29 August 2009
when im in trouble,u'll always stand up for me even when im wrong.
when i feel so lost,u'll never fails to give me a call.
and i'll never ever forget about you.
thanks for being with me thruout this 17 years.
i begain to miss you alr :(
restinpeace
i guess i gotta accept the truth,you left us without saying anything.you left me here alone.i've lost a kin like you,a person whom i only trust in this world.
and now u're gone.theres no one i can really rely on.im sure im unable to trust anyone in my life anymore.
TEAMchristchurch!

k lets change topic.
hmm this week was rather a tired week i guess? still a exam week for me and in the coming week theres paper too! :/
been going home quite early everyday except for yesterday and today. collected back my phone on thurs and thats like finally!
anw i've postponed my trip to tmr!
alright ytd supposed to watch movie but due to some delay we missed the movie!
walked to amk hub with zb nd obiang then watch them plan sth for quite long.hahah they seem to be so stress and end up me feeling stress for dono what reasons too-.-
so movie thingy was postponed to today and we watched orphan! not bad not bad,movie was quite nice and i dont think its that scary just dono why someone so scared.haha. headed for lunch and obiang joined us so we studied for awhile?and then i went back msia.(:
hmmm teacher's day celebration on monday and i hope the gathering will be a fun one?
ahwells just pray for the best ba.
gotta end here.
ciaos!
when i feel so lost,u'll never fails to give me a call.
and i'll never ever forget about you.
thanks for being with me thruout this 17 years.
i begain to miss you alr :(
restinpeace
i guess i gotta accept the truth,you left us without saying anything.you left me here alone.i've lost a kin like you,a person whom i only trust in this world.
and now u're gone.theres no one i can really rely on.im sure im unable to trust anyone in my life anymore.
TEAMchristchurch!

k lets change topic.
hmm this week was rather a tired week i guess? still a exam week for me and in the coming week theres paper too! :/
been going home quite early everyday except for yesterday and today. collected back my phone on thurs and thats like finally!
anw i've postponed my trip to tmr!
alright ytd supposed to watch movie but due to some delay we missed the movie!
walked to amk hub with zb nd obiang then watch them plan sth for quite long.hahah they seem to be so stress and end up me feeling stress for dono what reasons too-.-
so movie thingy was postponed to today and we watched orphan! not bad not bad,movie was quite nice and i dont think its that scary just dono why someone so scared.haha. headed for lunch and obiang joined us so we studied for awhile?and then i went back msia.(:
hmmm teacher's day celebration on monday and i hope the gathering will be a fun one?
ahwells just pray for the best ba.
gotta end here.
ciaos!
i know that i care about you ... at 20:21
22 August 2009
i wna upload some pics. but aye my phone is still not back yet :/
alright this week was rather a fun+tired+stress+sad+irritated week(:
fun because monday we celebrated mdm wan's birthday ! headed down to 515 ball aft that and its been long since i really balled with them.
wednesday had upper sec interhse and we play like crap.juniors dont want let me sleep, people say i big bully on court. put alot of water till im damn guilty and its really SUPER kay!
friday lower sec interhouse i learn how to press the score board and it seems like im taking tv control to press like that.damn stupid.haha
and today watch boys match and got lotsa stupid crap.
stress because im having prelims! :(
wed had my eng paper ,thurs math paper 1,ytd math paper 2.
now 2 down alr. last paper ends at next next week. so sad :(
monday no paper! but im still gg school for consultation-.-
tired because i seriously need rest! i lack of sleep and everyday i slept quite late and woke up early!
sad because i got back my cheena results im super disappointed with myself for my grade
seriously hope i'll get better result durg end of year.
irritated because the freaking phone shop cheat my feelings! asked me go collect phone today and last min tell me phone still not ready. wth man.
i want my phone back. i want my msg back too. tskkkkkkk.
its gone its gone~
im sorry,the truth may hurt you,but it also set you free
i appreciate all those things.
takecare my friend
okay i think i shall stop here.
im missing somebody right now and i doubt that blur kia will know alright crap
ciao.
we lose what we once possessed.
alright this week was rather a fun+tired+stress+sad+irritated week(:
fun because monday we celebrated mdm wan's birthday ! headed down to 515 ball aft that and its been long since i really balled with them.
wednesday had upper sec interhse and we play like crap.juniors dont want let me sleep, people say i big bully on court. put alot of water till im damn guilty and its really SUPER kay!
friday lower sec interhouse i learn how to press the score board and it seems like im taking tv control to press like that.damn stupid.haha
and today watch boys match and got lotsa stupid crap.
stress because im having prelims! :(
wed had my eng paper ,thurs math paper 1,ytd math paper 2.
now 2 down alr. last paper ends at next next week. so sad :(
monday no paper! but im still gg school for consultation-.-
tired because i seriously need rest! i lack of sleep and everyday i slept quite late and woke up early!
sad because i got back my cheena results im super disappointed with myself for my grade
seriously hope i'll get better result durg end of year.
irritated because the freaking phone shop cheat my feelings! asked me go collect phone today and last min tell me phone still not ready. wth man.
i want my phone back. i want my msg back too. tskkkkkkk.
its gone its gone~
im sorry,the truth may hurt you,but it also set you free
i appreciate all those things.
takecare my friend
okay i think i shall stop here.
im missing somebody right now and i doubt that blur kia will know alright crap
ciao.
we lose what we once possessed.
i know that i care about you ... at 16:08
15 August 2009
edited!
photos! :D




oh i rmb this photo! i ran to 3rd,4th and back to 2nd level.when i ran into the hall just nice they wanna photo.haha i was like panting at that time-.-

4e1'o9 <3
pls get well soon !
feel so pathetic right now cause i cant turn my freaking head freely:(
i think i sprain my neck durg pe on thurs. we were having fun playing touch rugby and i think when i "over fun" myself and i sprained my neck when i like so call dive at the touch down part.
hahaha.kinda retarted but still its fun leh! last pe know :(
friday went to school with my sprain neck and people in my class were laughing at me because of my movement-.-
i think because everytime i bully them then now they revenge by laughing at me. damn sad.hahah
they keep calling my name and make me turn around cause when i turn i have to turn tgt with my body and i look damn stiff. they think it was funny and kept laughing.
tskkkkkkkkkk.
now my neck is still not getting any better and i seriously hope monday my neck will be fine cause if not durg oral time the examiner will be like giving me the weird look-.-
theres interhouse basketball on wed too. falls on my first prelim paper-.- and im also getting back my cheena result on that day. wth man :/
anw sis met a pervert just now on the way home. that ah pek is sucha freaking asshole till i feel like making him to become a eunuch for showing his-.-
he was about the run when he saw us walking out from our house.
and my dog seriously don like people to run away when he appear so he chased after that ahpek and bite him on his leg. thats the part i loved most about my dog :D
oh we drag this pervertic guy to the guardhouse and went back home.
i think i shall end here cause i dont know what to type anymore
to me, you are always and forever the best(:
photos! :D




oh i rmb this photo! i ran to 3rd,4th and back to 2nd level.when i ran into the hall just nice they wanna photo.haha i was like panting at that time-.-

4e1'o9 <3
pls get well soon !
feel so pathetic right now cause i cant turn my freaking head freely:(
i think i sprain my neck durg pe on thurs. we were having fun playing touch rugby and i think when i "over fun" myself and i sprained my neck when i like so call dive at the touch down part.
hahaha.kinda retarted but still its fun leh! last pe know :(
friday went to school with my sprain neck and people in my class were laughing at me because of my movement-.-
i think because everytime i bully them then now they revenge by laughing at me. damn sad.hahah
they keep calling my name and make me turn around cause when i turn i have to turn tgt with my body and i look damn stiff. they think it was funny and kept laughing.
tskkkkkkkkkk.
now my neck is still not getting any better and i seriously hope monday my neck will be fine cause if not durg oral time the examiner will be like giving me the weird look-.-
theres interhouse basketball on wed too. falls on my first prelim paper-.- and im also getting back my cheena result on that day. wth man :/
anw sis met a pervert just now on the way home. that ah pek is sucha freaking asshole till i feel like making him to become a eunuch for showing his-.-
he was about the run when he saw us walking out from our house.
and my dog seriously don like people to run away when he appear so he chased after that ahpek and bite him on his leg. thats the part i loved most about my dog :D
oh we drag this pervertic guy to the guardhouse and went back home.
i think i shall end here cause i dont know what to type anymore
to me, you are always and forever the best(:
i know that i care about you ... at 21:08
08 August 2009
when u lost one,and u're about to lose the 2nd one
its time for a breakdown.
cause thats what im feeling now.








this week is rather a tired week for me. most of the days i slept before 10pm.
lots of things happened but seriously now i cant remember any of it.
thursday supposed to be a very important day but the day its meaningless already.
friday had national day celebration and it was hot durg assembly. people were fanning themselves and the drama thing is making us laugh cause pris like got used to the role of being a fighter.haha
had chem test,basketball photo taking session and poa consultation.
ohohoh! class photo were nice (:
the photo design aint like the past few years and its kind of cute! haha
im seriously drained this week and i cant take it anymore.
every single thing is killing me and i feel like dying.
i thought having this shield will protect me from the pain.
but i least expect that the pain im having now came from other side
ive already lost one precious person.
i dont want to lose another one who accept my presence more than anyone else
pls get well soon will you.
tsk.
sometimes i really feel like going into coma for months or years.
so that i wont get to feel anything
i want to talk to you,but i dont know how and what to say.
i dont want to drift cause i dont want you to be my hi-bye friend
i need you to stay close to me once again,but as a different status.
ferry ride made me feel drowsy.
i guess i need a rest now
its ur fav day and no. today
its time for a breakdown.
cause thats what im feeling now.








this week is rather a tired week for me. most of the days i slept before 10pm.
lots of things happened but seriously now i cant remember any of it.
thursday supposed to be a very important day but the day its meaningless already.
friday had national day celebration and it was hot durg assembly. people were fanning themselves and the drama thing is making us laugh cause pris like got used to the role of being a fighter.haha
had chem test,basketball photo taking session and poa consultation.
ohohoh! class photo were nice (:
the photo design aint like the past few years and its kind of cute! haha
im seriously drained this week and i cant take it anymore.
every single thing is killing me and i feel like dying.
i thought having this shield will protect me from the pain.
but i least expect that the pain im having now came from other side
ive already lost one precious person.
i dont want to lose another one who accept my presence more than anyone else
pls get well soon will you.
tsk.
sometimes i really feel like going into coma for months or years.
so that i wont get to feel anything
i want to talk to you,but i dont know how and what to say.
i dont want to drift cause i dont want you to be my hi-bye friend
i need you to stay close to me once again,but as a different status.
ferry ride made me feel drowsy.
i guess i need a rest now
its ur fav day and no. today
i know that i care about you ... at 20:00
01 August 2009
You hit me
And i end it to make sure its the last blow
Lets restart this game by not hurting anyone anymore
Cause when im hurtin,i aint happy
I tried my best to salvage it.
Now im gonna try my best to make it right.
New start. No ending
And i end it to make sure its the last blow
Lets restart this game by not hurting anyone anymore
Cause when im hurtin,i aint happy
I tried my best to salvage it.
Now im gonna try my best to make it right.
New start. No ending
i know that i care about you ... at 17:40
okay lets talk about this week. monday went for trg cause all remedials were cancelled due to staff meeting. did running and stuffs. thought the running part was over but in the end i realised im wrong.
then coach suddenly say do suicide run for 17 times everyone was like pua stunt. i keep saying die die die cause its been quite long since i run and first time come trg i kena this kind of trg-.- but in the end coach only take timings so yar we are still alive. haha
yesterday went down rp to support yijun. before that met zb and obiang daohuey i was like starvin till not hungry alr.ahah walked around cwp with obiang and i keep wanting to walk to 950 busstop.she damn violent la. pulled my bag and drag me out of the 950 queue-.-
was like playing around then when zb came headed down to mac makan dinner. rushed to rp aft that. but when amanda came to meet us. she gave us a shock-.-
then watch match,talk to daddy and zf and home sweet home (:
when i dont expect that.
and you did it
what can i say or do when its alr over.
its not that i dont wanna say
but that i dont know how to
then coach suddenly say do suicide run for 17 times everyone was like pua stunt. i keep saying die die die cause its been quite long since i run and first time come trg i kena this kind of trg-.- but in the end coach only take timings so yar we are still alive. haha
yesterday went down rp to support yijun. before that met zb and obiang daohuey i was like starvin till not hungry alr.ahah walked around cwp with obiang and i keep wanting to walk to 950 busstop.she damn violent la. pulled my bag and drag me out of the 950 queue-.-
was like playing around then when zb came headed down to mac makan dinner. rushed to rp aft that. but when amanda came to meet us. she gave us a shock-.-
then watch match,talk to daddy and zf and home sweet home (:
when i dont expect that.
and you did it
what can i say or do when its alr over.
its not that i dont wanna say
but that i dont know how to
i know that i care about you ... at 08:58