28 November 2008
oh man hes damn pro to change 一枝独秀 to R&B
match later on against anglican.like omg-.-
im going to be the center of the day.pray hard aft the match im still in a piece.hah
nowadays i woke up damn early.wanna go back to slp agn but in the end im too awake to do so.
so ytd i finally touch my combine science,cleared bio chapt 12-14 and chem from moles to idk whr-.-
was halfway distracted cause of two da jie talking and talking.hah
headed back bro house to slack.brought dinner for my dear newphew and in the end house got cook.so i got to clear the dinner i bought.like wth-.-
i wna go sitex show at 12/1pm.anyone wanna join me?
but its so last min i know.hahaha
sat and sun will be my turn to report for work.
finally after 3 weeks of slacking,im back to work again(cause im broke-.-).haha
of cause im happy and i want to cherish
but somehow,the fear just came without knowing.
that shows how impt u are.
dont stay because of what will happen in the future
cause that will make me feel even more worst.
i know that i care about you ... at 09:23
25 November 2008
maybe its too strong to stop.
girls had their match ytd.won but i know they can do better.
at least ytd game is better than friday.
unable to play with them cause of my injury.ah pam keep wanna hit my hand sommore-.-
sat outside court and talk to them.
aft tt they balled..and i started to ball with my left hand AT FIRST.
i feel so weird in the end i changed hand.but then the med thing in the bandage drop.so i took out the whole thing.jitao the smell v nice-.-
balled awhile makan then home sweet home.
din really slp last night i guess?
i know im afraid of the future
thats why im trying to step back again and again.
i know if i force it to fall things will change alot.
so i choose to let my heart decide it all.
not my mind
but just not now,cause i know it meant alot to me.
girls had their match ytd.won but i know they can do better.
at least ytd game is better than friday.
unable to play with them cause of my injury.ah pam keep wanna hit my hand sommore-.-
sat outside court and talk to them.
aft tt they balled..and i started to ball with my left hand AT FIRST.
i feel so weird in the end i changed hand.but then the med thing in the bandage drop.so i took out the whole thing.jitao the smell v nice-.-
balled awhile makan then home sweet home.
din really slp last night i guess?
i know im afraid of the future
thats why im trying to step back again and again.
i know if i force it to fall things will change alot.
so i choose to let my heart decide it all.
not my mind
but just not now,cause i know it meant alot to me.
i know that i care about you ... at 09:51
21 November 2008
i cant control my emotions well.making me feel so urghh-.-
so i must really set my mind down today durg the game. in the status as a captain an important role not ng xin fang.play our best is what we gonna do.no matter win or lose we are still a team.im gonna give my best shot perhaps its the last.
jia you team,jia you my gumgum/idiot.
went out to watch movie ytd.movie was nice but im tired.alot of things ran through my mind the whole of ytd.perhaps time is running fast.
its not because the braveness i have made me say those words last night.
its what my heart really thinks thats why i have the courage to do so.
follow your heart and not avoid.thats what u must do too k?
o6o8o8
lovecherishtreasure
so i must really set my mind down today durg the game. in the status as a captain an important role not ng xin fang.play our best is what we gonna do.no matter win or lose we are still a team.im gonna give my best shot perhaps its the last.
jia you team,jia you my gumgum/idiot.
went out to watch movie ytd.movie was nice but im tired.alot of things ran through my mind the whole of ytd.perhaps time is running fast.
its not because the braveness i have made me say those words last night.
its what my heart really thinks thats why i have the courage to do so.
follow your heart and not avoid.thats what u must do too k?
o6o8o8
lovecherishtreasure
i know that i care about you ... at 09:04
18 November 2008
being so vulnerable is not what i want :[
i think im damn useless man-.-
alright trg on ytd.sucks like hell cause the team went back to the sucky situation now.
had to merge with the boys and it seems like im part of the player in chr bball boys-.-
i think the boys is used to me tagging team with them durg trg alr.
our team is getting bad to worst. its tough to bring u all up i admit.but everything takes two hands to clap.i must pull u all up.but u all must also encourage urself to excel better.normally at this point of time every team will be worrying about next yr B div or tournament.but instead of that.im worrying about ur attendence.
teach me what am i suppose to do to let u all excel better?i've try many ways but its not working.i dont like to scold you guys cause i want the team to be a happy team.
i may be strict i may be fierce,but i have no choice cause its getting out of control. i dont feel any team bonding at all. all seems individuals, i feel sian de lor-.-
i dont want you all to be the best.a happy team with effort in it is more than enough for me.
train together,win together,lose together,fall together,quarrel together and even cry together.
cause we are a team. once a team always a team.
ytd went cathy building makan ben&jerry with yijun
before that was being irritated by dao huey.-.-"
i feel so tired nowdays.
i guess i may fall anytime
i feel bad.being so selfish.
something is hurting my heart now.
and i dont know what is causing me to feel that pain.
i think im damn useless man-.-
alright trg on ytd.sucks like hell cause the team went back to the sucky situation now.
had to merge with the boys and it seems like im part of the player in chr bball boys-.-
i think the boys is used to me tagging team with them durg trg alr.
our team is getting bad to worst. its tough to bring u all up i admit.but everything takes two hands to clap.i must pull u all up.but u all must also encourage urself to excel better.normally at this point of time every team will be worrying about next yr B div or tournament.but instead of that.im worrying about ur attendence.
teach me what am i suppose to do to let u all excel better?i've try many ways but its not working.i dont like to scold you guys cause i want the team to be a happy team.
i may be strict i may be fierce,but i have no choice cause its getting out of control. i dont feel any team bonding at all. all seems individuals, i feel sian de lor-.-
i dont want you all to be the best.a happy team with effort in it is more than enough for me.
train together,win together,lose together,fall together,quarrel together and even cry together.
cause we are a team. once a team always a team.
ytd went cathy building makan ben&jerry with yijun
before that was being irritated by dao huey.-.-"
i feel so tired nowdays.
i guess i may fall anytime
i feel bad.being so selfish.
something is hurting my heart now.
and i dont know what is causing me to feel that pain.
i know that i care about you ... at 18:06
16 November 2008
center down.my turn to replace .
im back! okay idk why ytd my cpu cd rom explode.-.-
some chip was discovered in it.and im sure my cousin is the culprit.-.-!
send it for repair and it cost me over 300 dollars. im gg bankrupt soon.hahaha
well its been 2 weeks since i last work.im sucha slacker i know.
been out to play pool shop ball trg and blahblahblah.
and ytd aft when i was about to take my nap.i jump out of my bed cause i rmb i haven clear my locker.damn shit. hopefully teacher never throw away my books-.-
oh ya and not forgetting about the chalet.i went 4e1 class chalet on wed till fri.(:
first night was fun because of the bbq stuffs.cause when there are bbq-in those food.it started to pour.and i came out with an idea by holding table cloth as a shelter at the bbq pit.so its like 6 people holding table cloth/umbrella then two were standing in between to bbq the food.it was fun and stupid.and i ended up wet too-.-
2nd day was like psp,ps2 slp and chat steamboat.most of the time im chatting with lim yijun and one part DAO HUEY was ard too. LOL.
3rd day woke up early and rush from tamp to woodlands for trg.
was abit boring but it feel nice to gather with old classmates.
im gonna miss them for sure.haha
match on friday.will be impt match for me i know.im gonna put in all my efforts.
hopefully i wont screw up the game.cause its my last.
my center is down.im gonna replace her on court..hopefully houyee wont sub out..if not i confirm die. i think i cant multitask quite well in court now. being a forward,asst guard,pt guard and center is not a prob for me now..hahaha kind of stupid man-.-
girls lets chiong hard on fri k?
Together Everyone Achieve More =TEAM(:
im waiting for some words to be said
as i always say
its not too late its always never too late
step up and be with
if thats ok with you
(:
im back! okay idk why ytd my cpu cd rom explode.-.-
some chip was discovered in it.and im sure my cousin is the culprit.-.-!
send it for repair and it cost me over 300 dollars. im gg bankrupt soon.hahaha
well its been 2 weeks since i last work.im sucha slacker i know.
been out to play pool shop ball trg and blahblahblah.
and ytd aft when i was about to take my nap.i jump out of my bed cause i rmb i haven clear my locker.damn shit. hopefully teacher never throw away my books-.-
oh ya and not forgetting about the chalet.i went 4e1 class chalet on wed till fri.(:
first night was fun because of the bbq stuffs.cause when there are bbq-in those food.it started to pour.and i came out with an idea by holding table cloth as a shelter at the bbq pit.so its like 6 people holding table cloth/umbrella then two were standing in between to bbq the food.it was fun and stupid.and i ended up wet too-.-
2nd day was like psp,ps2 slp and chat steamboat.most of the time im chatting with lim yijun and one part DAO HUEY was ard too. LOL.
3rd day woke up early and rush from tamp to woodlands for trg.
was abit boring but it feel nice to gather with old classmates.
im gonna miss them for sure.haha
match on friday.will be impt match for me i know.im gonna put in all my efforts.
hopefully i wont screw up the game.cause its my last.
my center is down.im gonna replace her on court..hopefully houyee wont sub out..if not i confirm die. i think i cant multitask quite well in court now. being a forward,asst guard,pt guard and center is not a prob for me now..hahaha kind of stupid man-.-
girls lets chiong hard on fri k?
Together Everyone Achieve More =TEAM(:
im waiting for some words to be said
as i always say
its not too late its always never too late
step up and be with
if thats ok with you
(:
i know that i care about you ... at 15:49
11 November 2008
you to be my santa again.
im so tiredddddddddd now.finally after 2 weeks plus.i went home.haha.but then quarrel again.-.-
but i din leave again lah.haha. ytd trg was cancelled due to rain.today i din manage to attend trg cause went to climb bukit timah hill.was giving some casual remarks and ms puah thinks that my idea not bad(because i said climb the stair five more times-.-) heng in the end she never really ask us to climb.my leg confirm break-.- i did even finish the five times lah.
chalet tmr! i hope it wont be boringggggggg...had to go trg before e chalet-.- spoil my mood.
anw i threw away my ss2g.tt shoe broke e record of becoming the longest shoe i've wore.
hahaha.its very stupid i know but aiya so boreddddddddd.
18th bukit timah hill again.21 match. and then match and trg all the way~
chiong ahhhhhhhhhhhhh~!
i did try to stop,to avoid.
but its not working
because my brain knows im not doing something that i want now
i've tried some ways.maybe i've failed
or maybe you are suppressing yourself.
the reason u tell me u hate to see this is because u're trying to avoid
dont you know that?
o6o8o8
im so tiredddddddddd now.finally after 2 weeks plus.i went home.haha.but then quarrel again.-.-
but i din leave again lah.haha. ytd trg was cancelled due to rain.today i din manage to attend trg cause went to climb bukit timah hill.was giving some casual remarks and ms puah thinks that my idea not bad(because i said climb the stair five more times-.-) heng in the end she never really ask us to climb.my leg confirm break-.- i did even finish the five times lah.
chalet tmr! i hope it wont be boringggggggg...had to go trg before e chalet-.- spoil my mood.
anw i threw away my ss2g.tt shoe broke e record of becoming the longest shoe i've wore.
hahaha.its very stupid i know but aiya so boreddddddddd.
18th bukit timah hill again.21 match. and then match and trg all the way~
chiong ahhhhhhhhhhhhh~!
i did try to stop,to avoid.
but its not working
because my brain knows im not doing something that i want now
i've tried some ways.maybe i've failed
or maybe you are suppressing yourself.
the reason u tell me u hate to see this is because u're trying to avoid
dont you know that?
o6o8o8
i know that i care about you ... at 13:56
09 November 2008
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
i feel so empty now.i want do sth..but not work.haha
i skipped work today..because i dont feel like workin!
so now i not just pon sch,i also pon work..tsktsktsk.haha
k im crapping.i feel so bored!later going out to play pool with yj sheryl and mayb houyee.
nowdays keep going out with yijun and jiahao.more activity k?i dont wanna rot.haha
trg tomorrow.wonder how it will be like.HOPEFULLY it will be better.
tues going to climb bukit timah hill.lazy la dey-.-
okay i feel so lala now.-.-
ciaos
我只能说我现在要的不是时间。
虽然机会很渺茫。傻傻的我心里却选择不可能的事情。
如果你问我为什么。我也只能告诉你我不懂
i feel so empty now.i want do sth..but not work.haha
i skipped work today..because i dont feel like workin!
so now i not just pon sch,i also pon work..tsktsktsk.haha
k im crapping.i feel so bored!later going out to play pool with yj sheryl and mayb houyee.
nowdays keep going out with yijun and jiahao.more activity k?i dont wanna rot.haha
trg tomorrow.wonder how it will be like.HOPEFULLY it will be better.
tues going to climb bukit timah hill.lazy la dey-.-
okay i feel so lala now.-.-
ciaos
我只能说我现在要的不是时间。
虽然机会很渺茫。傻傻的我心里却选择不可能的事情。
如果你问我为什么。我也只能告诉你我不懂
i know that i care about you ... at 09:56
07 November 2008
went out ytd with yj and jh.went qway ikea cathay and esplanade mall.had fun in max brenner cause we played a game and loser has to eat sour strawberry.aft tt we went outside and sit down to watch river and chat.we got lost after that while finding mrt station-.-. walked from cityhall to clarke quay then to chinatown-.-! after that home sweet home. next week b&j then go shop shop k? haha
well this morning had friendly with naval base.we lost by one point and the match is very disappointing.i broke down infront of the team.till now i still think that im not good enough to be one.after eleven months.nothing is working at all.
somehow it feels like i will fall forever
im surpressing im enduring.
but its getting me more and more vulnerable.
and this stubborn me is still going to wait.
well this morning had friendly with naval base.we lost by one point and the match is very disappointing.i broke down infront of the team.till now i still think that im not good enough to be one.after eleven months.nothing is working at all.
somehow it feels like i will fall forever
im surpressing im enduring.
but its getting me more and more vulnerable.
and this stubborn me is still going to wait.
i know that i care about you ... at 13:38
05 November 2008
my body is breaking soon.i've been having muscle ache,backache and knee ache the whole day.walkin like a wood-.-
ytd ran 10km.which almost make me die on the spot.today ran 5km with all those ache almost made me cry.ahahaha
went out to eat and watch movie aft tt.feel so empty when i was watching e movie with yijun and jiahao.maybe because u are not around :(
geylang serai grping came out.it will be a v unpleasent match.too bad so sad.
tmr havin friendly with navel base.next week friendly with unity.maybe fuchun up next and other teams.im dying soonnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn
ciaos
waiting for you to come back and stay
im willing to rewind the 79days again and again.
ytd ran 10km.which almost make me die on the spot.today ran 5km with all those ache almost made me cry.ahahaha
went out to eat and watch movie aft tt.feel so empty when i was watching e movie with yijun and jiahao.maybe because u are not around :(
geylang serai grping came out.it will be a v unpleasent match.too bad so sad.
tmr havin friendly with navel base.next week friendly with unity.maybe fuchun up next and other teams.im dying soonnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn
ciaos
waiting for you to come back and stay
im willing to rewind the 79days again and again.
i know that i care about you ... at 17:15
03 November 2008
god pls give me more time.i seriously need it.
i've been rotting at geron house for almost a week.feel like im a pathetic human who cant go any where.i've been attending school lessons(and i feel that the lesson is damn stupid-.-).
training on friday.was a big disappointment on them.what i can do?nothing more except putting all effort and last breath on them.i tried my best.nothing seems to work.
i can only shake my head now.
anw last fri lesson was funny.alicia wanted to say mr lee got chest hair but then she she said he got BREAST HAIR-.-!! made me laugh like dono what crap. sibeh pro lah u alicia! haha
i dont know if i should go back indonesia for 2 weeks or not.i've been thinking for few days already.theres so many things for me to attend and handle now.and i seriously hate to take ferry-.-
geylang serai cub,ccab cup.every year its because of basketball and i've to stay and not to go anywhere.sometimes its so sickening.
but as i said,i dont have a choice at all.
ciaos
你曾说过，如果你有一个心，你会把全部给我，那我会要吗？
那我现在问你，如果我现在要，你愿意给吗？
我不会放弃的，因为我不想再失去身边任何东西和人了。
i've been rotting at geron house for almost a week.feel like im a pathetic human who cant go any where.i've been attending school lessons(and i feel that the lesson is damn stupid-.-).
training on friday.was a big disappointment on them.what i can do?nothing more except putting all effort and last breath on them.i tried my best.nothing seems to work.
i can only shake my head now.
anw last fri lesson was funny.alicia wanted to say mr lee got chest hair but then she she said he got BREAST HAIR-.-!! made me laugh like dono what crap. sibeh pro lah u alicia! haha
i dont know if i should go back indonesia for 2 weeks or not.i've been thinking for few days already.theres so many things for me to attend and handle now.and i seriously hate to take ferry-.-
geylang serai cub,ccab cup.every year its because of basketball and i've to stay and not to go anywhere.sometimes its so sickening.
but as i said,i dont have a choice at all.
ciaos
你曾说过，如果你有一个心，你会把全部给我，那我会要吗？
那我现在问你，如果我现在要，你愿意给吗？
我不会放弃的，因为我不想再失去身边任何东西和人了。
i know that i care about you ... at 08:03
