31 March 2009

yo peeps.miss me lots? :p
okay im currently in caber cafe now freezing.its day 5 of the trek and things are going aceptable i guess.had 9hrs trek ytd and it was tiring like hell.yuki had headache and things dosent seems well.my cough is giving me alot of probs too.
currently outside its snowing and we are in namche bazaar.i had a new family over here and they are called the 3 sisters! priscillia is my xiao mei.im er jie and mrs ang is my da jie.hahkinda crappy i know.
oh ya.theres sth irritating is must say.we had been treking everyday and the road we are trekking and full of rocks and SHIT! its is the jok/yak(look like cow) shit.they got lotsa shit i can say.cause every time less tha 1m we can see shits along the way.we seem to train ourselves from avoiding the shits instead of treking up the mountain.hahah

i miss the weather in spore now cause its like freezing and 5degrees like that.haha
i miss my dog my bed my friends and you!
ok jianing and weizhen u girls start to miss my presence in class already right.hahah
i'll be back soon okay.
thanks yijun for tagging everyday and those who read the newpaper wanna disturb me uh-.-
and thanks YOU to msg me everyday to give me motivation.well i miss you:/

alright i guess i shall end now.im so excited to reach everest with my stupid cough.haha the scenery here is nice and we are surrounded with lotsa mountain.more than five!
alrights bless us and no one gets ALTITUDE MOUNTAIN SICKNESS(:

yijun and dao huey im sorry that i cant bring back snow/rocks back.cause we are not suppose to bring anything back but memories.but i'll take photo of the rock and show u k daohuey.

AND IM EXCITED TO SHOW U THE PHOTO WITH THE SPECIAL SNOW I MADE FOR YOU(:

i know that i care about you ... at 18:35

25 March 2009

aft 14 days i'll get to see the most beautiful scenery on earth.hopeing that u'll get to see it with me and holding on to what we had once hold on before.
thou i know aft the trip im gonna miss alot of lessons but it cant compare how much i'll be missing you too.
i dont know what will happen aft this trip but im praying for the good.
tsk
breaking identity

alrights.aft tmr im goneeeeeeeeeee.for good

anw past few days was a tiring one for me.cause i kept eating med and caused me to feel damn drowsy durg lesson.had to force open my big big eyes to be attentive and thats damn torturing :/
monday morning assembly was a paiseh one cause ebc girls being called out and stand infront to show our face.P called us sweet lill lady infront of the whole sch and now my classmates is disturbing me :S hah.
tues had gear check aft sch and i realised my bag aint as full as others. was kinda worried that i may miss out sth impt to bring and hopefully that wont happen.
this morning was being called out again and had meetin with P.prayed tgt and talk about new interview. i was super duper suay to lose the stupid ohyabehyasom and i had to be interviewed by the newpaper-.-

in 14days time we will be reaching our goal and get to see the most beautiful scenery on earth.
awaits~

alright pics time!
best+tiring time i had with ebc mates(:

trekking at mt faber when it was rainin like cats n dogs

nice place at mt faber!

me and wt trying to catch e food with our mouth haha

playing stupid games durg training agn.hah

the long long long stairs we had to climb durg bukit timah hill trg :(

day 1 endurance camp...

camp! on our journey walkin to sembawang from sch with yijun joining us at the right side!lol

exhausted ms tay aft the long walk

as doing treks is v boring due to we will be walkin walkin and walking.
so me yuki and wenting use our raincoat to collect water and splash at each other to have fun!

how we look like aft climbing 25 storey high blk-.-
tiring leh

preparing for trg(:
day two of camp.....
while we were suppose to watch mt everest video aft our morning run we ended up...

cheryl dozed off!!

i trying my best not to slp and cherry is awake cause she slept aft we finish running-.-"

no doubts,thats ms tay and shes asleep too!

march holiday vaccination...

me and wenting havin chem "lesson" while waitin at tan tock seng hospital

listening how many jabs we will be taking.hahaha

thats all peeps.wont be updating till im back in a piece(:
ciaos and takecare!

i know that i care about you ... at 20:09

20 March 2009

7 days 7 days 7 days!
im not excited im not hyper im not awaiting for that day.eh wait,mayb im awaiting for that day-.-

im saddddddddddddd.cos i gonna miss my bed,my garfield,my dog,my friends,my sch table and miss you!yea u know u know that YOU(:

seriously i think aft i come back i'll be a no life person,i haven plan what to do aft i come back. i know first thing i'll be thinking of is YOU. YAR YAR! 就是那个 YOU! haha okay im being stupid here :P
currently im sick like dono what shit and i feel that my body is so light untill i can float to th sky.
hopefully i'll be fine before ebc trip,if not i really spent $3000 to torture myself for the past few months-.-
ebc last training officially ended on wednesday.and ytd went to sch train with the girls.oh its shimins bird day so yea happy b'day girl.as usual we played with the cake.training end earlier thanks to the xue lians.headed home asap cause i feel like fainting. went to see doc and she wanted to give me a jab cause i over cough?! lmao. i reject it last night but this afternoon i've no choice but to take that jab cos i cough till i taste blood? bloody hell.hahah

hmmmm i have two choice now.recover by today then i can go spore on saturday just to...erhem.ya
or dont recover so that im able to enjoy ur sayang much much much more? haha

i seriously hope that time will stop last night so i could get back the feeling we used to have.
but i know time aint gonna stop for me :(
this world is super duper unfair mans.
some words should be said.

theres nothing i would not try

i know that i care about you ... at 18:43

17 March 2009

10more days......tskk

tmr 21km! omg i dont know will i survive not cause im still ill-.-
went to sch in the morning with red eyes nd i dont know what happen to my eyes too. had SPA for both chem and bio.it was fun plus HOT,cause i ran to lesson and im wearin a sleeveless inside my shirt.so i took off my shirt-.-
aft SPA went garage to watch marley and me.damn relax and cold inside-.-,headed to cwp for my first meal of the day and now im back home exhausted.siannnnnnnnnn

will i find u there?
:/
all the weird thoughts is making me to worry.

fixing a broken heart-obsession indecent
******************************************************************
here was nothing to say
The day she left
Just filled a suitcase full of regrets
I held a taxi in the rain
Looking for someplace to ease the pain
Then like an answered prayer
I turned around and found you there

You really know where to start
Fixing a broken heart
You really know what to do
Your emotional tools can cure any fool
Whose dreams have fallen apart
Fixing a broken heart
******************************************************************

i know that i care about you ... at 19:01

15 March 2009

camp over! okay i did enjoy the camp. friday night was trekking from woodlands to sembawang then back agn. yijun joined us nd we crap lotsa stuffs/anti mrs ang. poor thing. hahs. lights off at 12plus and everyone drop dead and fell asleep. woke up at 5.30am next morning and run. our final destination is breakfast so i think our speed did increase? lol rested from 8am till 11am. inbetween that break time we played big two/uno and stressed. aft tt watch mt everest video on how ppl die there .in the end we fell asleep-.-
rushed to sch hall at 11 and got back my results. not very please with my results yet cause i know i can do better. got F9 for chinese and i feel that its damn stupid cause i din do his work. hahaha. but who cares cause i got a good chinese teacher now :D
aft parent meetin went cycle gym and blahs. aft tt rush home dinner tgt with two smart girls and movie(:
waiting for pric to send me pics then i can upload.
more pics coming on!

been havin a hectic week but i know this remaining 12days wont be any better. im freaking sick like crap now and i hate coughs. but i love last night.

all right adios peeps!

its just like a clap and everything will be gone.
but still aft one month.
the empty space deep down in my heart
is still reserved for you.
just only for you
简简单单的几个字形容不了这一切

i know that i care about you ... at 21:19

12 March 2009

endurance camp!

ah wells. been feeling sick this feel days.i hate sore throat and coughs. :/
anw went sch gym ytd and ran at black track at 8.30pm.quite cool i like the feeling(:

well sch stuffs is really getting me crazy. i lost my geo ans sheet and i've to redo the stupid 29 questions again and its totally damn frustrating but i've no choice cause i've to hand up file. this is not the first time i lost my ans sheet.and that time i lost ans sheet with 33Q and i had to redo it twice cause i lost the paper two times. sometimes i really feel like tearing the geo Q paper up-.-! eng file also making me damn sian.gonna complete alot of work and i left one more to go,but no inspiration so totally dont feel like doing at all.haha
anw i got into cheena got banding and im in band 1. dont know is it lucky or suay. lucky is that i got into a good class and wenting siman jianing are in the same class as me. suay is because they started to gang up and come irritate me by imitate how i talk and the teacher confirm give us tons of work to do-.-
now days almost all sub are in banding except for cme and pe. heard that there will be pe for banding too O.o aft tt i joke about having banding durg recess. those who eat very fast sit at one side then those who eat very slow sit at the other side then those who dont eat go outside. haha

m+u=?
i hope its a good ans :/

counting down:15days

How Do You Sleep (Rhythmic Remix Feat. Ludacris) - Jesse McCartney

It's been about a year now
Ain't seen or heard from you
I been missin' you crazy
How do you how do you sleep
I found the letter you wrote me
It still smells just like you
Damn those sweet memories
How do you how do you sleep

i know that i care about you ... at 19:54

08 March 2009

why is this freaking thing going on and on again?!

19 more days and im setting off to nepal.physical preparation for ebc i think can increase more cause i seriously need smth to vent on.temper now days was super bad.people around me tend to kena by me and im very sorry. lots of things had happened and everything dont seem easy to solve at all.everything is getting worst and im freaking tired.i've managed to take a break today and everything just go through my mind over and over again. i feel like falling flat on the floor and brain dead.i feel like running away.

i only hope you wont change anything at all.if you want it to be gone,time is all it takes.

yesterday was,chaos morning,aftnoon trg,subway dinner,snooker/pool night.
spent my friday night with kammy and yijun.romantic dinner at black track till 12plus.haha.
music,tealight candles,drinks,star gazing,true or truth.
this morning when i was travelling back to msia feeling damn moody,sunshine appear!haha.
saw ee jia ying at mrt station and we like 0123456789 years never meet/contact at all.and her first reaction was to pinch me and thats like wth-.- chat for awhile and i rushed back home.thanks to her, my morning turn out better.

listen.
cause every key is touching my heart.
although theres no hole in my shoe,
theres a big hole in my heart,
waiting for you here to mend.
i know its not going to work,
but somehow something kept me going,
standing right here at this place,
waiting for you to turn back.

are you willing to do so?

i know that i care about you ... at 16:47

05 March 2009

tmr 7th.but its not there anymore
playing on repeat.cause im still holding tight

ytd 16km run changed to stair climb 20times.
gonna run up stairs for even no.s of time and walk up stairs for odd no.s of time.
so we ran ten times up the 12 storey high blk and another ten times by walking.
at dono ten time plus realized my knee not working well and it seriously sucks to have that kind of feeling.kept on going cause i dont feel like givin up at all.everyone managed to hit the target and thats a great thing(:

every ebc girls are very stress esp for the sec 4s.cheer up k wenting(:
i also have tons of work and i kept delayin in.gonna finish lots of work by tmr .eng,geo,math,chem,esp bio and poa!
kinda disappointed today cause i totally screwed up my poa test.morning then rmb got test and thats like wtf.
it will be less than 3 more weeks and we are setting off to nepal.we must and we have to cope with everyth no matter what happens.encouragin each other when we are about to fall.cause no one is slacking and everyone is suffering including the teachers.i really hope the summit will make us feel better(:

EBC GIRLS

anw sat flag day and i seriously dont want to go :( hopefully i can excuse from it and go trg! :D
flag day seriously spoils my saturday-.-

idk why,being random.
i miss you

i know that i care about you ... at 17:41

03 March 2009

everytime when i feel like saying somthing to you,
i'll tend to type it down and save it as draft in the memories we once had.
hoping this could make me feel better.
but i doubt this is going to work.

tmr EBC trg! 16km at yishun canal :O
maybe that long distance can help me vent out things(:
ahwell ahwell.ebc jia you ba!

oh ya! friday elearning day, no sch!!!im gonna spent my fri slpin/playin/daydreamin.
haha

thou i can uds ppl well but it still don mean anyth at all
cause i failed to know what u're thinking.

i know that i care about you ... at 22:31

01 March 2009

alright back to blog!

ytd trg was funnnnnnnn.trekking under the rain again with our cute cute rain coat-.-
rain was damn heavy till im still wet even im wearin rain coat la.haha.
we climb 4/3 times of 25 storey high blk and almost wanna die cause we are carryin 7 kg load-.-
mt faber was damn nice man.nice place to go(:
me and wenting collect rain water to splash yuki cause she use rain water to splash us.haha did alot of stupid things also-.-
i think im gonna damn hyper nowdays la.took alot of photos too and its with pris the photographer.shall upload photo aft she send me!

anw today went out with siman and maxine to study.went serene eat icecream study aft tt went subway near the salvation army there.sat there from 3 plus till 7 plus.din really study at subway cause we chat alot and its like really alot-.-
then suddenly maxine THE PRO emo.thinkin of.........i shall not say.lol

aft tt home swt home!

i don want i don want i dont want.
it kept me thinking about every single thing
i dont get what you mean at all.
im just havin this feelin i used to have before,
and im not suppose to tell you cause i'll cross the limit you want to have
i just dont know how to say out to you.
tskkkkk