30 March 2008
now when its my turn,whos gonna be there?
i suddenly felt terrible.this dreadful feeling made me feel like giving up on everything.things aint the same anymore.maybe someday,somehow im gonna lose control.this isnt me at all.im tired,seriously tired.thinking of what ive been doing for e past 15 years.i realise i had bottle up alot of things to myself.sometimes i want to say out but in the end i still failed to.i kept telling myself lots of time that i can manage to get over it,but when i recall back.it hurts more then what i actually expect.and whos gonna be there?i know its gonna be myself again
i suddenly felt like dying
i suddenly felt terrible.this dreadful feeling made me feel like giving up on everything.things aint the same anymore.maybe someday,somehow im gonna lose control.this isnt me at all.im tired,seriously tired.thinking of what ive been doing for e past 15 years.i realise i had bottle up alot of things to myself.sometimes i want to say out but in the end i still failed to.i kept telling myself lots of time that i can manage to get over it,but when i recall back.it hurts more then what i actually expect.and whos gonna be there?i know its gonna be myself again
i suddenly felt like dying
i know that i care about you ... at 14:52
