..k i rmb huijuan incident..it was a accident..cant blame that coach..but we are simply careless din look aft them well..elaine sabrina debra and glenys..aft some incident we did hate em for awhile..seriously AWHILE!haha..but now think back..u all did try to train hard when u all startin join e team..brenda vivian and weizhen..welcome u all joinin our team this yr..hopefully u all could stay..but its u all de choice to choose stay or not to..e gate is always open for u all..anw welcome anita!
for e new comers this yr..continue to train hard and jiayou..we are putting our hopes on u all hopefully u all can get good results and excel in bball nd studies too(:
its great having u all around..seriously without u all..my life will be damn bored..
team chr rocks kay!
thks xiaohaizi again for spending tym to share with me her past story to cheer me up urh but still kinda xin suan when reading other ppl blog which type:"YAY WE WON!"or"WE H'VE ENTER INTO TOP 4!"..okay cut e crap..
k seriously..think abt e pass 3 yrs..i felt great having u all..gonna list out all their names..
sandy,
kim,
kuanyin,
yokeyu,
joyce,
siri,
xueli,mich,
jiaxin,
huiting,
amelia,
manling,
valerie,
baoling,
yijun,
sheryl,
houyee,
vivien,
anita,
glenys,
brenda,
weizhen,
sabrina,
debra,
elaine,
huijuan,
jiaqi,
simin,
and 2 other sec 1..i forgot their names alr..haha..
hopefully i din miss out anyone name?(:
lets start with e seniors,kim,joyce,yokeyu,kuanyin nd sandy..starting join e team..i rmb they ask me to start off with a layup to see my standard in basketball..they quite funny lurh..den aft e layup they say i pass e selection alr o.O..LOL
heard from e seniors that before i enter into e team..they quarrel before..but actually i can see that they care abt da team..even though the look like aiyurh sian sian all this..haha..they are a good senior to hang out with..always say some weird stories to me..LOL!think abt it..i din rly had a match tgt with em before sia..except for yoke yu and joyce la..
k den for jiaxin mich xueli siri and huiting..sec 1..my first match in c div..mich they all guide us along..teach us things that i din learn in pri sch..first match on da court in c div..i was so nervous when yang bin ask me to sub someone..den i rmb one senior console me ask me not to be nervous..forgot hu alr..LOL..even though we lost those match nd din enter into nz top four,we still happy cause we did learn sth from e game nd e team become more and more united..
den my batch me baoling sheryl man ling amelia yijun houyee..starting i dun even know any of em..except for baoling cause prisch match got v.s her sch nd i still rmb her face!haha..well..i rmb that yr being e captain for da team..i kept saying we can do it..but seriously when i said that..actually i not v sure can we do it not..LOL...uncle foo came in to teach us..train us like mad..we suffer tgt,cry tgt laugh tgt..lose and win tgt..nd i rmb got one tym valerie din come for trg for duno how many times den we went up her house and knock on her door like loan shark..haha....aft that coach notice houyee..she asked us to pull her in..den she startin say dun wan..aft that i trick her den she bobian come join our team..haha..starting she a goal keeper,now shes a RUNNNING CENTER!aint u glad i did trick u to join us..now u get to know that team chr is a lovely team right?LOL..and for yijun..i forgot how she enter our team alr...hahaha..but they improve fast..
den for me baoling sheryl manling and amelia..five of us join from sec 1..went for trg..learn alot..and become more united..even though now amelia cant fight hard with us..but i know shes supporting us every now and den..nd for baoling..even though she likes to act dao LOL..we did fought hard tgt for 3 yrs..including sheryl too..slowly,without noticin,we became buddys..all of us manage to bring e team up to top 16..this shows that a small team,with big hopes can succeed..
den to huijuan sabrina elaine debra glenys brenda vivian anita and weizhen..k i rmb huijuan incident..it was a accident..cant blame that coach..but we are simply careless din look aft them well..elaine sabrina debra and glenys..aft some incident we did hate em for awhile..seriously AWHILE!haha..but now think back..u all did try to train hard when u all startin join e team..brenda vivian and weizhen..welcome u all joinin our team this yr..hopefully u all could stay..but its u all de choice to choose stay or not to..e gate is always open for u all..anw welcome anita!
for e new comers this yr..continue to train hard and jiayou..we are putting our hopes on u all hopefully u all can get good results and excel in bball nd studies too(:
its great having u all around..seriously without u all..my life will be damn bored..
team chr rocks kay!
i know that i care about you ... at 22:11
02 February 2008
game over..aim ended..why?because i myself destroyed it with my own hands..and why i destroyed it?i rly duno..
felt so numb aft e game..even till now..i still cant forgive myself..force myself to go sch and face everyone..forcing myself to smile and joke,being fine aft e game..im totally depressed..
durg e game im so panic..afraid mistakes from me..e results of e game..den when e game starts..i felt even more panic..im afraid to start e ball..make any passes..i just duno..im so stress in da game..in da end i start to cry durg 2nd quarter..i cant control my mind..everything in mess..and i created e mess..im not fit to say that im tired in da game..im not fit to push all e responsibilities to others..and im not fit to say give up nor walk away durg e game..that tym i rly felt like telling coach that i cant make it for e game..i dun have confidence on myself..if a guard dun have confidence for the game..how will e team work well?how can they rely on those passes i gave em..i rly let e whole team down..including coach..those trgs..those oversea trips..and those tough trg with mates..all those hardwork they gave just wasted on my hand..i destroy it..been working with em for 3 yrs..some is 2 yrs..this is their last yr..i still cant get myself buck up and prepare well for every game..this shows that im really lousy..i cant even control my mind in da game,stopping myself from thinkin that much..why am i fit to be in they court playing with my mate?rubbish..all rubbish..seriously aft that game..i dun dare to face coach anymore..i dun even know could i still stand up and fight back in da court nex tym aft this big fall..totally moodless kept feel like crying..
anw thks xiaohaizi for trying to cheer me up..i know u did ur best..but this cant be cured by few words..because i made a huge mistake..
sorry team..
felt so numb aft e game..even till now..i still cant forgive myself..force myself to go sch and face everyone..forcing myself to smile and joke,being fine aft e game..im totally depressed..
durg e game im so panic..afraid mistakes from me..e results of e game..den when e game starts..i felt even more panic..im afraid to start e ball..make any passes..i just duno..im so stress in da game..in da end i start to cry durg 2nd quarter..i cant control my mind..everything in mess..and i created e mess..im not fit to say that im tired in da game..im not fit to push all e responsibilities to others..and im not fit to say give up nor walk away durg e game..that tym i rly felt like telling coach that i cant make it for e game..i dun have confidence on myself..if a guard dun have confidence for the game..how will e team work well?how can they rely on those passes i gave em..i rly let e whole team down..including coach..those trgs..those oversea trips..and those tough trg with mates..all those hardwork they gave just wasted on my hand..i destroy it..been working with em for 3 yrs..some is 2 yrs..this is their last yr..i still cant get myself buck up and prepare well for every game..this shows that im really lousy..i cant even control my mind in da game,stopping myself from thinkin that much..why am i fit to be in they court playing with my mate?rubbish..all rubbish..seriously aft that game..i dun dare to face coach anymore..i dun even know could i still stand up and fight back in da court nex tym aft this big fall..totally moodless kept feel like crying..
anw thks xiaohaizi for trying to cheer me up..i know u did ur best..but this cant be cured by few words..because i made a huge mistake..
sorry team..
i know that i care about you ... at 11:58
