30 March 2008
now when its my turn,whos gonna be there?
i suddenly felt terrible.this dreadful feeling made me feel like giving up on everything.things aint the same anymore.maybe someday,somehow im gonna lose control.this isnt me at all.im tired,seriously tired.thinking of what ive been doing for e past 15 years.i realise i had bottle up alot of things to myself.sometimes i want to say out but in the end i still failed to.i kept telling myself lots of time that i can manage to get over it,but when i recall back.it hurts more then what i actually expect.and whos gonna be there?i know its gonna be myself again
i suddenly felt like dying
i suddenly felt terrible.this dreadful feeling made me feel like giving up on everything.things aint the same anymore.maybe someday,somehow im gonna lose control.this isnt me at all.im tired,seriously tired.thinking of what ive been doing for e past 15 years.i realise i had bottle up alot of things to myself.sometimes i want to say out but in the end i still failed to.i kept telling myself lots of time that i can manage to get over it,but when i recall back.it hurts more then what i actually expect.and whos gonna be there?i know its gonna be myself again
i suddenly felt like dying
i know that i care about you ... at 14:52
28 March 2008
its just beside me
deres good and bad news..good news is that im able to rest for 2 more days and bad news is that i cant go for k.k trainin and next week im gonna mug!..siansian
ytd aft sch went to watch shutter with amanda and houyee..k..e show was not really v scary and amanda shout till like kind of funny..haha..aft movie met xueli and mich and went to trg..trg was fun ytd..and we got a new teammate zoey..shes quite funny also..haha..trained with boys and played 5 on 5..woah..seems like we went to entertain e guys oly..lol..they are way too strong..headed back bro hse and went to void deck meet jiaying..chat till 2 plus nd went to my dreamland..
today went to sch quite energetic..was quite a suay day for my class cause earli in the mornin was being scolded about e class key and stuffs in class..den chapel was e last class to dismiss-.-
stayed in sch for awhile with brenda and anita and went for a movie,horton..anita had to leave and brenda and i watched tgt..e movie was quite cute lurh..saw e monkey and tot of someone..lol..kind of funny..went to admiralty and headed back home for a early rest..
well..houyee peiling and brenda are pervert man..took my baby pic nd say wanna post on blog..i know im cute when im young..but will malu one leh..LOL-.-
deres good and bad news..good news is that im able to rest for 2 more days and bad news is that i cant go for k.k trainin and next week im gonna mug!..siansian
ytd aft sch went to watch shutter with amanda and houyee..k..e show was not really v scary and amanda shout till like kind of funny..haha..aft movie met xueli and mich and went to trg..trg was fun ytd..and we got a new teammate zoey..shes quite funny also..haha..trained with boys and played 5 on 5..woah..seems like we went to entertain e guys oly..lol..they are way too strong..headed back bro hse and went to void deck meet jiaying..chat till 2 plus nd went to my dreamland..
today went to sch quite energetic..was quite a suay day for my class cause earli in the mornin was being scolded about e class key and stuffs in class..den chapel was e last class to dismiss-.-
stayed in sch for awhile with brenda and anita and went for a movie,horton..anita had to leave and brenda and i watched tgt..e movie was quite cute lurh..saw e monkey and tot of someone..lol..kind of funny..went to admiralty and headed back home for a early rest..
well..houyee peiling and brenda are pervert man..took my baby pic nd say wanna post on blog..i know im cute when im young..but will malu one leh..LOL-.-
i know that i care about you ... at 19:04
26 March 2008
i prefer the real you
k i said this week was gg to be e last week for me to slack..and its really a slacking week!teachers absent,no lesson..and some periods dun look like lessons at all..kind of waste for time..nvm..ytd slack at admiralty area with wz and brenda..okay know some stuffs which shocked me even though i dun look as if im shock..haha..mood suddenly off..but soon aft tt it turn on again..i dunch know wth e prob with me..over hyper in the day i guess?lol
nd deres k.k trg tmr..i suddenly got e lazy feelin of not gg..hah..but in the end i think i'll still go bah..*exhausted*..hopefully i wont feel v sleepy on friday..
shall end here,ciaos~
labels:finally u stop pestering me man..gosh~
k i said this week was gg to be e last week for me to slack..and its really a slacking week!teachers absent,no lesson..and some periods dun look like lessons at all..kind of waste for time..nvm..ytd slack at admiralty area with wz and brenda..okay know some stuffs which shocked me even though i dun look as if im shock..haha..mood suddenly off..but soon aft tt it turn on again..i dunch know wth e prob with me..over hyper in the day i guess?lol
nd deres k.k trg tmr..i suddenly got e lazy feelin of not gg..hah..but in the end i think i'll still go bah..*exhausted*..hopefully i wont feel v sleepy on friday..
shall end here,ciaos~
labels:finally u stop pestering me man..gosh~
i know that i care about you ... at 19:38
23 March 2008
sorry my fren..being a good fren is also another solution to this(:
k i had end everything..yup seriously everything now..kinda vexed ytd night..but now im feeling much better..ytd night on da fone with a fren who kept laughin thruout e whole conversation..haha..u know who u are,i dun wanna mention names..but thanks..ur stupid laughter made me feel much better..but ur laughter is still stupid..lol..u made me say sth which i normally wont say to others..mayb its a good thing..hopefully i culd trust you(:
mayb i shall give u a cat for the present yea?good idea man..hahs..but seriously thks.u are a good fren(:
k i plan to settle e chalet stuffs by this week..cause aft this week..im gonna mug hard nd TRY to be a bookworm..haha..i think i shall attend less of the sch trgs and go home earli..nd this will comin week will be e last week for me to slack..LOL..had been staying home for this past few days..okay except for this mornin i went out with frens awhile.opps..
hopefully when sch reopens that someone wont be getting on my nerves..i had enough man..say wad you want cause i don even care anymore..
thats all~
labels:you caught me
k i had end everything..yup seriously everything now..kinda vexed ytd night..but now im feeling much better..ytd night on da fone with a fren who kept laughin thruout e whole conversation..haha..u know who u are,i dun wanna mention names..but thanks..ur stupid laughter made me feel much better..but ur laughter is still stupid..lol..u made me say sth which i normally wont say to others..mayb its a good thing..hopefully i culd trust you(:
mayb i shall give u a cat for the present yea?good idea man..hahs..but seriously thks.u are a good fren(:
k i plan to settle e chalet stuffs by this week..cause aft this week..im gonna mug hard nd TRY to be a bookworm..haha..i think i shall attend less of the sch trgs and go home earli..nd this will comin week will be e last week for me to slack..LOL..had been staying home for this past few days..okay except for this mornin i went out with frens awhile.opps..
hopefully when sch reopens that someone wont be getting on my nerves..i had enough man..say wad you want cause i don even care anymore..
thats all~
labels:you caught me
i know that i care about you ... at 18:28
21 March 2008
back to update..
nowdays was fun..cause of those jokers who made me laugh
sports day was like nth to me eh..sian sian..den ytd was a busy schedule for me..no time for a nap-.-..mornin went to sch for parent meetin..nd i realise i gotta chiong damn hard for mids..aft tt went for bball trg..den go admiralty makan with anita ,brenda and her mum..den rushed to my bro hse to bath and meet 3 on 3 de ppl..headed to wgs.seriously gg there is just a waste of time..diu-.-..my team got first in position and e price was just a stupid water bottle..so in da end i gave e water bottle to siying..lol..headed to cwp makan and den down to sbc for trg..train till 10pm..
i realise ahbao coach teaching methods mostly on running eh..but our standard will cnfirm improve(:
nd ya..amanda accidently slap me 3 times durg e trg..nd kept correctin my words..irritation as ever..haha..
aft trg wenta see em makan..and there was this boy..pri 3 lidat ba?he very noisy la..nd he challenged mich on lame jokes..in da end he lose and walked away..we felt kind of relieve went he walk away..hu knows..he came back again and sit on e table beside us..wth-.-..den hy they all makan finish liao faster leave..suddenly the boy chase aft us..i tot wad..jitao never scare dao..haha..but still kinda fun durg ytd night..reach home kind of late lurhs..
shall update when im free agn(:
nowdays was fun..cause of those jokers who made me laugh
sports day was like nth to me eh..sian sian..den ytd was a busy schedule for me..no time for a nap-.-..mornin went to sch for parent meetin..nd i realise i gotta chiong damn hard for mids..aft tt went for bball trg..den go admiralty makan with anita ,brenda and her mum..den rushed to my bro hse to bath and meet 3 on 3 de ppl..headed to wgs.seriously gg there is just a waste of time..diu-.-..my team got first in position and e price was just a stupid water bottle..so in da end i gave e water bottle to siying..lol..headed to cwp makan and den down to sbc for trg..train till 10pm..
i realise ahbao coach teaching methods mostly on running eh..but our standard will cnfirm improve(:
nd ya..amanda accidently slap me 3 times durg e trg..nd kept correctin my words..irritation as ever..haha..
aft trg wenta see em makan..and there was this boy..pri 3 lidat ba?he very noisy la..nd he challenged mich on lame jokes..in da end he lose and walked away..we felt kind of relieve went he walk away..hu knows..he came back again and sit on e table beside us..wth-.-..den hy they all makan finish liao faster leave..suddenly the boy chase aft us..i tot wad..jitao never scare dao..haha..but still kinda fun durg ytd night..reach home kind of late lurhs..
shall update when im free agn(:
i know that i care about you ... at 10:35
16 March 2008
back to update cause i have no idea how to waste my 3 hrs now-.-..
okay im using the stupid com when e mouse was like spoiled-.-..so i've been pressin alot of "TABS" to get to blogger..like so stupid la..haha..gonna get a new mouse soon..
alright..i din went to indonesia pratically due to e boat case-.-..cause ferry will be v shaky esp durg rainy days..i don like the feeling lurh..so to waste my 3 days,i spent those tym on sleeping,watching tv..help dad to work and of cause hanging out with frens..nd now i shld be having my nap but ytd i sleep alot so yup..dun feel sleepy at all-.-..and also due to someone made me laugh alot over the fone..haha..
oh ya..and theres 3 on 3 durg this coming this thurs at woodgrove..seriously i dont feel like playing match for the moment..cause my balling mood is OFF now..nd i dono how to ON it and get back my passion..sometimes it made me feel fed up about it too..i seriously haven got over it abt the last game we had..i think so do few of u all..im trying to stand up again[i hope?]..but i dono how to..its quite a big fall for me..im not sure i culd continue or just let it go..
anw i'd reborn-ed my fringe..kinda weird..haha..but..iya..heck lurh..lol
ciaos peeps
okay im using the stupid com when e mouse was like spoiled-.-..so i've been pressin alot of "TABS" to get to blogger..like so stupid la..haha..gonna get a new mouse soon..
alright..i din went to indonesia pratically due to e boat case-.-..cause ferry will be v shaky esp durg rainy days..i don like the feeling lurh..so to waste my 3 days,i spent those tym on sleeping,watching tv..help dad to work and of cause hanging out with frens..nd now i shld be having my nap but ytd i sleep alot so yup..dun feel sleepy at all-.-..and also due to someone made me laugh alot over the fone..haha..
oh ya..and theres 3 on 3 durg this coming this thurs at woodgrove..seriously i dont feel like playing match for the moment..cause my balling mood is OFF now..nd i dono how to ON it and get back my passion..sometimes it made me feel fed up about it too..i seriously haven got over it abt the last game we had..i think so do few of u all..im trying to stand up again[i hope?]..but i dono how to..its quite a big fall for me..im not sure i culd continue or just let it go..
anw i'd reborn-ed my fringe..kinda weird..haha..but..iya..heck lurh..lol
ciaos peeps
i know that i care about you ... at 13:34
13 March 2008
here again..felt bored lately..but i knew my boredom wont last long cause hanging out with frens ltr on at night
went for trainin today..but before that recieve a surprise call..nd i wasent prepared to ans that call cause my voice was so "special"..so i hung up and call back aft i tune my "special" voice properly..like duh..
kena prank by that fierce girl la..like wth..was so shock when i heard tt but in da end realise kena prank jitao not sian diao-.-..heng i din kena 2nd prank by her durg e afternoon..haha..
aft trg wenta watch boys match..and e referee for e game were xueli and mich..kinda shock to see them..and den coach give me a task to do..which is press e score for e score board..i duno what to press la..wth..but in da end realise its not difficult to press at all..lmao..aft watching e match headed down to bugis den home(:
shld i go indonesia tmr?if im gg i'll be back on sunday but i scare i will nt wanna come back..kinda vexed abt this..craps
labels:just when i was about to leave,you pulled me back again
went for trainin today..but before that recieve a surprise call..nd i wasent prepared to ans that call cause my voice was so "special"..so i hung up and call back aft i tune my "special" voice properly..like duh..
kena prank by that fierce girl la..like wth..was so shock when i heard tt but in da end realise kena prank jitao not sian diao-.-..heng i din kena 2nd prank by her durg e afternoon..haha..
aft trg wenta watch boys match..and e referee for e game were xueli and mich..kinda shock to see them..and den coach give me a task to do..which is press e score for e score board..i duno what to press la..wth..but in da end realise its not difficult to press at all..lmao..aft watching e match headed down to bugis den home(:
shld i go indonesia tmr?if im gg i'll be back on sunday but i scare i will nt wanna come back..kinda vexed abt this..craps
labels:just when i was about to leave,you pulled me back again
i know that i care about you ... at 18:46
12 March 2008
sometimes being kind dosent mean anything
i fell ill again..having e stupid fever..till now haven subside yet..hopefully it wont last for a week like e previous time-.-..stay-ed at home for e whole day..so i use this time to clear those homeworks..like so rare-.-..tot of wad i had been doing for e past few weeks..it made me realise that i must buck up alot for my studies..real alot!i manage to take my first step and now im gonna finish the journey smoothly..and mids exam is on 21 april so when sch reopens,its work time!
i had also tot of someone saying something that is so not unpleasant to us..i don know what the hell you thinking about and i dont wanna know too..just hope you go get a life and stop it..you dosent seem to know the truth and you act as if u know alot..craps is wad u really know..being kind to you also means that childish acts shall be ignored..
anw,had changed my blogskin cause my mood changed..hahs
很多人都是应为坚持最后五分钟而获得成功，
而永远的失败者是一经打击就会永远灰心丧志的人
i fell ill again..having e stupid fever..till now haven subside yet..hopefully it wont last for a week like e previous time-.-..stay-ed at home for e whole day..so i use this time to clear those homeworks..like so rare-.-..tot of wad i had been doing for e past few weeks..it made me realise that i must buck up alot for my studies..real alot!i manage to take my first step and now im gonna finish the journey smoothly..and mids exam is on 21 april so when sch reopens,its work time!
i had also tot of someone saying something that is so not unpleasant to us..i don know what the hell you thinking about and i dont wanna know too..just hope you go get a life and stop it..you dosent seem to know the truth and you act as if u know alot..craps is wad u really know..being kind to you also means that childish acts shall be ignored..
anw,had changed my blogskin cause my mood changed..hahs
很多人都是应为坚持最后五分钟而获得成功，
而永远的失败者是一经打击就会永远灰心丧志的人
i know that i care about you ... at 22:04
11 March 2008
had a great night ytd with geron they all..doing those stuffs were kind of crazy..but its fun thou
anw..ytd houyee bday!happy belated bday urh..den today is kerry,coach sipei and issac's bday!
happy bday urh(:
mayb all u all de wish come true!
k ytd was my suayest day ever..mornin reach checkpt ard 8 plus..no bus ard cause traffic jam..so walked to siling sec dere and wait..den no bus nor cab also..den from dere walk to marsiling mrt-.-..reach sch at 10.30am den drizzilin..wtf..jitao not suay..trg 8.30 i reach at 10.30..sian sia..balled for awhile den went bro hse have a nap and out to celebrate houyee bday..watched stepup2 and we saw eden in da movie!lmao..movie was nice urh..aft tt went jkay hse awhile and off i go..wenta meet geron they all den walk ard bugis nd orchard..reach bro hse at 5am lidat..rest awhile and prepare for trg..aft tt went mate hse to slp..ltr gg out again..realise nowdays i seem to be more active at night..hahs..shall end here
labels: imu
anw..ytd houyee bday!happy belated bday urh..den today is kerry,coach sipei and issac's bday!
happy bday urh(:
mayb all u all de wish come true!
k ytd was my suayest day ever..mornin reach checkpt ard 8 plus..no bus ard cause traffic jam..so walked to siling sec dere and wait..den no bus nor cab also..den from dere walk to marsiling mrt-.-..reach sch at 10.30am den drizzilin..wtf..jitao not suay..trg 8.30 i reach at 10.30..sian sia..balled for awhile den went bro hse have a nap and out to celebrate houyee bday..watched stepup2 and we saw eden in da movie!lmao..movie was nice urh..aft tt went jkay hse awhile and off i go..wenta meet geron they all den walk ard bugis nd orchard..reach bro hse at 5am lidat..rest awhile and prepare for trg..aft tt went mate hse to slp..ltr gg out again..realise nowdays i seem to be more active at night..hahs..shall end here
labels: imu
i know that i care about you ... at 19:50
08 March 2008
so now the holiday begains..nd i seriously hate it..cause i hate to stay at home or wadever stuffs..so for e tym being i still nt planing to go home..im kinda envy some ppl family nowdays..unlike my parents kept askin abt sch work nd so strict..
nowdays had been so fun in sch..cause got ppl to disturb nd of cuz..i'll kena disturb back too lah..haha..esp when fierce girl wanna see e letter even wen she said "FORGET IT" 3 tyms,she will still come back and get-.-..because of e letter..i can pull her to toilet from my class and den pull her back to my class..but in da end she still cant manage to get e letter from my hand..dumbdumb right..LOL
i think when sch reopens she wil still wanna snatch e letter..hahaha..
shall talk abt ytd..in sch nth much except for e chapel part..they suddenly wan me sing cause wanna hear my girly voice..lol..
aft sch went cwp and den slack slack..walk ard cold storage with fierce girl..wah piang she rly can eat mans-.-..aft tt headed back t bro hse tgt..craps nd talk abt e cheena trip..still miss tt tym sia..aft tt went bro hse do sth nd den back to msia
wenta watch match kuokuang lost e match by one pt..kinda pity cause they rly culd win lo..addi 5 mins summore sia..too bad..aft tt went for tea den they felt better alr..met xhz nd went to danga bay with others..they went for supper nd both of us start to play with e fireworks stick..wanted to put our date but....nt enough..lol
our love!tyg&xhz:D
we slack till 3 am lidat den geron drive nd fetch xhz back to sing..of cuz i tag along..den reach xhz hse alr 4 plus gg 5 liao..nd den went to mate hse slp..nd woke up at 10 i think?tonight gg out with the rock to have fun..gonna go high-ing agn..hahs..
tts all peeps..
labels:i love you nd ur are being missed(:
nowdays had been so fun in sch..cause got ppl to disturb nd of cuz..i'll kena disturb back too lah..haha..esp when fierce girl wanna see e letter even wen she said "FORGET IT" 3 tyms,she will still come back and get-.-..because of e letter..i can pull her to toilet from my class and den pull her back to my class..but in da end she still cant manage to get e letter from my hand..dumbdumb right..LOL
i think when sch reopens she wil still wanna snatch e letter..hahaha..
shall talk abt ytd..in sch nth much except for e chapel part..they suddenly wan me sing cause wanna hear my girly voice..lol..
aft sch went cwp and den slack slack..walk ard cold storage with fierce girl..wah piang she rly can eat mans-.-..aft tt headed back t bro hse tgt..craps nd talk abt e cheena trip..still miss tt tym sia..aft tt went bro hse do sth nd den back to msia
wenta watch match kuokuang lost e match by one pt..kinda pity cause they rly culd win lo..addi 5 mins summore sia..too bad..aft tt went for tea den they felt better alr..met xhz nd went to danga bay with others..they went for supper nd both of us start to play with e fireworks stick..wanted to put our date but....nt enough..lol
our love!tyg&xhz:D
we slack till 3 am lidat den geron drive nd fetch xhz back to sing..of cuz i tag along..den reach xhz hse alr 4 plus gg 5 liao..nd den went to mate hse slp..nd woke up at 10 i think?tonight gg out with the rock to have fun..gonna go high-ing agn..hahs..
tts all peeps..
labels:i love you nd ur are being missed(:
i know that i care about you ... at 20:46
05 March 2008
back to blog..well im gonna stay at mate house for hmmmmmm..duno how many days..hahaha..seems that mates mum welcome me alot by cookin alot of things for me to makan makan urh..hahs..
lotsa things happen ytd..mornin went to find someone wit brenda den aft that went home den got prob with em nd i ran out..so im not gg to go back for e tym being..
today came to sch with a swollen eye..-.-''..so weird lo..den aft sch wanted to go back home..but in da end waiting for brather to end his lesson..stayed at sch with kk and brenda cause they got netball..den e brenda kept "WANG PAI!WANGPAI!" den i was like e "W" thingy so we 2 were "W" here "W" dere..so stupid la..hahaha
p.s:oly two of us know e stupid thing-.-
den aft tt watch em rock climbin..kinda funny..and den headed to CS meet brather for movie..e show was nice..
aft movie went for dinner tgt den wenta mate home..(:
gonna end here i guess..
gnights peeps(:
p.s:fierce girl likes to deny shes not fierce..omg hard to believe sia..lol
lotsa things happen ytd..mornin went to find someone wit brenda den aft that went home den got prob with em nd i ran out..so im not gg to go back for e tym being..
today came to sch with a swollen eye..-.-''..so weird lo..den aft sch wanted to go back home..but in da end waiting for brather to end his lesson..stayed at sch with kk and brenda cause they got netball..den e brenda kept "WANG PAI!WANGPAI!" den i was like e "W" thingy so we 2 were "W" here "W" dere..so stupid la..hahaha
p.s:oly two of us know e stupid thing-.-
den aft tt watch em rock climbin..kinda funny..and den headed to CS meet brather for movie..e show was nice..
aft movie went for dinner tgt den wenta mate home..(:
gonna end here i guess..
gnights peeps(:
p.s:fierce girl likes to deny shes not fierce..omg hard to believe sia..lol
i know that i care about you ... at 20:17
