25 September 2009
this week was rather a fun week.
cause ytd and just now i played paint with xuewei while we were helpin my dad to repaint the house. we drew alot of stupid stuffs which made the wall freakin ugly ttm and kena scolded by my dad big time. haha but then we were still laughin our hearts out cause the master piece was a idiotic one. will upload e photo when i recieve! :D
oh yea tmr im gonna stay in spore till exams are over. but still will b gg back every weekend yo. dad and mom gg oversea for freaking 2 weeks in 4 country. i wna go mannnnnnnnnn. its been super long since i went oversea durg my holis. sian but im gg oversea aft my last paper ends! :D
oh yea tmr im gg back to school for freaking math mock test. i had chem test ytd, math an bio test tday tmr math agn. gd job laaaaa. ahwells i guess i gonna end here and back to study.
ciaos~
hmmm did i mention that im gna represent my class to have a speech on graduation day with srijan?
if i tell you im not scared and nervous abt it.
im sure thats a LIE
:/
i saw us break, i watch us fall.
it makes no sense to me at all.
cause ytd and just now i played paint with xuewei while we were helpin my dad to repaint the house. we drew alot of stupid stuffs which made the wall freakin ugly ttm and kena scolded by my dad big time. haha but then we were still laughin our hearts out cause the master piece was a idiotic one. will upload e photo when i recieve! :D
oh yea tmr im gonna stay in spore till exams are over. but still will b gg back every weekend yo. dad and mom gg oversea for freaking 2 weeks in 4 country. i wna go mannnnnnnnnn. its been super long since i went oversea durg my holis. sian but im gg oversea aft my last paper ends! :D
oh yea tmr im gg back to school for freaking math mock test. i had chem test ytd, math an bio test tday tmr math agn. gd job laaaaa. ahwells i guess i gonna end here and back to study.
ciaos~
hmmm did i mention that im gna represent my class to have a speech on graduation day with srijan?
if i tell you im not scared and nervous abt it.
im sure thats a LIE
:/
i saw us break, i watch us fall.
it makes no sense to me at all.
i know that i care about you ... at 21:46
24 September 2009
It's takin' it's toll girl
This silence is cold
We're stuck at a dead end
I'm startin' to wonder
Did i say something wrong?
I keep askin' the question
Will you turn around and come with me?
Or should i read the signs and leave and let you be?
Now i'm standin' at this roadblock
And there's no way around it
I've been waitin' for your mind to change
Cuz i feel so one sided
I saw us break
I watched us fall
It made no sense to me at all
You say that you will
But then you don't
So i'm gonna take this step alone
In my heart of hearts
I always knew
This jump was way too far for you
You say that you will
But then you don't
So i'm gonna take this step
I'm gonna take this step alone, alone
So give me a reason
Why you're on the outside
When you should be in
When we'll get together
So maybe it's better
I walk alone but you'll always be near
Now there's no room for settlin'
I gotta do this, i need to
But this mirror i'm lookin' in
There's no reflection without you
Cuz i saw us break
I watched us fall
It made no sense to me at all
You say that you will
But then you don't
So i'm gonna take this step alone
In my heart of hearts
I always knew
This jump was way too far for you
You say that you will
But then you don't
So i'm gonna take this step
I'm gonna take this step alone
The sanctity i found deep in your arms
It was a false alarm and it burns yeah it hurts
I lie awake at night and think of what we could have been if it worked
Then we chose to go our separate ways instead of meeting each other halfway
And if i had to choose girl, i'd have you by my side
I saw us break
I watched us fall
It made no sense to me at all
You say that you will
But then you don't
So i'm gonna take this step alone
In my heart of hearts
I always knew
This jump was way too far for you
You say that you will
But then you don't
So i'm gonna take this step
I'm gonna take this step alone, alone, alone
I'm gonna take this step alone, all alone
i know that i care about you ... at 20:13
19 September 2009
i hate being sickkkkkkk :/
skipped school ytd. was down with slight fever and headache.
damn irritating cause i wna go play e 1 min shootin after sch but i cant
suckssssssss ttm.
so yea i just simply stayed at home for e whole of ytd and i almost slept through the whole of ytd.
managed to do some math and bio. tday i wna clear my math stuffs. but i doubt i can do that cause i feel so weak at da moment.
39/38 days more to first paper of Os. anyone is kind enough to help me find my motivation back??
i seriously need it nownowNOW if nt im sure im gotta fall big time durg e paper.
i feel sooooo.....nvm-.-
jiayou everyone jiayou ngxinfang.
ciaos
dont come and distract me!
skipped school ytd. was down with slight fever and headache.
damn irritating cause i wna go play e 1 min shootin after sch but i cant
suckssssssss ttm.
so yea i just simply stayed at home for e whole of ytd and i almost slept through the whole of ytd.
managed to do some math and bio. tday i wna clear my math stuffs. but i doubt i can do that cause i feel so weak at da moment.
39/38 days more to first paper of Os. anyone is kind enough to help me find my motivation back??
i seriously need it nownowNOW if nt im sure im gotta fall big time durg e paper.
i feel sooooo.....nvm-.-
jiayou everyone jiayou ngxinfang.
ciaos
dont come and distract me!
i know that i care about you ... at 11:14
16 September 2009
just listen and not comment.
im in a freaking bad mood this week.
its the last lap nd i wna stay in spore cause i feel so lethargic traveling and when the moment i entered into the class i'll start to feel like sleeping.
im sure if this goes on and when my results back,im gna sleep for e rest of my life nd do nth la.
but the most irritatin part is that im having a hard time tryin to convince my parents to let me do that.
GG-.-
anw tmr we're gg to have PE! omg i love thurs man. just hope that P wont take away our precious pe moments AGN
k back to what i wna say.(nd thats e reason why i will blog tday)
theres blog fight gg on recently eh?and im gg to join in for this once
at first i seriously dont want to comment cause its rly none of my business.
and trust me,this sepcial post is for those who are not link in the conflict(means anyone except 4 e 3 main characters)
BELIEVE IT OR NOT. im not tryin t side anyone from e start of the conflict till now.
CAUSE 3 OF THEM IS MY FRIEND AND I KNOW 2 OF TIME FOR 2 YRS EXCEPT FOR ONE IS 3 YRS
one who support me and console me when i retain, one who always teach me schoolwork and one who always help me take note of things when im away and remind me.
get it? they are my FRIENDS.
so from the start till now, i heard alot of colourful stories among each other and yea i treat it as stories.
supposingly i should be helping my friends to stop this irritating thing.
i tried, its out of control and as a friend im not supposed to comment anyth to any of the 3 characters.
some of you may think that what im saying now is some kind of funny joke but hey if u dont believe, come straight infront of me and talk to me since we all are in the same class.
do you know how tiring and sad it was to see ur friends having such kind of problem and yet u cant even do a single thing to help at all.
so why is there a need for you to comment when it dont interfere your life and most importantly it don link to you?
if you're trying to make the situation worst,trust me, im gg t stop you infront of everyone cause im not gg to let you do that to my friends.
even i dont comment about it. so can you just listen and dont comment to those colourful stories?
seriously im shock about it. cause i least expect that u'll say those things.
dont make me come straight to you in class.cause i rly dont wna do that at all.
its the last lap, only less than 2 mnths more to go.
so can u just ignore it or if you wanna comment anyth just kep it to yourself or talk to ur soft toy at home.
just make sure that what ever freaking thing u've said, i wont know abt it or it wont spread to my ears.
get it? its their problem,not ours so just freaking stay out of it if u aint helping at all.
if u're clever enough, just ignore and live your life.
im in a freaking bad mood this week.
its the last lap nd i wna stay in spore cause i feel so lethargic traveling and when the moment i entered into the class i'll start to feel like sleeping.
im sure if this goes on and when my results back,im gna sleep for e rest of my life nd do nth la.
but the most irritatin part is that im having a hard time tryin to convince my parents to let me do that.
GG-.-
anw tmr we're gg to have PE! omg i love thurs man. just hope that P wont take away our precious pe moments AGN
k back to what i wna say.(nd thats e reason why i will blog tday)
theres blog fight gg on recently eh?and im gg to join in for this once
at first i seriously dont want to comment cause its rly none of my business.
and trust me,this sepcial post is for those who are not link in the conflict(means anyone except 4 e 3 main characters)
BELIEVE IT OR NOT. im not tryin t side anyone from e start of the conflict till now.
CAUSE 3 OF THEM IS MY FRIEND AND I KNOW 2 OF TIME FOR 2 YRS EXCEPT FOR ONE IS 3 YRS
one who support me and console me when i retain, one who always teach me schoolwork and one who always help me take note of things when im away and remind me.
get it? they are my FRIENDS.
so from the start till now, i heard alot of colourful stories among each other and yea i treat it as stories.
supposingly i should be helping my friends to stop this irritating thing.
i tried, its out of control and as a friend im not supposed to comment anyth to any of the 3 characters.
some of you may think that what im saying now is some kind of funny joke but hey if u dont believe, come straight infront of me and talk to me since we all are in the same class.
do you know how tiring and sad it was to see ur friends having such kind of problem and yet u cant even do a single thing to help at all.
so why is there a need for you to comment when it dont interfere your life and most importantly it don link to you?
if you're trying to make the situation worst,trust me, im gg t stop you infront of everyone cause im not gg to let you do that to my friends.
even i dont comment about it. so can you just listen and dont comment to those colourful stories?
seriously im shock about it. cause i least expect that u'll say those things.
dont make me come straight to you in class.cause i rly dont wna do that at all.
its the last lap, only less than 2 mnths more to go.
so can u just ignore it or if you wanna comment anyth just kep it to yourself or talk to ur soft toy at home.
just make sure that what ever freaking thing u've said, i wont know abt it or it wont spread to my ears.
get it? its their problem,not ours so just freaking stay out of it if u aint helping at all.
if u're clever enough, just ignore and live your life.
i know that i care about you ... at 20:40
12 September 2009
wtc am i thinking abt man.
alright back to this week.
was quite a normal week except for tues cos it was fun! :D
super last min went out with wei and guys cos they station at my hse waitin 4 me to go home without telling me-.-
went out for dinner,prawnfishing,then played pool at some place which looked ulu.
and we saw ahgua playin pool and thats seriously damn...........
cant stop laughin cause that ahgua is playin beside our table and i think he/she knows what we're thinking:X
oh yea i went ITshow on thurs and bought quite alot of stuffs for myself(cause im not the one payin :P) wanted to buy bluetooth headset but end up buyin wireless mp3. so yea dad bought two cause another one for wei. she was damn happy ttm but she suppressed her feeling for idk what reason.and i begain to laugh at her idiotic face.ahah
so thurs reach home quite late and i decided to skip friday's lesson which is eng and geo(3.5hr to look at chong i might as well die-.-)
night meet mao and houyee they all and ball.today went back sch to support boys
went back msia saw mao again. hahaha
oh yea i rmb what soon xueli say to me @cold storage last week
i was like
eh heard that u're stackers star ah?then now got killiney liao u coming back to play?
xueli: ah no la. now got killiney then i go back killiney be killiney star lor.
i went O.O at her and laugh.xueli u damn pro man
and anita is funny cause she wna order minced meat noodle but end up saying mice meat noodle.
damn pro la she. eat lao shu one. tsktsk
alright i guess i shall end here.will update soon!
wonder how the story will be like durg end of year :/
alright back to this week.
was quite a normal week except for tues cos it was fun! :D
super last min went out with wei and guys cos they station at my hse waitin 4 me to go home without telling me-.-
went out for dinner,prawnfishing,then played pool at some place which looked ulu.
and we saw ahgua playin pool and thats seriously damn...........
cant stop laughin cause that ahgua is playin beside our table and i think he/she knows what we're thinking:X
oh yea i went ITshow on thurs and bought quite alot of stuffs for myself(cause im not the one payin :P) wanted to buy bluetooth headset but end up buyin wireless mp3. so yea dad bought two cause another one for wei. she was damn happy ttm but she suppressed her feeling for idk what reason.and i begain to laugh at her idiotic face.ahah
so thurs reach home quite late and i decided to skip friday's lesson which is eng and geo(3.5hr to look at chong i might as well die-.-)
night meet mao and houyee they all and ball.today went back sch to support boys
went back msia saw mao again. hahaha
oh yea i rmb what soon xueli say to me @cold storage last week
i was like
eh heard that u're stackers star ah?then now got killiney liao u coming back to play?
xueli: ah no la. now got killiney then i go back killiney be killiney star lor.
i went O.O at her and laugh.xueli u damn pro man
and anita is funny cause she wna order minced meat noodle but end up saying mice meat noodle.
damn pro la she. eat lao shu one. tsktsk
alright i guess i shall end here.will update soon!
wonder how the story will be like durg end of year :/
i know that i care about you ... at 20:57
04 September 2009
miss those times when we're doing stupid stuffs tgt.
alright prelims is officially over. this means that the real big one is coming.
i wont say im not scared of it because when i say that, im obviously lying to myself-.-
because of prelims, i din really step into the court and ball for weeks i think? not even for training la.
so yea today i finally went to ball! :D
then i realized everyth deproved:/
stamina,strength,skills and etcetc
ahwells. im gonna train back my stamina next week(:
cause killiney trg maybe starting on next next week?
anw next week is holis! but aye nth to rejoice abt cause we still hafta go back school for lesson everyday(except for tues,sat,sun)
alright idk what to type anymore so i guess i'll update agn when sth interesting happen HAHAH
so yea ciaos~
nobodys gonna take the share of me away from you.
and no one could ever do that.
so trust me, i wont leave you alone
just let me be there for you.
i know that i care about you ... at 19:56
01 September 2009
yes, nobody is gonna take that away from you.
alright i made it back on time for yesterday.
the funeral was like..... idk how to say:/
k celebration was cool/funny.
i played netball interhouse and i was trying to make friends with the male teacher durg the game so that we wont end up playing catching in the game.
but still i failed and i chase after him till damn tired-.-
oh anw scoreboard sucks cause it totally spoiled thou it cost like thousand dollars-.-
gathering was canceled ytd as sch closes at 1pm.damn irritating
im down with this fever which almost caused me to sleep for the entire day.
im like bedridden and i drag myself up to blog and study for tmrs paper.
how hardworking eh? like crap
i think im having moodswing now cause im like pissed with myself for no reasons-.-
i think the fever is causing this to happen.
ahwells bye.
i think, its just a case of too much thoughts.
i know that i care about you ... at 18:51
