27 August 2008
okay sth stupid happened durg ss lesson on tues.
ms leong jianing said:"aiya ss no need study i will also pass de lah"
so i try to imitate her by saying:"aiya i go 3rd position in class so fail also nvm one lah"
haha the class started to laugh abt what we said-.-
this shows that ms irritating leong jia ning show bad example to ng xin fang.tsktsk.
anw trg today was cancelled-.- crap in sch with yijun they all and then headed to cwp to walk-.-
so boring luh.headed back home str8 aft that and rest(:
anw not gg sch tmr and friday! gg to work at suntec for comex show.confirm v v v tired one luh:(
ppl pls support me by buying rechargeable battery from me okay?:D
level four panasonic booth 12pm to 9pm.
thks thks(:
everything must be cherished before you lose it
ms leong jianing said:"aiya ss no need study i will also pass de lah"
so i try to imitate her by saying:"aiya i go 3rd position in class so fail also nvm one lah"
haha the class started to laugh abt what we said-.-
this shows that ms irritating leong jia ning show bad example to ng xin fang.tsktsk.
anw trg today was cancelled-.- crap in sch with yijun they all and then headed to cwp to walk-.-
so boring luh.headed back home str8 aft that and rest(:
anw not gg sch tmr and friday! gg to work at suntec for comex show.confirm v v v tired one luh:(
ppl pls support me by buying rechargeable battery from me okay?:D
level four panasonic booth 12pm to 9pm.
thks thks(:
everything must be cherished before you lose it
i know that i care about you ... at 21:14
25 August 2008
theres too many things hiding behind this anger
im tired.not just physically but also mentally.im trying still trying.but seems to like it made me lost the interest to do other things.the same old thing is always there.im tired of it already.its been few years till now.cant u all just give me a break?
anw i pass all my subs except for my maths.but i dont give it a damn a all now i guess.cause nothings seems to be working well.i feel like running away because no one understands.
im trying to ignore about it you know?
but it seems difficult.
im tired.not just physically but also mentally.im trying still trying.but seems to like it made me lost the interest to do other things.the same old thing is always there.im tired of it already.its been few years till now.cant u all just give me a break?
anw i pass all my subs except for my maths.but i dont give it a damn a all now i guess.cause nothings seems to be working well.i feel like running away because no one understands.
im trying to ignore about it you know?
but it seems difficult.
i know that i care about you ... at 20:57
24 August 2008
heart to heart talk
im back to work alr like finally after 3 weeks-.-
back to mellinia walk.same luh not a single fly or ant. but get to know one guy name ken from rp..he v funny luh.teach me alot crap about basketball stuffs and tell me stupid stuffs in rp.
today is the last day..hopefully time goes fast fast so that i wont feel bored! :D
hmm monday theres training..sian luh..confirm kena bomb one..plus need to do pumping like hell cause i flunk my stupid maths.this made me feel like not going to sch luhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh~
anw i want to complain!!!
seet huiqin and tee ailing bully me at night when the are at my house luh-.-
super pervert leh them.haha.and the taught my irritating cousin chinese.so funny
hmm..feel free to come next time okay.cause my whole family alr know thick skin boxim daddy liao..lol.so no need feel paiseh=P
i dont like ytd.because im not feeling happy at all.i just dont like that feeling
at the same moment,i also feeling insecure
im back to work alr like finally after 3 weeks-.-
back to mellinia walk.same luh not a single fly or ant. but get to know one guy name ken from rp..he v funny luh.teach me alot crap about basketball stuffs and tell me stupid stuffs in rp.
today is the last day..hopefully time goes fast fast so that i wont feel bored! :D
hmm monday theres training..sian luh..confirm kena bomb one..plus need to do pumping like hell cause i flunk my stupid maths.this made me feel like not going to sch luhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh~
anw i want to complain!!!
seet huiqin and tee ailing bully me at night when the are at my house luh-.-
super pervert leh them.haha.and the taught my irritating cousin chinese.so funny
hmm..feel free to come next time okay.cause my whole family alr know thick skin boxim daddy liao..lol.so no need feel paiseh=P
i dont like ytd.because im not feeling happy at all.i just dont like that feeling
at the same moment,i also feeling insecure
i know that i care about you ... at 09:43
22 August 2008
im sorry but i hope you'll understand
things had been going well lately and im happy with it.i pass my bio paper and i know i can still do better so i'll strive even more harder durg eoy[which means i have to spent more time studying instead of slping.hah]
i had pe lesson yesterday and we played volleyball and badminton.i play untill i got muscle strain on my hand.oh ya i skipped sch today.because im really v tired and theres like no lesson and homework?so boring-.- plus i had to like make my pathetic passport.
boxim daddy and her ai ai coming over to my house later.im so worried because i know they will bully me at night.oh my if only zhengfang is around to save me..LOL
hmm i realised i start to miss my dear sister..she like mia from this world like that i shall find one day go her hostel and give her a surprise man.haha.okay im so random.
after reading those stuffs you wrote.i just feel like saying sorry.i know if u show me before all this happened.i will be super happy.but then now,its too late.im happy to know you,happy to joke and crap with you everytime.u may hurt me last time but its all past and i dont mind.just dont blame yourself and feel bad or whatever alright?im always there for you as a goodfriend i promise.if sth has to be change,that will be in the future,and let god decide it.im happy to know you and i want you to stay happy.my service is still on and its for everyone.just feel free to find me when u are down,i'll be there to make you laugh alright.feel like letting go sth i'll be there okay(: thanks for everything and im sorry
i have a new mission.which is to cherish my dear santa(:
things had been going well lately and im happy with it.i pass my bio paper and i know i can still do better so i'll strive even more harder durg eoy[which means i have to spent more time studying instead of slping.hah]
i had pe lesson yesterday and we played volleyball and badminton.i play untill i got muscle strain on my hand.oh ya i skipped sch today.because im really v tired and theres like no lesson and homework?so boring-.- plus i had to like make my pathetic passport.
boxim daddy and her ai ai coming over to my house later.im so worried because i know they will bully me at night.oh my if only zhengfang is around to save me..LOL
hmm i realised i start to miss my dear sister..she like mia from this world like that i shall find one day go her hostel and give her a surprise man.haha.okay im so random.
after reading those stuffs you wrote.i just feel like saying sorry.i know if u show me before all this happened.i will be super happy.but then now,its too late.im happy to know you,happy to joke and crap with you everytime.u may hurt me last time but its all past and i dont mind.just dont blame yourself and feel bad or whatever alright?im always there for you as a goodfriend i promise.if sth has to be change,that will be in the future,and let god decide it.im happy to know you and i want you to stay happy.my service is still on and its for everyone.just feel free to find me when u are down,i'll be there to make you laugh alright.feel like letting go sth i'll be there okay(: thanks for everything and im sorry
i have a new mission.which is to cherish my dear santa(:
i know that i care about you ... at 10:15
20 August 2008
i love santa(: but deer is more lovely leh.haha
i was feeling damn sad in class tday for ard 10mins because of my stupid maths results.the two vvvv stupid careless mistakes made me flunk my pathetic mathematics.omg if coach knows abt it.i think i can do pumpin untill my hand break-.-
oh ya and talking abt pumping,i actually forgot that today got training.i think im gonna die on friday if i go training.confirm kena bomb by teacher and coach.
this few days in sch like very slack.its either teacher never come,no teacher or the teacher teaching us cannot control the class.i can sleep anytime any moment durg the lesson lah.tsktsk.lousy teachers.esp the mrs teo.so irritating-.-'
today went to bukit timah and someone dont want let me see her phone image loh.dono got what secret.hmmm next time you better keep your phone properly if not i snatch away from you uh(:
oh ya i was talking on the phone with TEE AILING THE BOXIM DADDY and she made one v stupid mistake!
she wanted to say:'she stay near bukit timah hill ah?'
but then she say:"she STAY AT BUKIT TIMAH HILL AH?"
i was laughing and laughin at her lah.opps.ps ah boxim daddy.who ask you bully me..haha
okay lah i shall stop here.if not boxim daddy gonna kill me on friday.LOL
deer miss its owner :(
i was feeling damn sad in class tday for ard 10mins because of my stupid maths results.the two vvvv stupid careless mistakes made me flunk my pathetic mathematics.omg if coach knows abt it.i think i can do pumpin untill my hand break-.-
oh ya and talking abt pumping,i actually forgot that today got training.i think im gonna die on friday if i go training.confirm kena bomb by teacher and coach.
this few days in sch like very slack.its either teacher never come,no teacher or the teacher teaching us cannot control the class.i can sleep anytime any moment durg the lesson lah.tsktsk.lousy teachers.esp the mrs teo.so irritating-.-'
today went to bukit timah and someone dont want let me see her phone image loh.dono got what secret.hmmm next time you better keep your phone properly if not i snatch away from you uh(:
oh ya i was talking on the phone with TEE AILING THE BOXIM DADDY and she made one v stupid mistake!
she wanted to say:'she stay near bukit timah hill ah?'
but then she say:"she STAY AT BUKIT TIMAH HILL AH?"
i was laughing and laughin at her lah.opps.ps ah boxim daddy.who ask you bully me..haha
okay lah i shall stop here.if not boxim daddy gonna kill me on friday.LOL
deer miss its owner :(
i know that i care about you ... at 20:23
18 August 2008
im tired tired tired~
well sch today was like fine.and i went to sch but i din get any impt papers back.so irritating
and ms ateka seems to pon sch more then normal student does.tsktsk.teachers now days~
anw had interhse aft sch.had alot of fun with em.and then coach kajiao-ed me agn.wth.
but ya overall really had alot of fun with them.and ppl keep say i bully others.whr got lah?oly few balls mah.haha
but this inter hse not about win or lose but to enjoy and make new friends mah.haha
i think i shall end here.im gg to slp soon.ciaos
my pathetic little finger :(
well sch today was like fine.and i went to sch but i din get any impt papers back.so irritating
and ms ateka seems to pon sch more then normal student does.tsktsk.teachers now days~
anw had interhse aft sch.had alot of fun with em.and then coach kajiao-ed me agn.wth.
but ya overall really had alot of fun with them.and ppl keep say i bully others.whr got lah?oly few balls mah.haha
but this inter hse not about win or lose but to enjoy and make new friends mah.haha
i think i shall end here.im gg to slp soon.ciaos
my pathetic little finger :(
i know that i care about you ... at 20:37
16 August 2008
left is past,right is future
im not here to complain anything or say im tired.cause i dont have rights to do so.isnt it?
i mess it up agn. but this time its two. and i realise its because of basketball which start the whole story.
i guess i should'nt say anything before everthing started.i mean not hiding stuffs but just keep quite about how i feel. so that things would not go like that but smoothly.
but come to think of that,in everyones life,why no one die after having any problems or worries in their entire life?
i dont want to stress anyone or hurt anyone.i rather im the one being hurt.i dont know what will happen in the future but i only hope that you will be happy.im really sorry for all this but i really feel that im a burden to you.giving u so much stress when u are having so many problems.i feel that im sucha useless one u know?
i only can tell u im sorry and i let you down.but whtever u do.i'll support u okay.i just want you to be happy
do u know because of this,how much i hated myself?
i think i deserve to be punished
im not here to complain anything or say im tired.cause i dont have rights to do so.isnt it?
i mess it up agn. but this time its two. and i realise its because of basketball which start the whole story.
i guess i should'nt say anything before everthing started.i mean not hiding stuffs but just keep quite about how i feel. so that things would not go like that but smoothly.
but come to think of that,in everyones life,why no one die after having any problems or worries in their entire life?
i dont want to stress anyone or hurt anyone.i rather im the one being hurt.i dont know what will happen in the future but i only hope that you will be happy.im really sorry for all this but i really feel that im a burden to you.giving u so much stress when u are having so many problems.i feel that im sucha useless one u know?
i only can tell u im sorry and i let you down.but whtever u do.i'll support u okay.i just want you to be happy
do u know because of this,how much i hated myself?
i think i deserve to be punished
i know that i care about you ... at 22:41
15 August 2008
i only have one week to slack-.-
finally paper over.ytd i study bio till want to cry lah.stupid plants.tsktsk
but ya im giving myself some break for a moment.too many things to know and too many things to see.i dont know what i should do also.just sit down and watch and then heck forever?
hmm thats so not me.haha
so pissed tday.no one told me anything about the interhouse and no one told me about training.its all last min.so i decided not to go training today and for the interhouse.just pull ppl and play for awhile.
after sch,headed to lunch and back to bro house.and then back home.
so sry that tday i did not go down and find you.i feel quite tired also.i hope u are not angry with me.
and ya.to this particular person.just a advice.i really hope u wont fall into the same hole again.and i seriously don wish to see that.but just as what i've said.final deicision is always with you
so many things,but im lost of words
finally paper over.ytd i study bio till want to cry lah.stupid plants.tsktsk
but ya im giving myself some break for a moment.too many things to know and too many things to see.i dont know what i should do also.just sit down and watch and then heck forever?
hmm thats so not me.haha
so pissed tday.no one told me anything about the interhouse and no one told me about training.its all last min.so i decided not to go training today and for the interhouse.just pull ppl and play for awhile.
after sch,headed to lunch and back to bro house.and then back home.
so sry that tday i did not go down and find you.i feel quite tired also.i hope u are not angry with me.
and ya.to this particular person.just a advice.i really hope u wont fall into the same hole again.and i seriously don wish to see that.but just as what i've said.final deicision is always with you
so many things,but im lost of words
i know that i care about you ... at 15:55
13 August 2008
i find no reason
yo im back!
my internet down agn.so now at bro hse.
its exam period......
im not stress at all.but sian!-.-
after this week.trg resume agn.and then alot of stuffs to do..
i think aft this CT i must prepare for my eoy alr.i dint want history repeat and i retain agn.it sucks.then durg holiday i will go out and enjoy!!
i got so many plans..hmmmmm.but well shall concentrate on CT now bah.
ciaos(:
i gonna give you a surprise(:
yo im back!
my internet down agn.so now at bro hse.
its exam period......
im not stress at all.but sian!-.-
after this week.trg resume agn.and then alot of stuffs to do..
i think aft this CT i must prepare for my eoy alr.i dint want history repeat and i retain agn.it sucks.then durg holiday i will go out and enjoy!!
i got so many plans..hmmmmm.but well shall concentrate on CT now bah.
ciaos(:
i gonna give you a surprise(:
i know that i care about you ... at 12:37
10 August 2008
day by day.deeper and deeper
i was feeling damn pek cek just now.i was like gg to have my nap.then when i was bout to fall asleep my dad called-.-
so i try to slp agn after the call.then he called agn. what a good timing lor.
now i dont feel like slping anymore.
anw i've finish my geo and ss.bio is like haven reach halfway then stop.too much to memorize alr.haha
exam is sooooooo no lifeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.whos the idiot who suggest to have exam for every student?tsktsk
anw after reading leongjianing's blog,i remembered thursday i had a stupid fight with her after recess in class.
3e2 physics student saw what we did.
oh man.leong jianing gonna throw face alr.because at that time.she reacted like a mad women,throwing my books on the floor and wanted to put my bag in the dustbin.
well ppl ppl.dont see jianing like guai kia then book worm like that.actually when im beside her,shes insane one.
dont judge a book by its cover.so yup.thats her.LOL
and ya.brenda loke also another one.crazy girl.ask me to say story to let her slp.piang so not me la.haha.nowdays ppl, keep gg crazy.tsktsk
k shall end here.if not they gna kill me soon.ciao~
in my heart,one is enough.
i was feeling damn pek cek just now.i was like gg to have my nap.then when i was bout to fall asleep my dad called-.-
so i try to slp agn after the call.then he called agn. what a good timing lor.
now i dont feel like slping anymore.
anw i've finish my geo and ss.bio is like haven reach halfway then stop.too much to memorize alr.haha
exam is sooooooo no lifeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.whos the idiot who suggest to have exam for every student?tsktsk
anw after reading leongjianing's blog,i remembered thursday i had a stupid fight with her after recess in class.
3e2 physics student saw what we did.
oh man.leong jianing gonna throw face alr.because at that time.she reacted like a mad women,throwing my books on the floor and wanted to put my bag in the dustbin.
well ppl ppl.dont see jianing like guai kia then book worm like that.actually when im beside her,shes insane one.
dont judge a book by its cover.so yup.thats her.LOL
and ya.brenda loke also another one.crazy girl.ask me to say story to let her slp.piang so not me la.haha.nowdays ppl, keep gg crazy.tsktsk
k shall end here.if not they gna kill me soon.ciao~
in my heart,one is enough.
i know that i care about you ... at 15:37
08 August 2008
tai ai tai ai tai ai
i skipped sch today.im proud of myself not gg to sch today cause they oly spent 1hr45mins for the stupid walk.
and if i really went to sch today.i'll have to wake up at 3.30am to prepare[cause im staying in msia]
then go walk till 8.45am and back home.super stupid right?lol
well tday i accompany my bro jingying down to alj for interview.it went smoothly for her.congrats uh bro.
after the interview headed down to west mall t study.and i din study much lor.cant concentrate.lol.back to woodlands and then home sweet home.
i realise nowadays i've been slping and slping.oh man.im gonna sacrifice my slping time on revision soon.exam is on the whole of next week.how am i gonna survive?tsktsk~
im feeling so tired but im missing you right now
SONG:QIANG MEI GUI
BY:LIN YU ZHONG,LIN JUN JIE
i skipped sch today.im proud of myself not gg to sch today cause they oly spent 1hr45mins for the stupid walk.
and if i really went to sch today.i'll have to wake up at 3.30am to prepare[cause im staying in msia]
then go walk till 8.45am and back home.super stupid right?lol
well tday i accompany my bro jingying down to alj for interview.it went smoothly for her.congrats uh bro.
after the interview headed down to west mall t study.and i din study much lor.cant concentrate.lol.back to woodlands and then home sweet home.
i realise nowadays i've been slping and slping.oh man.im gonna sacrifice my slping time on revision soon.exam is on the whole of next week.how am i gonna survive?tsktsk~
im feeling so tired but im missing you right now
SONG:QIANG MEI GUI
BY:LIN YU ZHONG,LIN JUN JIE
i know that i care about you ... at 22:48
06 August 2008
im feeling damn exhausted~
sch was alright.got cheeeena and maths test.
i fell asleep while doing the chinese test.heng i manage to finish all of it on time.hah
i've have to finish the stupid bio mindmap by tday.out of all the chapter.why choose plants?tsktsk.so stress-.-
and ya,went qway today.saw a adidas bag which attracts me.but too bad its not a sling bag if not i'll confirm buy that bag
u're confusing me tnight.but no matter how exhausted i am,i'll get what you meant.hah
im not sure if i could save you if you jump.
but i swear i'll jump tgt with you.
sch was alright.got cheeeena and maths test.
i fell asleep while doing the chinese test.heng i manage to finish all of it on time.hah
i've have to finish the stupid bio mindmap by tday.out of all the chapter.why choose plants?tsktsk.so stress-.-
and ya,went qway today.saw a adidas bag which attracts me.but too bad its not a sling bag if not i'll confirm buy that bag
u're confusing me tnight.but no matter how exhausted i am,i'll get what you meant.hah
im not sure if i could save you if you jump.
but i swear i'll jump tgt with you.
i know that i care about you ... at 21:00
05 August 2008
it seems like my bday wish turns up the same thing but diff method-.-
i did not had much slp yesterday night.too frustrated plus vexed.i realise i always help ppl to solve their probs.but now,i cant even solve my own problem.what a joke.
headed down to aljunied to get my pay and then back home.
alot of things is in my head now.
and ya.tmr im gg down qway with panda.kinda lazy but aiya i promise her le.then thursday gg watch movie with the BOXIN daddy!!!
she really one boxin de la.opps
so many things happened.but i cant do much help.i feel so useless
i think i shall end here.got bio mindmap for me to do.i seriously seriously hate plants-.-
p.s:aft Os i swear im so gonna burn the bio TB
i got my answer.whats yours?
i did not had much slp yesterday night.too frustrated plus vexed.i realise i always help ppl to solve their probs.but now,i cant even solve my own problem.what a joke.
headed down to aljunied to get my pay and then back home.
alot of things is in my head now.
and ya.tmr im gg down qway with panda.kinda lazy but aiya i promise her le.then thursday gg watch movie with the BOXIN daddy!!!
she really one boxin de la.opps
so many things happened.but i cant do much help.i feel so useless
i think i shall end here.got bio mindmap for me to do.i seriously seriously hate plants-.-
p.s:aft Os i swear im so gonna burn the bio TB
i got my answer.whats yours?
i know that i care about you ... at 20:43
04 August 2008
how am i going to face all this?
im back again.was so busy with some stuffs these days plus i thought my internet had died on me in fact i forgot to install the usb cable to cpu.wth-.-
i finally went to work on saturday but it was super disappointing because i sold 4 lamps and a philips vacuum when i suppose to sell my samsung vacuum to get commission.so stupid-.-
then sunday i woke up at 5am and rush down to danga bay for and1 3 on 3.me and aiping they all wait from 7am to 3pm then its our turn to start our first match.almost die from waiting plus the stupid hot sun is always there.took alot of pics and they took one weird photo of mine when i was at the beach.walao super not candid okay-.-
after that at night had some talk with aiping and xueling. i din realise actually theres so many things going around me can.i think i must update myself more often.hah
after the game,i went for my hair cut!like finally-.- hope isabel wont nag me-.- lol
i realised i got so many things to tell you but every time when i talk to you i just dont know how to start with it.i know the longer i drag this stupid stuffs it will be even more complicated but deep down sth is pulling me back.after so long,dont you have something to say to me at all?
yesterday night.i knew sth shocking.i dont really know what to say but i hope to settle my current problems now.after that,i'll give you my real answer.
i will end these by this week
im back again.was so busy with some stuffs these days plus i thought my internet had died on me in fact i forgot to install the usb cable to cpu.wth-.-
i finally went to work on saturday but it was super disappointing because i sold 4 lamps and a philips vacuum when i suppose to sell my samsung vacuum to get commission.so stupid-.-
then sunday i woke up at 5am and rush down to danga bay for and1 3 on 3.me and aiping they all wait from 7am to 3pm then its our turn to start our first match.almost die from waiting plus the stupid hot sun is always there.took alot of pics and they took one weird photo of mine when i was at the beach.walao super not candid okay-.-
after that at night had some talk with aiping and xueling. i din realise actually theres so many things going around me can.i think i must update myself more often.hah
after the game,i went for my hair cut!like finally-.- hope isabel wont nag me-.- lol
i realised i got so many things to tell you but every time when i talk to you i just dont know how to start with it.i know the longer i drag this stupid stuffs it will be even more complicated but deep down sth is pulling me back.after so long,dont you have something to say to me at all?
yesterday night.i knew sth shocking.i dont really know what to say but i hope to settle my current problems now.after that,i'll give you my real answer.
i will end these by this week
i know that i care about you ... at 11:09
