27 April 2009
one more day to mids.
schedule is toll tight for me.
gonna treasure mins and seconds to strive for the best.
anw just now drank a cup of milk contain dono what chemical thing which almost took my life away.
vomit till siao like im going to vomit out my whole stomach.
i hate that terrible feeling and im still having it now :/
i've been staring into space recently.
bringing me back to somewhr where i shouldnt belong.
kept reminding myself to stay alert at all times.
but deep down inside my brain it seems like theres a activate alarm clock
and it will ring without knowing.
i just cant stop or control it.
its begaining take control of my mind
朋友都再问我：“他到底哪里好？”
我也只能打从心底的说：“不懂你哪里好，就懂你在我心中的位置谁也取代不了”
认识了，喜欢了，就是了。
怎样也改不了心中的决定。
因为当被心中的感觉击败了自己，
真正的自己也无能为力了。
(say goodbye-chris brown)
theres never a right time to say goodbye
but we know we gotta go our separate ways
and i know its hard but i gonna do it and its killing me
cause its never a right time,right time to say goodbye
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if only its like a pencil mark which could be erased
but in fact its not
i guess leaving it aside is better than forcing myself now at a wrong time.
jiayou xinfang!
schedule is toll tight for me.
gonna treasure mins and seconds to strive for the best.
anw just now drank a cup of milk contain dono what chemical thing which almost took my life away.
vomit till siao like im going to vomit out my whole stomach.
i hate that terrible feeling and im still having it now :/
i've been staring into space recently.
bringing me back to somewhr where i shouldnt belong.
kept reminding myself to stay alert at all times.
but deep down inside my brain it seems like theres a activate alarm clock
and it will ring without knowing.
i just cant stop or control it.
its begaining take control of my mind
朋友都再问我：“他到底哪里好？”
我也只能打从心底的说：“不懂你哪里好，就懂你在我心中的位置谁也取代不了”
认识了，喜欢了，就是了。
怎样也改不了心中的决定。
因为当被心中的感觉击败了自己，
真正的自己也无能为力了。
(say goodbye-chris brown)
theres never a right time to say goodbye
but we know we gotta go our separate ways
and i know its hard but i gonna do it and its killing me
cause its never a right time,right time to say goodbye
---------------------------------------------------------
if only its like a pencil mark which could be erased
but in fact its not
i guess leaving it aside is better than forcing myself now at a wrong time.
jiayou xinfang!
i know that i care about you ... at 21:26
