27 June 2009
first of all..
happy birthday to brenda and sheryl!(:
alright back to blog. school gonna start in few days time and 1 mnth holis gonna end real soon.i haven even touch my poa and i guess the ahlian is gonna nag me to death when sch reopens :/
i may skipped sch a couple of days when sch reopens cause of some family stuffs but well i feel quite guilty for skipping sch too:/
mom may not let me skip too unless i kena quarantined by the school when the chances of being quarantine is like super small?haha
anw leong jia ning is jealous of my super special eating habits which made her cant believe that i can eat till so wen rou.haha.eh jianing u wna learn not? i can teach leh FOC one.haha!
i feel so energetic now a days and every night i slept around 4am plus or 5 plus then next morning i'll wake up before 11am. this is so sickening and i seriously dont like it because i think that its better to be asleep than awake.but till today i think i've small phobia of sleeping due to a dream :(
thou its just a dream, but my heart can feel the ache . tsk
ciaoooooooooooooooosssss
i begin to believe that its gone,
but untill today,i realised its buried deep down
and i still can feel it.
damn it.
i know i cant make you stay.
but i would give my final breath
to make you understand how beautiful u are...
you call me a stranger, you say i'm a danger
happy birthday to brenda and sheryl!(:
alright back to blog. school gonna start in few days time and 1 mnth holis gonna end real soon.i haven even touch my poa and i guess the ahlian is gonna nag me to death when sch reopens :/
i may skipped sch a couple of days when sch reopens cause of some family stuffs but well i feel quite guilty for skipping sch too:/
mom may not let me skip too unless i kena quarantined by the school when the chances of being quarantine is like super small?haha
anw leong jia ning is jealous of my super special eating habits which made her cant believe that i can eat till so wen rou.haha.eh jianing u wna learn not? i can teach leh FOC one.haha!
i feel so energetic now a days and every night i slept around 4am plus or 5 plus then next morning i'll wake up before 11am. this is so sickening and i seriously dont like it because i think that its better to be asleep than awake.but till today i think i've small phobia of sleeping due to a dream :(
thou its just a dream, but my heart can feel the ache . tsk
ciaoooooooooooooooosssss
i begin to believe that its gone,
but untill today,i realised its buried deep down
and i still can feel it.
damn it.
i know i cant make you stay.
but i would give my final breath
to make you understand how beautiful u are...
you call me a stranger, you say i'm a danger
i know that i care about you ... at 01:31
26 June 2009
okay this post is specially for ms chan siman .
why lei?
because durg last week she informed me that 24th is a super super super special day and i die die die must rmb!
but on the very special 24th june day. i totally forgot about it and still continue with my very special life by taking care of my niece and nephews and even brought them to watch transformers.!
suddenly last night chan siman came online and scolded me for forgetting the very special day.
and now im here to say sorry to ms chan si man....
si man sorry luh
not purposely one
i'll make one very special card for you and give u by tues or wed k(:
And lastly. Happy belated birthday:)
why lei?
because durg last week she informed me that 24th is a super super super special day and i die die die must rmb!
but on the very special 24th june day. i totally forgot about it and still continue with my very special life by taking care of my niece and nephews and even brought them to watch transformers.!
suddenly last night chan siman came online and scolded me for forgetting the very special day.
and now im here to say sorry to ms chan si man....
si man sorry luh
not purposely one
i'll make one very special card for you and give u by tues or wed k(:
And lastly. Happy belated birthday:)
i know that i care about you ... at 10:06
22 June 2009
xinfang,hang on there hang on there.
im gonna sleep soon i guess. too tired and din sleep for 2 days-.-
i think my dad gonna kill me when i reach home. haha dieeeeeeeeee.
headed down to sbc ytd to watch match. stomach was feeling terrible for the whole of yesterday :/ watch match till 9 plus and headed back with simin and zb. was shock when zb say she take HMT and we were like testing her some chinese thingy and making her say rao kou ling.we laugh throughout the whole journey and i think the cabin we're in knows abt my family background after having LOUD discussion with them -.-! hah.
reach home do math revision and today went for math mock test. finished quite fast and there was like 1 hr left. waiting for the time to pass and i went to ball aft that.
oh and to that particular you, i dono why today ur action is making me feel v disgusted.
dots-.-
theres mock paper 2 tmr! shucks :(
i need sometime more time alot of time and time time time before i talk to you again
im sorry :/
im gonna sleep soon i guess. too tired and din sleep for 2 days-.-
i think my dad gonna kill me when i reach home. haha dieeeeeeeeee.
headed down to sbc ytd to watch match. stomach was feeling terrible for the whole of yesterday :/ watch match till 9 plus and headed back with simin and zb. was shock when zb say she take HMT and we were like testing her some chinese thingy and making her say rao kou ling.we laugh throughout the whole journey and i think the cabin we're in knows abt my family background after having LOUD discussion with them -.-! hah.
reach home do math revision and today went for math mock test. finished quite fast and there was like 1 hr left. waiting for the time to pass and i went to ball aft that.
oh and to that particular you, i dono why today ur action is making me feel v disgusted.
dots-.-
theres mock paper 2 tmr! shucks :(
i need sometime more time alot of time and time time time before i talk to you again
im sorry :/
i know that i care about you ... at 16:21
20 June 2009
Cause today you walked out of my life.
And cause today, your words felt like a knife.
Those memories are perfect and in pain but its going to bring me away.
Felt like asking you to stay again.
But i know this time goodbyes had to be said no matter how much i don want to.
Hope you will do well with everything.
Its dead
And cause today, your words felt like a knife.
Those memories are perfect and in pain but its going to bring me away.
Felt like asking you to stay again.
But i know this time goodbyes had to be said no matter how much i don want to.
Hope you will do well with everything.
Its dead
i know that i care about you ... at 23:04
It sucks when some words is so hard to say . I guess its gonna be another sleepless night again.
Tsk. Terrible days ahead:/
Train the juniors today. Weather is hot till im chao da now:/ free tannin no need go down sentosa one-.- was quite happy to see improvements from them and also that they came to training just hoping to play well in nationals. Hoping that their effort wont be waste and there will be good results:) one more week to school reopens.seriously i din enjoy this holiday plus its been a bad holiday for me i guess. Thanks for some buddies being there for me.
Alright gotta go. Bye
It seems like theres lies deep down inside. Making me feel so :(
When i needed a hug so badly but theres no one around.
Tsk. Terrible days ahead:/
Train the juniors today. Weather is hot till im chao da now:/ free tannin no need go down sentosa one-.- was quite happy to see improvements from them and also that they came to training just hoping to play well in nationals. Hoping that their effort wont be waste and there will be good results:) one more week to school reopens.seriously i din enjoy this holiday plus its been a bad holiday for me i guess. Thanks for some buddies being there for me.
Alright gotta go. Bye
It seems like theres lies deep down inside. Making me feel so :(
When i needed a hug so badly but theres no one around.
i know that i care about you ... at 00:03
15 June 2009
Okay im down with fever for the past few days and today i went to singapore prayin that my fever will subside. And it did! To the temp of 37.5 super heng man. If not i confirm cannot go school train-.-
Finally get to sweat out after so long and OMG i finally saw liang wei after 4 years. Miss her trucks lots man and i was damn happy to see her when she come court find me.Haha. Well now left with vivian ng dono where this stupid girl go after she quit school :/ TskTsk. Well straight after trainin headed down cwp with hy anita sm and ilina. We talk talk talk. Knife fly here fly there(k oly those around know e meaning hur.Haha).
Headed back to msia after that and i was super tired. I sat on the floor stone till i lay down on the floor and stone again. Okay super retarded i know but somehow just feel like laying down on the floor and not move for long and have a break. Lotsa things ran thru my mind. And Idk why other's conflicts can make me feel so frustrated. Haha
I don want :(
:S
Finally get to sweat out after so long and OMG i finally saw liang wei after 4 years. Miss her trucks lots man and i was damn happy to see her when she come court find me.Haha. Well now left with vivian ng dono where this stupid girl go after she quit school :/ TskTsk. Well straight after trainin headed down cwp with hy anita sm and ilina. We talk talk talk. Knife fly here fly there(k oly those around know e meaning hur.Haha).
Headed back to msia after that and i was super tired. I sat on the floor stone till i lay down on the floor and stone again. Okay super retarded i know but somehow just feel like laying down on the floor and not move for long and have a break. Lotsa things ran thru my mind. And Idk why other's conflicts can make me feel so frustrated. Haha
I don want :(
:S
i know that i care about you ... at 22:08
12 June 2009
Well i was lucky i think. Din know i have math mock paper today and heng leong jianing told me last night. Thou its really super last min. But still thanks la girl.Haha. Heng the paper is repeated question one.lol
Im super bored la. Work sleep eat watch tv. I've been doing this durg most of the day for this week-.- damn no life. And now im having this freakin headache which i feel like chopping of my head now:/
Anw sis birthday on monday! :D having celebration tmr. Hope it'll be fun.
Well gotta run. Bye:)
All these years i've been telling myself its gonna be fine, don worry.
I guess this time im gonna tell myself the same thing again.
Im super bored la. Work sleep eat watch tv. I've been doing this durg most of the day for this week-.- damn no life. And now im having this freakin headache which i feel like chopping of my head now:/
Anw sis birthday on monday! :D having celebration tmr. Hope it'll be fun.
Well gotta run. Bye:)
All these years i've been telling myself its gonna be fine, don worry.
I guess this time im gonna tell myself the same thing again.
i know that i care about you ... at 22:09
09 June 2009
Im bored :/
Okay lets start with sunday. Went singapore and saw wenting at e checkpoint. She said sth stupid which made both of us laugh like a madass.Haha
Me:" Eh you come from city square(shopping centre beside checkpoint) area there ah?
Wenting: no. My mother drop me opposite city square there.
Me: *stunt* isnt it city square area?
Then both of us start to laugh like mad.Haha tan wen ting you seriously damn dumb man.Haha
Headed down to sbc after that to watch match.then went to jianing house to suprise her but she was asleep when we've reach so we anyhow ask jiaqi tell jianing that jiaxin kena stalked like that. Damn stupid then the jianing blur blur come down to the pool like still in her dreamland like that.Haha
Aft that went home, monday morning woke up and went training but i skipped bio lesson without knowin theres bio lesson in the morning. Damn pro -.-' Hah.
Okay may be goin down malacca later with xw and geron they all. Walao super last min-.-
Okay i dono what to type anymore. Shall end here. Bye
And i'll keep falling in love with you again and again.
Okay lets start with sunday. Went singapore and saw wenting at e checkpoint. She said sth stupid which made both of us laugh like a madass.Haha
Me:" Eh you come from city square(shopping centre beside checkpoint) area there ah?
Wenting: no. My mother drop me opposite city square there.
Me: *stunt* isnt it city square area?
Then both of us start to laugh like mad.Haha tan wen ting you seriously damn dumb man.Haha
Headed down to sbc after that to watch match.then went to jianing house to suprise her but she was asleep when we've reach so we anyhow ask jiaqi tell jianing that jiaxin kena stalked like that. Damn stupid then the jianing blur blur come down to the pool like still in her dreamland like that.Haha
Aft that went home, monday morning woke up and went training but i skipped bio lesson without knowin theres bio lesson in the morning. Damn pro -.-' Hah.
Okay may be goin down malacca later with xw and geron they all. Walao super last min-.-
Okay i dono what to type anymore. Shall end here. Bye
And i'll keep falling in love with you again and again.
i know that i care about you ... at 12:16
06 June 2009
I really don want things to end up what i really don want it to be.
Yet i don know what to do to make it right anymore.
Its just disappointment again and again. :(
Yet i don know what to do to make it right anymore.
Its just disappointment again and again. :(
i know that i care about you ... at 14:52
yet another sleepless night.
okay remedial week is over. but last week of holi theres 2 more poa lesson :/
been training the girls and i hope there will be improvement aft this june holi.
c girls played with sengkang girls on tues then me and anita become coach. but durg last 3 mins of the game we sub into the court and play and the opponent stunt.haha
eric was the referee and he purposely keep blowing foul on me and anita.walao eh :/
oh and ya today is leong jianing's birthday. happy birthday girl!
now 16 yrs old liao must stop being so irritating in class, stop trying to disturb me by waking me up when i want to sleep,stop laughing till like got asthma attack cause everyone will be worried. lastly thanks for helping me to copy notes when ever im lazy absent moody. haha. we are 1 year 6 months sitting partner leh! haha
okay im nice to come here blog cause someone asked me to.
im having 3 free weeks and i cant be 24hrs studying :(
well totally no plans for my holis now-.-
okay seriously i dont know what to type anymore just toll off mood.
bye
oh its day 6 of the month.
i doubt u'l realise it cause i guess we're gameover to you
okay i dont know why im feeling so terrible.
and i dont know why u can mean so much to me.
seriously u're the first person who im actually holding on to so much that even i cant control it.
Breakingidentity
tsk
okay remedial week is over. but last week of holi theres 2 more poa lesson :/
been training the girls and i hope there will be improvement aft this june holi.
c girls played with sengkang girls on tues then me and anita become coach. but durg last 3 mins of the game we sub into the court and play and the opponent stunt.haha
eric was the referee and he purposely keep blowing foul on me and anita.walao eh :/
oh and ya today is leong jianing's birthday. happy birthday girl!
now 16 yrs old liao must stop being so irritating in class, stop trying to disturb me by waking me up when i want to sleep,stop laughing till like got asthma attack cause everyone will be worried. lastly thanks for helping me to copy notes when ever im lazy absent moody. haha. we are 1 year 6 months sitting partner leh! haha
okay im nice to come here blog cause someone asked me to.
im having 3 free weeks and i cant be 24hrs studying :(
well totally no plans for my holis now-.-
okay seriously i dont know what to type anymore just toll off mood.
bye
oh its day 6 of the month.
i doubt u'l realise it cause i guess we're gameover to you
okay i dont know why im feeling so terrible.
and i dont know why u can mean so much to me.
seriously u're the first person who im actually holding on to so much that even i cant control it.
Breakingidentity
tsk
i know that i care about you ... at 09:14
