if i never see your face again ...
then i will find you and love you once more
time after time

27 February 2009

well well well.this week is really a chaos week.things happened one aft one.
kinda wonder how next week gonna be?

was drench on two consecutive days,wed and thurs.and i din had flu/fever at all!
okay crappies :/

oh ya i haven bought my trekking boots yet.the freaking boots cost me like 100+/200+ and i'll be wearing it one time only.superb waste sia.and tmr having training again but we've changed venue to mt faber! alright hopefully its fun and not as tiring at bukit timah.

i realized my right hand has alot of bruises cause people sitting on my right side always likes to pinch my hand in class to revenge.almost everyday kena pinch one time.and now my hand got 3 nice blue black-.- wonder how my hand will look like durg end of this year.tsktsktsk

alright i think i shall end here.feel like vomiting alr :/


how do i get someone better once i've had the best you?
i dont know why it impacts me alot and i really dont like the way you react
maybe i care too much about it already
if you could see the hidden words in this post, can you see the hidden words in my heart?



i know that i care about you ... at 20:36

22 February 2009

yoz

friday was a fun day to me nd idk why.maybe because durg recess sitting with 4e1 boys chionging to finish the food first was damn exciting.LOL
aft sch went trg and reach bro house at forgot what time-.-

saturday EBC trg.everyone of us was trekkin from mc ritchie to bukit timah hill under the heavy rain.the feel was damn fun and shiok.everyone of us put on rain coat and it seems useless-.- si man look like turtle with her rain coat! haha.oh ya me wenting siman and mrs ang like one gossip clique.talked thru out the whole journey and me wenting siman acting like paparazzi asking alot of personal Q abt mrs ang.lol.
aft the journey everyone was drench and we dry up ourselves and headed down to beach road for
trekking shoes.no one din manage to buy the shoes and we settle our dinner there tgt.aft tt blahblahblah and home swt home(:

24 more days of hair check.i must pray super duper hard that i wont kena caught :/

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mrs ang!

okay photo bucket loading damn slow.will upload other pics again(:


at first the dream made me thought it was real.

but after i check my inbox,i realise it was a dream afterall
how i miss......

i know that i care about you ... at 18:38

19 February 2009

okay im back on track!
had two days of self declared holis on mon and tues.
went out on mon in the afternoon with kammy and yijun to help them job hunt.had steamboat tgt at night till 10++
tues i oly went to sch after everyone's lesson end and attend math remedial-.- i also dont know why i'll go remedial.hah

wed went back to sch and i was so stressed with mrs -----'s work! she like to bomb us with alot of work made me dont feel like doing any of her work lah.arghh.
well at least now i've managed to finish like 50% of her work and im gonna chiong the remaining soon i guess? haha

from today onwards im gonna race against time man.
remedials,trainings,lessons,ebc training.
after i come back from nepal im gonna chiong on driving theory and Os.
im going to let myself superb busy.(:

maxine toh xin yi! pls dont always use ur pen draw my leg la-.-
now my leg got mark alr lor.tsktskkk.

hah

wanted to let u know what i meant in that blog.but in the end i think u got the wrong idea-.-
and i've to update a new post for you.
i think im just delaying it.

i know that i care about you ... at 17:39

15 February 2009

even though i tried my very best to suppress my feelings.
it still hurts alot more from what i expect.
心真得很痛很痛。just someone teach me how to forget everything in 1 sec.
cause i really cant take it anymore.i just cant do it alone
i feel like numbing myself,i even thought of waiting.
what am i doing again?
its breaking into bits and piece and i still thought of putting it back one by one.


im not alright.i dont feel like going school.
im going crazy.

i know that i care about you ... at 13:32

14 February 2009

let pics do the talking



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last day with aussie pe teacher. lisa and kate :/ laura went home alr.

actually oly me weizhen and jianing wanna take photo with two of them.then sudd almost everyone run towards us and in the end it became like this.haha

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thats what they will do in class-.-.durg lesson sommore!

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if u're thinking that 4e1 always pay 100% attention in class.

this photo shows that u are wrong!lol-.-

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the oly male aussie teacher in our sch.

P.S:notice something flying behind? OH THATS A UFO-.-!

okay craps-.- haha

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me maxine siman(:

happy Vday to everyone out there!(:

my precious valentine with bukit timah hill today :(

well are you going to give me a happy valentine or a sad one?

i know that i care about you ... at 12:48

12 February 2009

im getting more and more tired everyday. :/
ytd EBC trg was tired but fun. run 5km and i tried to follow mrs ang pace for the last 300m and seriously her pace is small and fast-.-! no wonder shes so fit.haha.
aft our running we stand at black track trying to do some yoga.i cant bend down more than 90 degrees and mrs ang tryin to help me-.-. after that me siman mrs ang and wenting trying to act injured cause we are too tired to climb stairs with 5kg load but in the end we still need to climb.
almost everyone of us was superb hungry when we're climbing the stair cause we are climbing with empty stomach and residents in that block almost all level can smell of food.i was whinning to mrs ang and ppl behind me that im hungryyyyyyy :(
trg untill 9 plus and then went cwp to find dinner.saw kammy they all and then chat for awhile aft that home sweet home(:

i was late for sch today and being sent to the stupid room-.- today was damn shag in class and i never pay attention at all.feel like slping.skipped remedial today aft tt home sweet home.

oh ya,this is jesline lim zimin's masterpiece.
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she drew this on my hand when we're having bio lessons.
she drop art and i think u guys know whats the reason.haha
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trying to help me wash away what she'd drew-.-

this one is my stupid master piece on her hand durg geo lesson
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super joker i knw-.-


my class(:
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i spent the whole day thinking alot.
its really hard to let go and i wanna hold on to something thats really impt to me.
m i doing the right thing or the wrong thing?
i feel so helpless.

breakingidentity.

i know that i care about you ... at 20:32

09 February 2009

pics durg EBC (:
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yishun canal before run
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bukit timah climb(:
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notice the teacher behind me?no doubts she a teacher and shes likes to bully me alot! >:(
and shes my math remedial teeeeecharrrrrrrrrr.omg :/


was out for the whole last night to pool with clique.i was just simply staring at the pool table and din play much at all.played till 3am plus rushed home and went to sch.reach sch at 7 plus when it starts at 8.45-.- balled with willy bernard and zhengyu at the court like siao before we went back class.
when lesson starts i start to went crazy.talk and crap alot of stuffs.whining to jianing and weizhen every moment and they asked me not to come sch tmr cause im sucha nusiance T.T
i tried to make myself damn high till some jokes were created.
E.G
(durg geo lesson was talking to ivy lim)
xinfang:我的心好痛ahhhhh
ivy:不要痛,我给你爱。
xinfang+ivy:HAHAHAHA!
jitao not one stupid mans.

(durg chem lesson weizhen dono how to do some particular Q)
weizhen:xinfang这个怎样做?
xinfang: *trying to use normal tone to teach her*
weizhen: aiyurh 你做么那么温柔?!我肚子痛了啦。
xinfang: WTF SIA YOU?!

because of my crazy mood today,stupid things created without any logic-.-
and i freaking screw up my geo test today cause i forgot theres test-.-! same goes to my math test cause i mixed up the X&Y axis(damn stupid i know).tskkkkkkkkkk

oh yar.and my cheeenaa teacher dug his nose today la!(in class)
ashdgsjbhfksdh.erxin daoooooooo.everyone trying to siam his hand man.disgusting freako :/
aft sch went to citylink with yijun and talked alot throughout the whole journey.
everything just makes me dont know what to decide.and i know i dont like this empty feeling at all :(
i think i choose to be the dumbdumb to try again.i dont know what to do now except for holding on.

anw ebc trip will be set of early again.not 28march anymore :/ hope before i go.everything will be alright.tsk

i know that i care about you ... at 20:53

08 February 2009

back to blog!
currently im down with high fever and it raise up to 48.1 this morning.-.-!
jitao not suay dao had to go back msia take one jab.tsk
im feeling so fit ytd and im feeling damn weak today.damn stupid mans
just woke up from my beauty slp and i gotta chiong my homework.hopefully i still rmb i need to do what homework.haha.

anws fri trg im quite happy to see the juniors progress(:
everyone put in extra effort.but i know theres still more to go.
if they continue to train like this,results durg the game will be good.

saturday morning went back sch to run.aft tt breakfast with siman maxine and aidah.rushed back home slp for an hr then went to climb bukit timh hill.my body was damn shag that day la.
we faster went to do our 2 circuits and it started raining.quickly prepare ourself and then bus-ed back home with cherry siman wenting and yuki.bus trip was funny cause we started sharing some topics on.erhem.hahah.wellwell cherry dont smile to yourself anymore la.LOL

oh ya.tmr gonna intro ourselves to upper sec.wahlao we dont want la.like sooooo -.-!
wed before training gonna meet mrs yeo.thats even more fasinating mans.
we were saying that scarli when we talk to us she bombed us to write 300words essay why we wanna go mount everest.that will be like.tio 4D liao-.-
*pray hard* i dont wanna kena 4D


i feel so... for not having an idea to make u smile.
and i hope its only because we're busy and not other reasons.

i know that i care about you ... at 17:23

01 February 2009

my whole body is aching like dono what ever shit :/
and i got a big big blueblack at my thigh:(
oh well yesterday managed to hit the target.
and i din went to coach house bai nian :/

i still got eng homework and test to study by today.
oh well im seriously tiredddddddddd.
i scared that i cant concentrate today.
ahhhhhhh someone save me..
nd im blasting music like nobody's business again


i know sometimes just gonna rain
but i hope you will really understand.
dont push me away gain.
cause i cant slp through the pain

ciao

step down?
hopefully im stepping down.
but i dont feel that way at all.
i need a break.

i know that i care about you ... at 13:14

` here.waiting ;

that'.last>note


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