16 August 2008
left is past,right is future
im not here to complain anything or say im tired.cause i dont have rights to do so.isnt it?
i mess it up agn. but this time its two. and i realise its because of basketball which start the whole story.
i guess i should'nt say anything before everthing started.i mean not hiding stuffs but just keep quite about how i feel. so that things would not go like that but smoothly.
but come to think of that,in everyones life,why no one die after having any problems or worries in their entire life?
i dont want to stress anyone or hurt anyone.i rather im the one being hurt.i dont know what will happen in the future but i only hope that you will be happy.im really sorry for all this but i really feel that im a burden to you.giving u so much stress when u are having so many problems.i feel that im sucha useless one u know?
i only can tell u im sorry and i let you down.but whtever u do.i'll support u okay.i just want you to be happy
do u know because of this,how much i hated myself?
i think i deserve to be punished
im not here to complain anything or say im tired.cause i dont have rights to do so.isnt it?
i mess it up agn. but this time its two. and i realise its because of basketball which start the whole story.
i guess i should'nt say anything before everthing started.i mean not hiding stuffs but just keep quite about how i feel. so that things would not go like that but smoothly.
but come to think of that,in everyones life,why no one die after having any problems or worries in their entire life?
i dont want to stress anyone or hurt anyone.i rather im the one being hurt.i dont know what will happen in the future but i only hope that you will be happy.im really sorry for all this but i really feel that im a burden to you.giving u so much stress when u are having so many problems.i feel that im sucha useless one u know?
i only can tell u im sorry and i let you down.but whtever u do.i'll support u okay.i just want you to be happy
do u know because of this,how much i hated myself?
i think i deserve to be punished
i know that i care about you ... at 22:41
