31 October 2008
i've not been sleeping well for the pass few days.or shld say i don feel like sleeping at all.
alot of things just run through my mind thinking who deserve the chance and who dont.
and i've made my mind today.
some will be sacrifice and im truely sorry because i feel unfair for you if i've given you the chance.
i dont want to be distracted by all this anymore.
i think from the begaining i dont have any options at all.
everything is planned for me and theres no other way.
i hate all this.
i want to have a choice thats what i only wish for.
if thats about me,i dont see any wrong about the past.
life is about what we want and what we desire.
not about what is right and the stupid rules.
if what u're doing is right but u are not happy.
whats the point of it when u are not doing for yourself but others?
you are you and no one can control you.
i've said sorry is not i want from you.
i wanna see you happy but u're not truely happy at all.
if a wish was given to me,i will want you back.
i want to tell you im still waiting.
alot of things just run through my mind thinking who deserve the chance and who dont.
and i've made my mind today.
some will be sacrifice and im truely sorry because i feel unfair for you if i've given you the chance.
i dont want to be distracted by all this anymore.
i think from the begaining i dont have any options at all.
everything is planned for me and theres no other way.
i hate all this.
i want to have a choice thats what i only wish for.
if thats about me,i dont see any wrong about the past.
life is about what we want and what we desire.
not about what is right and the stupid rules.
if what u're doing is right but u are not happy.
whats the point of it when u are not doing for yourself but others?
you are you and no one can control you.
i've said sorry is not i want from you.
i wanna see you happy but u're not truely happy at all.
if a wish was given to me,i will want you back.
i want to tell you im still waiting.
i know that i care about you ... at 07:38
