31 May 2009
400th post.
chinese O tmr! omg. hopefully the paper is easy and i can do well.
its been a hectic week for me and ebc girls. everday stay-ed back to help up in presentation.
nafa test, trainings and chinese intensive bla bla bla.
chinese intensive is fun cause me siman jianing glenda kangjie sheena vivien and wenting keep crapping and played with tissue plus water.
taught them how to hit ppl with rubber band now siman keep wanna play rubber band games with me-.- now both of our hands got alot of blueblack.haha
friday was a stress day for me cause i don know if i should go for team treats and the saturn thing. rikki was so naggy and they threaten me by saying if i dont go shimin wont go then jiaqi wont go then rikki wont go then bla bla bla ending up the whole team wont be going for the treats. but in the end due to lazyness i last min decided not to go and headed back home.haha
well due to our randomness, those sitting around be in chinese lesson decide to play water bomb aft tmr's chinese Os. super random i know. cause every time in between chinese break we will be playing water and wet vivien liew. and we will crap by saying toilet bowl explode and stuffs. haha retarted peoples.
i waited for 6 terrible days and im the one to surrender first. :/
i seriously hope it wont happen again cause im damn freaking worried
next time pls tell me first alright?
this 6days aint easy at all :(
u seriously played a important role in my life.
chinese O tmr! omg. hopefully the paper is easy and i can do well.
its been a hectic week for me and ebc girls. everday stay-ed back to help up in presentation.
nafa test, trainings and chinese intensive bla bla bla.
chinese intensive is fun cause me siman jianing glenda kangjie sheena vivien and wenting keep crapping and played with tissue plus water.
taught them how to hit ppl with rubber band now siman keep wanna play rubber band games with me-.- now both of our hands got alot of blueblack.haha
friday was a stress day for me cause i don know if i should go for team treats and the saturn thing. rikki was so naggy and they threaten me by saying if i dont go shimin wont go then jiaqi wont go then rikki wont go then bla bla bla ending up the whole team wont be going for the treats. but in the end due to lazyness i last min decided not to go and headed back home.haha
well due to our randomness, those sitting around be in chinese lesson decide to play water bomb aft tmr's chinese Os. super random i know. cause every time in between chinese break we will be playing water and wet vivien liew. and we will crap by saying toilet bowl explode and stuffs. haha retarted peoples.
i waited for 6 terrible days and im the one to surrender first. :/
i seriously hope it wont happen again cause im damn freaking worried
next time pls tell me first alright?
this 6days aint easy at all :(
u seriously played a important role in my life.
i know that i care about you ... at 10:54
24 May 2009
because i dont know what to do to make things right anymore
im trying trying and trying.
in the end im still falling.
just tell me whats the problem
cause i really hate the situation now.
the uneasy feeling,
the totally crap feeling
its all killing me deep down inside..
i just cant leave all this aside :/
im trying trying and trying.
in the end im still falling.
just tell me whats the problem
cause i really hate the situation now.
the uneasy feeling,
the totally crap feeling
its all killing me deep down inside..
i just cant leave all this aside :/
i know that i care about you ... at 09:22
23 May 2009
back to blog!
well today is Boxim Daddy's Birthday and also Dumb's birthday!
wish you two a veryyyyyyyyyyyy happy birthday!(:
and on 21st is lim zimin's birthday too. happy belated bird day(:
alright sch nowdays was suckyyyyyyyyyy.
3 hrs cheena intensive is killing me cause its super super boringgggggggggg.
and the freaking classroom is hotttttttttttttttttttttt. :/
anw went for trg on wed and thurs. i sprain my ankle for my first trg on wed like what the hell-.-
train the girls and played.haha. well its been kind of long since i attend trg. and jianing vivien thinks im crazy cause i think i abit high when doing the 30mins running. but aft running coach say do suicide run. so im very clever to siam and go other court to ball and skip e suicide run :P
ytd was superb tiring for me. aft sch need to rush to alot of places like back to sch for meeting and training the girls.
and and and THANKS WEIZHEN FOR HELPING ME! ya u know u know. hahah
actually i should be on the way to meet the EBC girls now cause got presentation ard 2 plus. and im still at my bro house. hohoho. die confirm late. well presentation at RP. so stress!!!! and ltr going out aft that for some celebration. hoho. alright enough of crapping. gtg ciaos!
5 more cheenaa intensive daysssssssss :(
it kinda sad to hear what u've said to me.
but it hurts even more when i keep making you sad
:(
well today is Boxim Daddy's Birthday and also Dumb's birthday!
wish you two a veryyyyyyyyyyyy happy birthday!(:
and on 21st is lim zimin's birthday too. happy belated bird day(:
alright sch nowdays was suckyyyyyyyyyy.
3 hrs cheena intensive is killing me cause its super super boringgggggggggg.
and the freaking classroom is hotttttttttttttttttttttt. :/
anw went for trg on wed and thurs. i sprain my ankle for my first trg on wed like what the hell-.-
train the girls and played.haha. well its been kind of long since i attend trg. and jianing vivien thinks im crazy cause i think i abit high when doing the 30mins running. but aft running coach say do suicide run. so im very clever to siam and go other court to ball and skip e suicide run :P
ytd was superb tiring for me. aft sch need to rush to alot of places like back to sch for meeting and training the girls.
and and and THANKS WEIZHEN FOR HELPING ME! ya u know u know. hahah
actually i should be on the way to meet the EBC girls now cause got presentation ard 2 plus. and im still at my bro house. hohoho. die confirm late. well presentation at RP. so stress!!!! and ltr going out aft that for some celebration. hoho. alright enough of crapping. gtg ciaos!
5 more cheenaa intensive daysssssssss :(
it kinda sad to hear what u've said to me.
but it hurts even more when i keep making you sad
:(
i know that i care about you ... at 12:07
19 May 2009
paper officially over!!
and two more weeks to cheena Os-.-
alright ytd night went reunion dinner.but in the end it dont look like one cause dajie,melissa,uncle deepak and alice pangseh us.
bobian one busy,one oversea, two sick-.-
went sakura and makan makan talk talk. mdm wan also join-ed us for dinner! haha
aft makan makan went black track to play with wenting yuki and xiao mei. took alot of jumpshot photos and the timer thing is making us to laugh cause we dont know when to jump-.-!
aft that crap around and home sweet home :D
today no sch but still went back to sch for meeting in the morning till 4pm plus. cause i left first and go back msia. played piano in hall and still learning that song
omgomg.alright
i think i gotta end here. will upload photo soon!
ciaos.
p.s: 2nd reunion dinner with everyone and SWET team soon!!!!!
if i got that chance, i'll show you(:
and two more weeks to cheena Os-.-
alright ytd night went reunion dinner.but in the end it dont look like one cause dajie,melissa,uncle deepak and alice pangseh us.
bobian one busy,one oversea, two sick-.-
went sakura and makan makan talk talk. mdm wan also join-ed us for dinner! haha
aft makan makan went black track to play with wenting yuki and xiao mei. took alot of jumpshot photos and the timer thing is making us to laugh cause we dont know when to jump-.-!
aft that crap around and home sweet home :D
today no sch but still went back to sch for meeting in the morning till 4pm plus. cause i left first and go back msia. played piano in hall and still learning that song
omgomg.alright
i think i gotta end here. will upload photo soon!
ciaos.
p.s: 2nd reunion dinner with everyone and SWET team soon!!!!!
if i got that chance, i'll show you(:
i know that i care about you ... at 17:07
16 May 2009
Just so you know this feeling is taking control of me and i cant help it.
Well today is wei's birthday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY GIRL! May all your wish come true.
Alright i should be having party now but well kind of no mood already plus i gotta study.one more paper to go! Mug mug mug. 2more days to reunion dinner with the girls!
Science prac is FUN .after prac being lock-ed up with others in ava room. Played big two, cheat. Was having fun with them and zhiyen cannot play cheat cause shes bad at saying lies :o so everytime when its her turn, she'll just take the cards-.- Haha.im the first to finish the cheat game but it don mean that i always tell lies alright. Im always true to my words(except when playing games) HAHA.
Maxine toh is totally different from zhiyen.TskTsk. Everytime lose then want replace me and play for me.
Atiqah another one. Super scary and im superb afraid of her. Well shall not say why cause jianing they all know-.-
Well cheena Os is coming in like few weeks time and im like facing it with a super normal mood while some friends around me panick like hell.mayb i should really put more effort from today onwards.
Alright back to study mood now. Ciaos:)
No matter what. You are still RANK NO.1 IN MY HEART even thou im no.4 to you.
Ah wells. I hate it when things go wrong again last night:/
I really want to cherish and treasure.Tskkk
Well today is wei's birthday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY GIRL! May all your wish come true.
Alright i should be having party now but well kind of no mood already plus i gotta study.one more paper to go! Mug mug mug. 2more days to reunion dinner with the girls!
Science prac is FUN .after prac being lock-ed up with others in ava room. Played big two, cheat. Was having fun with them and zhiyen cannot play cheat cause shes bad at saying lies :o so everytime when its her turn, she'll just take the cards-.- Haha.im the first to finish the cheat game but it don mean that i always tell lies alright. Im always true to my words(except when playing games) HAHA.
Maxine toh is totally different from zhiyen.TskTsk. Everytime lose then want replace me and play for me.
Atiqah another one. Super scary and im superb afraid of her. Well shall not say why cause jianing they all know-.-
Well cheena Os is coming in like few weeks time and im like facing it with a super normal mood while some friends around me panick like hell.mayb i should really put more effort from today onwards.
Alright back to study mood now. Ciaos:)
No matter what. You are still RANK NO.1 IN MY HEART even thou im no.4 to you.
Ah wells. I hate it when things go wrong again last night:/
I really want to cherish and treasure.Tskkk
i know that i care about you ... at 13:11
13 May 2009
全世界都停了电,全世界都封了街
Finally math paper over-.- left with poa pp2 which is tmr and science prac, mcq on friday and mon:/
Ah wells 3 more to go so endure endure! Currently also awaitin for 18th may cause meeting EBC girls! Omg miss crapping with them! And of cause i miss the basketball team too:( those memories just went through my mind and felt like going back to the past when we fought hard together for our goals. Now each and everyone of us have our own different goal which cause us to go separate ways. But i believe when ever we recall back to the past, our hearts are joined together as one. Okay i feel very emotional now:/
shall update again soon. Got to study!
Lucks to those having exams:)
Christ church chiong ahhh! :D
Finally math paper over-.- left with poa pp2 which is tmr and science prac, mcq on friday and mon:/
Ah wells 3 more to go so endure endure! Currently also awaitin for 18th may cause meeting EBC girls! Omg miss crapping with them! And of cause i miss the basketball team too:( those memories just went through my mind and felt like going back to the past when we fought hard together for our goals. Now each and everyone of us have our own different goal which cause us to go separate ways. But i believe when ever we recall back to the past, our hearts are joined together as one. Okay i feel very emotional now:/
shall update again soon. Got to study!
Lucks to those having exams:)
Christ church chiong ahhh! :D
i know that i care about you ... at 21:31
08 May 2009
instant kill. dead
im exhausted to e max. im like killing myself with notes and revisions.
first time durg exam i din get to slp much. and the feeling is like torturous.
cleared my eng,chi,chem,ss,poa pp1 and math pp1.still got math pp2,geo,bio and poa pp2 to go.
i wonder how many nights i need to finish all this.
math paper totally murdered me today. when i flip thru the papers i know pp1 gone case already.
end of paper 1 everyone toll no confidence.
if paper 1 like that then paper 2 confirm even more worst.
first time in my life did maths paper untill like that.tskkkkkkk
stayed back in sch almost everyday for poa consultation.
and i heard that e 24 yr old ahlian look alike teacher wna so call pinch me cause of my careless mistakes.haha mayb i should avoid seeing her in sch to save myself.
life aint fair at all. some people lose their precious, some people get precious .
even no matter how we want to keep it. we will still tend to lose it.
i know i still care alot.
but i just cant control myself again.
xinfang u're sucha loser
dont give up on the ones you love for the ones you like.
because the ones you like will give you up for the ones they love.
i just dont understand the situation now.
and im taking risk again
im exhausted to e max. im like killing myself with notes and revisions.
first time durg exam i din get to slp much. and the feeling is like torturous.
cleared my eng,chi,chem,ss,poa pp1 and math pp1.still got math pp2,geo,bio and poa pp2 to go.
i wonder how many nights i need to finish all this.
math paper totally murdered me today. when i flip thru the papers i know pp1 gone case already.
end of paper 1 everyone toll no confidence.
if paper 1 like that then paper 2 confirm even more worst.
first time in my life did maths paper untill like that.tskkkkkkk
stayed back in sch almost everyday for poa consultation.
and i heard that e 24 yr old ahlian look alike teacher wna so call pinch me cause of my careless mistakes.haha mayb i should avoid seeing her in sch to save myself.
life aint fair at all. some people lose their precious, some people get precious .
even no matter how we want to keep it. we will still tend to lose it.
i know i still care alot.
but i just cant control myself again.
xinfang u're sucha loser
dont give up on the ones you love for the ones you like.
because the ones you like will give you up for the ones they love.
i just dont understand the situation now.
and im taking risk again
i know that i care about you ... at 11:43
01 May 2009
okay i shall briefly talk about whats going on for the past few days.
-i did 2.4km run like finally and some classmates think that i'll get a good timing cause i went EBC(like excuse me i walk up to the base camp not run up to the everest base camp eh-.- haha)
-got back my 6/30 super difficult cheena test.
(first time in my life i flunk cheena and thats a record! haha)
-conclude that wang wei zhen is diagnosed with morning down syndrome because shes insane when she entered into the class in e morning.
- had ang moh paper which scares outta hell of me.
-cheena paper which pulls my confidence level down cause i feel that i cant score well
-having hand cramp durg last five mins of cheena paper and that was stupid
-staying back in school almost everyday for POA consultation with ms wee
( the 24 yr old ahlian look alike teacher.haha)
-mugging like hell cause im having MYE examination when my last paper ends at 18may:(
-met up with vanessa and watch moooweeee tgt.
-watch the c div NZ finals
-being informed by mspuah that EBC team gonna do presentation in various schools
-was being crushed cause i realised my schedule is being messed up on a particular very
imporatant day in may.
-gonna be a good kid and stay at home from today till sunday to mug and eat up all the books
-read a Q which jianing had posted and it kept me thinking for e whole of wed night.in the end i never get to study the cheena format-.-
-gave gum the Q and she was irritated by e Q haha
-having stress in the exam hall cause if i make any loud voice everyone will be giving me the "you-are-weird" kind of look.
-finally balled after i came back from the trip
-flooding myself with lotsa test and homework which is driving me insane
-sneak out of e house durg midnight and met up with the yandaos and mei nus
-dabao-ed lunch for dajie with the ebc girls and delivered to her when shes teaching
-had a dream last night which i hate most.
okay i think i shall end here. gonna go study again :/
aft mids theres prelims and Os.
well this shows that life is soooooo good.like real-.-
im trying and trying.
theres no ending
-i did 2.4km run like finally and some classmates think that i'll get a good timing cause i went EBC(like excuse me i walk up to the base camp not run up to the everest base camp eh-.- haha)
-got back my 6/30 super difficult cheena test.
(first time in my life i flunk cheena and thats a record! haha)
-conclude that wang wei zhen is diagnosed with morning down syndrome because shes insane when she entered into the class in e morning.
- had ang moh paper which scares outta hell of me.
-cheena paper which pulls my confidence level down cause i feel that i cant score well
-having hand cramp durg last five mins of cheena paper and that was stupid
-staying back in school almost everyday for POA consultation with ms wee
( the 24 yr old ahlian look alike teacher.haha)
-mugging like hell cause im having MYE examination when my last paper ends at 18may:(
-met up with vanessa and watch moooweeee tgt.
-watch the c div NZ finals
-being informed by mspuah that EBC team gonna do presentation in various schools
-was being crushed cause i realised my schedule is being messed up on a particular very
imporatant day in may.
-gonna be a good kid and stay at home from today till sunday to mug and eat up all the books
-read a Q which jianing had posted and it kept me thinking for e whole of wed night.in the end i never get to study the cheena format-.-
-gave gum the Q and she was irritated by e Q haha
-having stress in the exam hall cause if i make any loud voice everyone will be giving me the "you-are-weird" kind of look.
-finally balled after i came back from the trip
-flooding myself with lotsa test and homework which is driving me insane
-sneak out of e house durg midnight and met up with the yandaos and mei nus
-dabao-ed lunch for dajie with the ebc girls and delivered to her when shes teaching
-had a dream last night which i hate most.
okay i think i shall end here. gonna go study again :/
aft mids theres prelims and Os.
well this shows that life is soooooo good.like real-.-
im trying and trying.
theres no ending
i know that i care about you ... at 11:23